This is the last of illusions
Mood:  don't ask
Today I decided to open a blog of my own and so I went in search of one of my beloved old websites.

It has been deleted.


Oh Angelfire, what have I done to forsake you? Why did you have to treat me so cruely? Do you enjoy my pain, my tears? Why must my site have been destroyed like everything else in my life?

I just couldn't take it anymore when I saw that my old site had been deleted. It just reminded me of how the whole entire world is one cold, dark, lonely pit of dispair.

I am so exhausted from all these let downs I cannot cry another tear. Instead I wrote a poem about my feelings. Maybe I will share it later, I am far too weak to do it now.


R.I.P.