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October.16.2004 Wow lol umm long time no write eh loL! wellll yeeehah lmfao. im so hyper now im talkin 2 kathy! lol ummm im working on a review section...so i have to add that.... Sharma's been gettin on my nerves lately, he's been ignoring me and hanging out with a lot of gurls. which is hard cuz we supposedly :broke up: . o and then on friday he's like well i know u didn't call me and said i dump u...blah blah it was jenica's fault cuz she said u didn't like me anymore.and now im all confuzzled.OMG! and he got this earing lmfao and all the gurls think itz real...so i went up to him and im like ur earings not real u know...and he;s like yah. he's such a fuckin pimp man...i hate it!!!!!!! getz me so mad. like imagine seeing ur ex with 5-10 gurls everyday right infront of u..itz horrible! im making this booklet thingy and it has all these cool pics of stuff and a cadillac since he said he ws gonna buy me one lmfao. "somewhere over da raibow" anywayz....my life's really hectic and confusing so if anyone wants to help me they can lol. itz either suicide or he talks to me cuz itz so hard letting go of him. i was remembering our first kiss and stuff....jenica eating pickles..me having to go pee lmfao. yah how does that go together? lol then we went to the park...talked...went on the swings...he said i was light! and im like no no im heavy lmfao. my annoying lil bro watching us 24/7. jenica eating more pickles and reading magz. So Empty Of LiFE/ sUfFocating/ dying of HumaN kInd/ Wanting to Die/ Not to live again/ hehe my lil poem that just came to my mind....anywayz i better be going to bed! c ya! Sept.24.2004 WOW! SERIOUSLY LONG TIME NO WRITE LOL! wow lol amazing! well lol i have some stuff to write about! wowzers lol!!!!!!!!! ok well i started middle school ( jr.high ) !!! itz really confusing! i have to like bring all my books for da whole morning then i go 2 my locker at lunch and put my books away, eat lunch come back and get all da books for the afternoon! itz pretty cool lmfao! i only forgot my books once but da teacher let me get them lol! therez this awesome goth/punk gurl lol! i so wish she was my friend! umm yay, more about school to come lol. umm ok so sharma and me stopped talkin in july..but now we go 2 the same school etc, and he's ignoring me! well not totally of course lol, i get the bad attention, he drew a me as a devil in this pic of him and i. then he said i was fat and his umpa lumpa :O, i was so sad and depressed but now im like hyper. i still like , like him deep deep deep deep down but my feelingz r like shattered :(. i wanna kick his dick lol and make his face flatter lol. he hangs and likes these slutish gurls ( no names mentioned ) and i really hate them. umm im gonna fall asleep lol, i'll countinue hopefully someday! bye byez Aug.28.2004 Hey hey!!! Oppaaa new layout! lol umm i'll have time 2 talk later, right now im gonna add some icons Luv Mel!! Aug.23.2004 Hey hey hey! im back from NY! actually i came back yesterday! i did a lot of shopping! i love pink and black know so i got a lot of pink and black stuff!!! but i got 2 green sweatshirts ( from AE and some store ) and some other colours. i got this cool backpack from Old Navy ( black and pink ) and i added like these buttons on it lol! itz so cool! omg omg im so hyper! i got sick on Sat. so it was rough on da way home :( And im still sick!!!!!! which is bad lol! i saw this hot guy where i was staying and we were like...2 floors away from each other lol! he was 14! yup yup! hehe :D i enjoyed my visit! i was gonna go 2 the statue of liberty but it was 325 stairs and my mom didn't wanna go up them all! but anywayz...i went to Broadway and they had a carnival thingy with games, shoppy things and italian food lol! i won a fish but it died on the way home :( R.I.P Fishy :( Well im gonna go rest cuz like...im sick and i need rest cause my aunt/cuz w/e is coming from Pennsylvian tmr! bye byezzzzz Aug.17.2004 Wow ok! hehe i still never brought in my comp.!!! haha well....im gonna take it today and leave it there. (hopefully)!!! Im going to New York so i won't be updating until i come back! Kathy isn't either so...the site will be on like a mini hiatus! If you send me any emails, i won't reply to them until i come back! So....to all the sister sites, if you need anything just email me! KK bY3 By3!!! Aug.13.2004 Happy Friday the 13th!!!!! hehehe mauahahaha! well....im jus gonna b talkin and stuff...my comps really screwed and im bringing it in...so i won't be updating that much. Please don't request that much until i come back because kathy's going to be working on it and this is her first time without me. :( :( :( this is very sad lol! im going to miss my compy very much! Today was very cool lol! i got a big suprise...not tellin what it was, but im damn happy there was a suprise! :D Im going to be TOTALLY bored! My moms going to the spa the WHOLE weekend and my dads going fishing and jenica has a friend over! so....im gonna b doing nuttin *sighs* maybe my bird will b fun 2 play with lol! yay! i can chase it! Well if kathy's reading this heres what i have 2 say :::: thanks so much for all the help and hard work you put towards icydreamz! and thanks for being a good friend! if you ever get stressed while your working on this JUST STOP , SAVE AND REST! don't get all stressed over this! best of luck! Melly Schmelly! :::: Ok thanks guys im gonna go now! Bye byez Aug.2.2004 Yay! New Diary Layout and soon to come....new site layout!!! WOOHOO! Me and Kathy have worked so hard on this site and im so proud lol! Im feeling really happy and hyper but sad also. School's almost here :(. Sept.5th- Damn!!!!! I've been having a good summer. I've been to Canada's Wonderland 2 times, Ontario Place with Jenica, movies alot of times lol and more places! yay! Me and sharma seemed to be workin out fine but now i dnt think itz going so good...he's saying he's not aloud 2 go anywhere with me :S so...........w/e!!! Im gettin curious here! wouldn't u??? I hate when he's like that...then he says he gets mad when i do things. :( :( :( so sad/angry/mad! I really think i should dump huim b4 something bad happens. Jenica will probably try 2 convince me not 2 tho. Plus he has a hard life and he said he doesn't wanna lose me. Please help someone!!! |