When Life Starts w/o You n Me

When life starts without you and me,

And I'm not there to see;

If the sun should rise and find your eyes

All filled with tears for me;

I wish so much you wouldn't hurt

The way you did today,

While thinking of the many things,

We didn't get to say.

Before it seemed impossible,

But its now coming true.

I never thought I would do it,

But I’m walking away from you.

I had so much love to give,

And so much life to live.

But now with just the memory

I realize I loved you so dearly.

For all the fights, and times you made me mad,

I still can’t forget the great times we had.

Those moments will never be forgotten,

And will hold a special place in my heart.

For in my heart I know we can never be apart.

Please don’t forget me and how much love I have for you,

Because I do believe our love will always last,

No matter what problems we’ve had in our past.

And for every time you think of me and you

I am right there in your heart thinking of us too.

But when life starts without you and me,

Please try to understand,

That I didn’t want it to end like this,

Without a hug or special kiss.

You have to know that this is for the better

and its time for us to move on

Though our love shall always stay,

In our dreams far away.

So that’s where I’ll be,

Smiling in your arms while you sing to me.

You can find me, its not hard to see,

Just come into my dreams and be with me.

If I beg then I cant choose

And If I choose then I’ll loose,

All the dreams I have of you.

But Its better then what I have,

Because what I have is nothing at all.

I don’t have you or your love,

I’m back at the start

Where I just want it all.

But of all the dreams I could ever dream,

the fact still stands I walked away;

I walked away from my lover

An unending nightmare it seems to me,

To see you alone so happy and free

Its just not the same,

You’re suppose to be here next to me.

Its not fair it never is,

My heart is still yours and will always be.

I wont forget that day

Or the rest of our yesterdays

The good ones and the bad

I wont forget the love we shared

And the great fun we had.

But there were times you did bad things

Things you knew you shouldn’t do.

I still loved you anyways

For my love still stands for always

So when life starts without you and me,

Don't think we're far apart,

For every time you think of me,

I'm right here, in your heart.