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Thursday, 17 February 2005
Why does everyone else get to have a bitch???
Mood:  hungry
Now Playing: Phantom of the Opera
So I never write so i'm guessing nobody will read this but anyhow. I have noticed lately that everyone has been having a big bitch for some reason or another and i never get told why, just that they're annoyed or have had a bad morning. But seriously people your lives aren't that bad so try getting over your selves and enjoy life!!!!! Sure i have problems too but due to everyone elses problems mine have stayed with me. YAY doesn't that feel good. All the people i would normally talk to are either busy or having their own problems. So i guess this is what it's like when everyone has left school and they get so busy they can't hang out any more. Goodie more of this to look forward to.

So ok since i had a bitch about people complaining but bering too vaige i'll tell u what my problem is or should i say problems are:
well on the 15th i got an sms at 7:45am from kevin randomly saying hi from california just because he could but californian time it was 12:45pm on freakin valentines day so i have no idea if i'm supposed to look into that one or just try and ignore it like i've been trying to. Next problem is that i can't seem to land a job and half the places i've applied have just kinda ignored me and haven't even sent a sorry u were not successful... i've had 3 interviews so far and one was today the others were over a week ago and again no response. So my tolerance is getting tested to the max but can i tell any one NO!!!! Oh and then there is my crush, a guy i've liked forever but has no idea of it and i never get to see or even talk to him but when i do i get those crazy butterflies for days afterwards until the truth sets in and i go back into my lul of nothingness. Finally i think i will have to start taking extra strong pain killers so that when i sleep i don't dream coz when i dream stupid kevin is there and what do u know for a while there was one of my other male friends and we were being more than friendly which was just freaky!!! So yeah my problems are all pretty much emotional garbage which i'm keeping inside but the more people bitch about nothing and the fact that everything is so hard for them even though they might be spoilt brats, and that they can't take it any more. I don't need everyones attention but it annoys me when people go to extremes to get it. One word comes to mind: Pathetic. Sorry for anyone who is actualy reading this and thinks it's directed at them it probably is but get over it. I can be moody too so deal with it. At least i'm having the decency to not push my problems into everyone elses lives.

Posted by Sarah at 1:14 PM EADT
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Sunday, 30 January 2005
Oops (very long sorri)
Mood:  cheeky
Somehow i magically deleted my entire other folder full of my original blogs..... don't ask me how it happened but i have a problem with being impatient when it comes to my computer so my guess would be it happened while my stupid computer froze and i was probably clicking away madly...... It' happened a while ago for anyone who is wondering so all i can remember is that i didn't mean to do and nobody saw me do so it never happened. Thats my story and i'm sticking to it!!!!!

Um there has so been lots of stuff happening but i'm really just too lazy to remember them all or make any effort to figure it out.... So i though i would just copy and paste some brain of brian stuff coz that guy is pretty funny and it makes my entry look longer. So here i go with the funniness:

There's a fine line between fishing and just standing on the shore like an idiot.

A good time to keep your mouth shut is when you're in deep water.

"I'd rather regret the things I have done than the things I have not." --Lucille Ball

People have the right to be stupid, but some abuse that privilege.

Join the army, meet interesting people, kill them.

Free advice is worth what you paid for it.

My opinions may have changed, but not the fact that I am right.

If you believe in telekinesis, raise my hands.

If you want people to know where you stand, wear the same socks for two weeks.

The shortest distance between two points is how far apart they are.

When all is said and done, much more is said than done.

There are only three kinds of people; people who can count and people who can't.

Reality is a big, nasty, vicious dragon, but I don't believe in dragons.

Nothing is foolproof to a sufficiently talented fool.

No Jesus, no peace; know Jesus know peace.

National Atheism Day: April 1st

Anywhere is walking distance, if you've got the time.

We spend the first twelve months of our children's lives teaching them to walk and talk and the next twelve telling them to sit down and shut up.

A conclusion is simply the place where you got tired of thinking.

Education is what you get from reading the fine print. Experience is what you get from not reading it

Before you criticize someone, walk a mile in their shoes. That way you're a mile away, and you have their shoes too.

The early bird gets the worm, but the early worm gets eaten.

What is a free gift? Aren't all gifts free?
Life is hard compared to what?

Why is 'abbreviation' such a long word?

What is the probability that something will happen according to the odds?

When companies ship Styrofoam, what do they pack it in?

If a mute swears, does his mother wash his hands with soap?

If someone with multiple personalities threatens to kill himself, is it considered a hostage situation?

Instead of talking to your plants, if you yelled at them would they still grow? Only to be troubled and insecure?

Is there another word for synonym?

Isn't it a bit unnerving that doctors call what they do "practice"?

When sign makers go on strike, is anything written on their signs?

What do you do when you see an endangered animal that is eating an endangered plant?

If a turtle doesn't have a shell, is he homeless or naked?

When it rains, why don't sheep shrink?

Should vegetarians eat animal crackers?

If the cops arrest a mime, do they tell him he has the right to remain silent?

What's another word for "thesaurus"?

Ballerinas are always on their toes. Why don't they just get taller ballerinas?

You can't have everything. Where would you put it?

If a word in the dictionary were misspelled, how would we know?

If stupidity can get you into a mess, then why can't it get you out?

If Ignorance is Bliss, why aren't more people happy?

If we aren't supposed to eat animals, why are they made of meat?

How do you tell when you run out of invisible ink?

If a cluttered desk is characteristic of a cluttered mind, what does an empty desk mean?

Why are there flotation devices under plane seats instead of parachutes?

If 7-11 is open 24 hours a day, 365 days a year, why are there locks on the doors?

If nothing ever sticks to Teflon, how do they make Teflon stick to the pan?

Why is that when you transport something by car, it's called shipment but when you transport something by ship it's called cargo?

Why are they called buildings, when they're already finished? Shouldn't they be called builts?

Despite the cost of living, have you noticed how it remains so popular?

If a tree falls in the forest and no one is around to see it do the other trees make fun of it?

If Barbie is so popular, why do you have to buy her friends?

If it's 0 degrees today, and it's going to be twice as cold tomorrow, how cold will it be?

What happens if you get scared half to death twice?

If one synchronized swimmer drowns, do the rest have to drown too?

Why do psychics have to ask you for your name?

Ah well that'll do for now, i hope it makes up for my lack of entries by how long it is!!!

Posted by Sarah at 8:48 PM EADT
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Sunday, 23 January 2005
Been a while
Mood:  chatty
So i figured i haven't written in a while and maybe i should..... Um really there is not much to say. i spent almost two weeks i think it was living with Jen as her parents were away. So there was heaps that happened but since i am writting this almost a week after our little holiday finished i can't remember all the details. I do know this however, i had internet access 24/7 which entirely rocked, i had a lap top (her mum's) to use all to myself, we watched a whole heap of cool movies and i don't believe we got sick of each other at all. There was one or two quiet days where it was just easier to go witht the flow of everything rather than to say or do anything. For the first week i was learning piano and getting quite good but then we had out dinner party to plan and create and we had way to many movies for the amount of time we had considering we did go out a couple of times and even though we did a fair amount of shopping we never really had any food after about two days. We didn't even eat that much, lots of pasta though not that i'm complaining i loved it. Um apart from that bec came back the morning of our little party and she bought jen and i a notebook and bracelet each.... the notebook has already become quite handy and i'm sure if we'd had it sooner (geez bec), i would have been able to report more of the funniness.

My favorite memory will have to be when we went to the movies with Andrew and Bess (although i can't remember if her parents had left yet but i don't think so). There were just so many jokes and the fact that it was a 9pm session meant there were lots of adults yet there were a couple of times where we got the jokes laughed really loud and then everyone else got it. To fully understand the fun we had a person would simply have to watch it with us, preferably in the dark as darkness tends to allow for more emotion. Um so i think i've conveniently bored myself so i'm sure i've bored all my adoring fans also.

I'm certain this is my longest entry yet!!!!! HOW SAD!!! Ah well, uni/tafe/work stuff starts soon as do parties and concerts so i will have more to report then. Please leave comments, they can be as random as u like but it makes me feel loved :D MWA

Posted by Sarah at 5:28 PM EADT
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Thursday, 6 January 2005
Just a quicky
After reading through my blogs i thought i should let those of you who have been following my blogs that i no longer feel the slightest raise in heart beat or temperature when i talk to my ex.... after praying one day, that afternoon i spoke to him and was felt like so much weight had been lifted off me and the feeling has stayed. Even when faced with situations that might remind me of him, i feel ok about it.... no more worrying!!!!! It's so yay and i love it!!! Just though i'd let u all know!!!! :D

Posted by Sarah at 11:17 PM EADT
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Jen's House
Mood:  hungry
So, it's my first night at jen's and i feel so spoiled!!! I have my very own lap top to use with internet access (even though it drops out every now and again), we're using a projector to watch dvd's and she has pay tv so it's like a two week holiday and jen eats with the same habits as i do so i don't feel bad about midnight snacks..... :D
So today jen, caro and i went and saw Finding Neverland and jen cried.... i think last night was better though, we went and saw the incredibles and we spent so much time laughing i'm surprised i didn't get indigestion...... :P
So at the moment we're watching Charlies Angels Full Throttle and it's good. We just had toast (11:15pm) but it's so tasty and we don't have to be up any time in teh morning.
I'm quite excited about tomorrow as even though we're having a lazy day, we're going to see Phantom of the Opera which i'm almost dying to see. I get chills every time the ad comes on at the cinemas.
Oh and before i forget, for anyone who knows jen, u really need to see her Yr 12 major film for english... it is breath-takingly good. It's shocking and makes u want to cry but is wonderful at the same time. A box of tissues might be needed but it is awesome!!!!!
Well back to the movie now.

Posted by Sarah at 11:11 PM EADT
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Wednesday, 5 January 2005
No comments
Mood:  sad
Now Playing: Les Miserable
So i just looked at my blog page and i still only have comments from one person who shall remain nameless until i get consent to include it. Well this will not do..... i must have feedback so i know i'm not just slowly typing away into oblivion with nobody reading the craziness i am putting into words. I know i'm not terribly interesting and i'm sorry but just u wait.... all of u, i will be documenting some of the weirdest and i'm sure randomest stuff ever to be seen in a blog... I will be spending almsot 2 weeks at someone elses house while her parents are away and we will be going absolutely bonkers i asure u. Some of what happens i'm sure will involve notebook incidents (funniest of the funny things that seem to occur) and i'm sure there will also be some inappropriateness also. So if people wish to hear about such wonderful things then i ask u to please leave me comments so i know i'm not just typing my own personal feelings so publicly just so they can be ignored. If any of this doesn't make any sense it's because it's early and i had very little sleep last night. Please comment on my maddness soon!!!!

Posted by Sarah at 11:12 AM EADT
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Monday, 3 January 2005
Mood:  hug me
So um, i have no idea what i'm going to write in this entry but i'm sure it will be IQ lowering!!! Most of what i write is and i don't even know why i bother writing but i do so for all u people out there in cyber space i say hello!!!
I actually need some advice..... I want to know what peoples opinions are of being friends with ex-boyfriends. I'm still quite attached to mine as we went out for almost 3 years and i desperately have this insane urge to be best friends with him. I want to be able to tell him everyhting like i did before. It doesn't even bother me that he has a girlfriend and i'd rather he told me more about her than pretent he doesn't have one at all. One problem is that when we talk i find that we flirt alot and it not only makes me feel bad but it also stirs up old feelings that i had for him. It scares me to think that i might still have feelings for him and if by some fluke we did get back together that i would never be able to tell any of my friends as they not only fear for my emotional safety but alos my well-being and the simple fact it didn't work once so why should it work a second time. There is also the obvious problem that he's no a christian and doesn't exactly think highly of anything christian. he encourages me to do non-christian type things and to say things that are unbecoming of a christian. To some peole these might sound like silly problems and the simple solution would be to stop having contact with him but it's really just not that simple. the entire time we didn't talk all i wanted to do was talk and now that we do i'm afraid of where it will lead us. I have no idea really about what i've been babbling about just that it's all very deep and meaningful and i should say sorry to all of those people who have read it.
For those who do get this far down please leave ur opinion and i don't care if it's annonymous or what just that i get some feed back.
Thanx all, good night, sweet dreams. love u all.
I really wish i could just fly away from it all!!!!

Posted by Sarah at 10:57 PM EADT
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Sunday, 2 January 2005
Christmas lunch
Mood:  irritated
Now Playing: Wild Gold Cd 1
So i had my christmas lunch with my nan and pop today since i was away we postponed it til today and i don't know what it is about christmas lunches but they make me feel soooo tired!!!!
It was such a struggle to stay awake and even though i'm sick i still felt really bad coz i don't get to see them very often.
So after my convo with my ex last night i think he might be ignoring me a little bit!!! i know that if i ask him he will think i'm nagging him so it's really quite annoying. i want to know but i really shouldn't care that much!!! Arg again!!!
Hmm, so quite bored at the moment... jen and i are planning what we're going to do while her parents are away. I'm pretty much going to sleep there for the whole time and we're going to cook and watch movies and dance and go crazy... anyone who might be reading this and wants to come, u'd know who u are... just let jen or i know and we'll all go nuts together!!!
I really think i've blabbed on about nothing for long enough.... i'm so sorry for all those who are reading this rubbish as it will surely make u dumber. Once my tests are complete i will have a conclusive answer but for now, limit ur reading time to one at most a night/week depending on how freaked out u are. Make sure u walk away from the evil computer every hour so ur brain can rebuild itself!!!

Posted by Sarah at 6:18 PM EADT
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Saturday, 1 January 2005
Back from camp
Mood:  don't ask
ARG!!!! Well camp was good.... lots of fun there. For those who don't know i went to a christian camp from boxing day to new years and it was non-stop fun basically. There were lots of emotions flying high, some non-christians gave themselves to god and that was exciting and we all gained a deeper understanding of our faith. I say ARG because I was going to go on a random tangent about how sleezy guys can be and if u get a good one that you should hold on but instead i'm just gonna say that I'm going to bed and i hope everyone had a really good new years eve. I still have feelings for my ex and it sucks. Good night all, sweet dreams.

Posted by Sarah at 10:48 PM EADT
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Friday, 24 December 2004
Merry Christmas
Mood:  silly
SO this is probably my last enrtry until January some time so i thought i should do the whole Merry Christmas and Happy New Year thing. If your reading this anytime between Dec 26 and Jan 1 i'm at Scotts College on Summer Camp. I'm sure i wont be terribly missed, just as i'm quite certain that nobody but my sister (when i bug her enough) is actually reading any of this stuff. Oh well, i can't really say i blame any of you people as i'm sure reading the words produced by my brain would surely lower your IQ so if you are reading this by chance, save yourself and stop while you still have control of all major motor function. Hope the hols are good for all and that Santa is good to you.

Posted by Sarah at 1:22 PM EADT
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