It's Been Awhile
And its been a while, since I could
Hold my head up high
And its been a while since I first saw you
And its been awhile since I could stand
On my own two feet again
And its been a while since I could call you
And everything I can remember
Is fucked up as it always seemed
The consequences that are rendered
I stretched myself beyond my means
And its been a while since I couldn't say
That I wasn't addicted and
Its been a while since I couldn't say
I loved myself as well as
And its been a while since I've gone
And fucked things up just like I always do
And its been a while but all that shit
Seems to disappear when I'm with you
And everything I can remember
Its fucked up as it always seemed
The consequences that are rendered
Gone and fucked things up again, again
Why must I feel this way
Just make this go away
Just one more peaceful day
And its been a while, since I could
Look at myself straight
And its been a while
Since I said I'm sorry
And its been a while since I've seen
The way the candles light your face
And its been awhile but I can still
Remember just the way the you taste
And everything I can remember
Is fucked up as it always seemed
To me I know this place
Can I blame this on my father
He did the best he could for me
And its been a while since I could
Hold my head up high
And its been a while
Since I said I'm sorry
Continue Your Journey
October 2004