EvERYtHINg
everything i do, i seem to fuck it all up
everything i touch, seems to fall apart
my life, unraveling
my heart, destroyed
me, thrown aside...left to die
no use living
throw me off, theres the edge
i hope u can live with what u did...
FiRe dEStrOYS aLL tHE EVidENcE
just sitting here pondering why people were put in this place...
i cant really come up with a reason for my own exsistance...let alone anyone elses
just sitting here listening to the lyrics of the music...
trying to figure out how the artist came up with them...
just sitting here being the pathetic being that i am...
staring off into space...looking for a reason
just sitting here staring at a machine...
one that has no emotions, or feelings...yet i trust it more than most people
just sitting here skimming through the songs...
trying to find the perfect one...
just sitting here thinking back when my life was good...
trying to figure out where i dropped the ball...
just sitting here trying to come up with an amount...
how much is too much...
just sitting here passing through memories...
trying to figure out where i fucked up...
just sitting here remembering all the shit you did to me...
trying to figure out how i put up with it all...
just sitting here trying to think of what happened to me...
trying not to hear your voice running in my head...
just sitting here trying to figure what your words really meant...
trying to figure out how this all happened to me...
A NiGHt iN ViCE
Cruzin' in my hermes
slick like a bermese
Oh S*&^, Cuban Style
Watch as i buy all
these places
wide open spaces
got my tec-9
buyin
with cash or force
see me knock off 15 stores
B*&^% just stole my car
so i whipped out a 9 iron and made par
just jacked a comet
drivin fast enough to vomit
there goes the mali
F*&^ no this aint cali
this is vice city
go to the pole po and get some titty
drivin by
i saw this guy
gave me a awkward look
so i took
his life
good thing i aint got no wife
there be a hooker
rode up next and took her
went to a secluded spot
and she got a shot
of the V-Juice
infact she got a duece
cuz when she got out
she saw what i was about
popped a few in her ass
and got back my cash
SMokIN' rAISINS
weed is dumb
crack is wak
youre goin crazy
smokin rasins
cant take no more
youll die fo' sure
gandi missin for 4 dayz
smokin rasins just dont pay
smokin rasins
smo smoke yo' rasins
wha? hey
smokin rasins just dont pay
smoke your rasins
its a gateway
soon youre shootin
up some cots
gettin high
on fruit seems wacky
but so does smokin up a grass
AWAke
If I take the plunge
I fall into an ocean of you
Don't let me drown
i cant wait to say it to your face indeed its time
but the words just arent there
Inside i hide how i really feel
because i cant express myself
i hear the lyrics
but only as a faint whisper
thoughts are racing through my head
i never thought that i would see the sun rise this summer
ive been thinking over this all night
EuLOGY
you cant replace
cant fill the gap
shoes too big to fill
came a long way
but cut short in the end
sudden stop from around the bend
tripped and fell
but got up again
kept pushin along
wouldnt let it get to you
treated it like a little flu
like a soldiger
you marched on
no one saw it come
but we all felt you go
'maNIFESto'
BEEN LIEING ALL MY LIFE
always works to my advantage
IVE EVOLED BEYOND MY WILDEST THOUGHTS
IVE FORGOTTEN WHO I WAS
LOST IN SOMETHING I ONCE LOVED
HOPING THAT ONE DAY I WILL RETURN MY CONTROL OVER MYSELF
BUT THEY NEVER STOP, LIKE AN ENDLESS TORMENT
THE VOICES SCREAM AS LOUD AS THEY CAN
trying to break free
GODDAMN FUCKING BASTARDS
consumed with hatred for the people that i once called my friends
BUT THEN THE EYE IS TURNED UPON ME AND
I FIND EVERYTHING I HATE IN OTHERS IN MYSELF
and its too much to bear
what goes up will surely fall
TO THE EDGE AND BACK TO STABLE GROUND
that funny feeling and that funny sound
IS IT WHAT I THINK IT IS..THE CALM SOUNDS OF SILENCE?
the storms not over and there are only bigger more ferocious swells ahead
TAKE THE PLUNGE AND GET IT OVER WITH
i would give anything to be whole again..
ALL I KNOW, TIME MARCHES ON AND ON
and if you trip, he just steps all over you
NO MATTER HOW HARD YOU TRY TO GET UP
few people ever make it to their feet
I GUESS ITS BETTER THAT WAY..