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You make me happier than any one person ever can, and that all I want to do is hold you forever, and just breathe in your beauty. The only word that could ever describe you is "wow." You make the ground that you walk on glow...and being around you is like standing to close to a paint can, you only get dizzier the longer you stand, and right now I'm spinning, and I only hope it gets worse. This is the moment that dreams are made of; the only reason God put me here. I've spent countless night dreaming about this, and right now I’m so scared that I am going to wake up, and none of this will be real. I hold every breath, afraid that if I breathe to deep, that it will all fade away, and you will be thousands of miles away again...and I'll still be alone. (And then I kiss you softly, and die in that moment.)

1-30-05:
I get the training for my radio show today, and I'm kinda excited about that. My show actually starts next week on sunday, and I'm REALLY excited. I found a new band now, its called "The Juliana Theory," and they are a TOTAL emo band. I love it. Anyways, thanks again Mae for coming to see me, it really helped. But yea, not much else is going on right now.....so I'll catch up with ya'll later. Oh, the guest book is up now, so SIGN IT PEOPLE!.....thanks bunches! oh yea....HAPPY B-DAY STEPH

2-02-05:
Hey all, Well, I got me a co-host for the radio show...Youngin is gonna do it with me. This will be fun! I slept through one of my classes today, I felt bad, cause I actually like that class, and I don't really wanna miss it. But, what can you do about it right? Aikidio tonight, and I'm kinda not looking forward to it...I'm still sore from monday night. Daniel broke up with Ellen, he's such an idiot, cause then he asked her back out. Wow, yea, I don't have much else to talk about, so i'll talk to ya'll later..bye.

2-10-05:
So yea.......Some straight rockin today...Sunday's radio show sucked, no one called in (cause of the superbowl). I got a call today, and sat the 19th I go in for a interview for an RA position. I'm really excited/nervous. Um, yea, I hope I get the position. I have a meeting for the radio station on the 8th at 1230, maybe I'll clear up why there were people doing a show during my time slot....Yea, I was kinda mad. Plus, I need to get my card working with the slider there, so I definatly have to talk to somone about all that. Not much else goin on tomorrow, some forensics, and maybe some swimming. I should go, I haven't been in FOREVER. Hopin to go home this weekend, get some food, money, and a hair cut. Melly, if you see this, its not that bad, look at me....I'm fine. Anyways, peace out ya'll, i'll talk to ya'll later.

2-14-05:
Well, I hate Valintine's Day (and no, its not cause I don't have someone, I've never liked it), so tomorrow is gonna suck. But yea....Sarah got her car, she's really excited. I did my radio show again tonight, and it was good. I got some callers (my grandmother in Ohio was one,. and thanks Mae and crew). The weekend was pretty chill, hung out with Skye, talked with Sarah, made fun of my dad. All around a good weekend. Nothing else to say right now, so...Ill Talk to you later.

2-17-05:
Well, today was not good...and those of you who are close, you know why. So, I went to classes, and it was BEAUTIFUL outside! Then I went to Wally World and then to Laura's work with Melly, Sabrina, and Youngin, and it was SO cold...where did all my sunshine go? At Laura's work, I got a "Caramel Milkshake," and it was SO good...I think I had a JOYgasim! HAHA, just kidding ya'll. Then I came back to my room and fell asleep. Now I'm wired, and tis 1:30 am.....not cool. But yea, its been a bad day. Well, there isn't much else to talk about...gonna go see Dave's band tonight at the Web Center...its gonna ROCK. I'll talk to you later.

2-23-05:
HOLY SHIT...the Taste of Chaos was fuckin AMAZING. I think I hurt in places that shouldn't hurt. I had so much fun...and the great thing is that I may be able to do it again...cause Green Day is coming to the Norva on April 22. That means I will have seen 3 of the best bands out there, Brand New, Senses Fail, and Green Day! Ellen and Ashley were a trip....esp when Ellen had her little "problem." Oh, and for all you peoples out there..."PRAY TO THE WATER FOUTAIN GOD!" See ya'll later

2-27-05:
The Lines That I Wish I Had Wrote So I sit here And fall for the slight traces of you smile Your batting eyelashes, And all of the lines that I wish I had wrote You recite all of the things that I want to hear Empty words from empty eyes I scream my lungs right out of my chest As I slash your skin And shake hands with your heart Using a knife… A rejection of slight silence I continue to breath As you fall to my feet Stepping back to avoid your grasps To keep those iron hands away Your glassy eyes finally reflect all that you created A monster ready for vengeance Losing tolerance I hope you choke on your own words And who knew that someone without a heart Would bleed so much.

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