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So I never write so i'm guessing nobody will read this but anyhow. I have noticed lately that everyone has been having a big bitch for some reason or another and i never get told why, just that they're annoyed or have had a bad morning. But seriously people your lives aren't that bad so try getting over your selves and enjoy life!!!!! Sure i have problems too but due to everyone elses problems mine have stayed with me. YAY doesn't that feel good. All the people i would normally talk to are either busy or having their own problems. So i guess this is what it's like when everyone has left school and they get so busy they can't hang out any more. Goodie more of this to look forward to.
So ok since i had a bitch about people complaining but bering too vaige i'll tell u what my problem is or should i say problems are:
well on the 15th i got an sms at 7:45am from kevin randomly saying hi from california just because he could but californian time it was 12:45pm on freakin valentines day so i have no idea if i'm supposed to look into that one or just try and ignore it like i've been trying to. Next problem is that i can't seem to land a job and half the places i've applied have just kinda ignored me and haven't even sent a sorry u were not successful... i've had 3 interviews so far and one was today the others were over a week ago and again no response. So my tolerance is getting tested to the max but can i tell any one NO!!!! Oh and then there is my crush, a guy i've liked forever but has no idea of it and i never get to see or even talk to him but when i do i get those crazy butterflies for days afterwards until the truth sets in and i go back into my lul of nothingness. Finally i think i will have to start taking extra strong pain killers so that when i sleep i don't dream coz when i dream stupid kevin is there and what do u know for a while there was one of my other male friends and we were being more than friendly which was just freaky!!! So yeah my problems are all pretty much emotional garbage which i'm keeping inside but the more people bitch about nothing and the fact that everything is so hard for them even though they might be spoilt brats, and that they can't take it any more. I don't need everyones attention but it annoys me when people go to extremes to get it. One word comes to mind: Pathetic. Sorry for anyone who is actualy reading this and thinks it's directed at them it probably is but get over it. I can be moody too so deal with it. At least i'm having the decency to not push my problems into everyone elses lives.