And I think the world is coming to its end
Cause you know what
I think I'll be social again
There’s so much to gain
But something has got to change

My anti-social ways, are taking me nowhere
Self isolation, is getting old
But it’s so hard to let fucking go
It’s so hard to escape the grip,
Of this giant monster's teeth

Don't wanna say hi, you may not reply
Afraid you might find out who I really am
Don't wanna say hey, you may simply turn away
And I can't take that, I'll runaway instead

There’s got to be more to this
I know there is
All these phobias building up inside of me
I've got to let go
Let go of this, before I explode

Safe in my routine
But it’s a dead end
Can't keep going in a straight line
When there’s so many turns and curves
I'm scared to change
Afraid everything might end up making sense

Can't keep going the same old way
When the environment has changed
To such a great extent
Can't sit and rest
While in a thirty second race

Don't wanna say hi, you may not reply
Afraid you might find out who I really am
Don't wanna say hey, you may simply turn away
And I can't take that, I'll runaway instead

To conclude, I'm still the same
Still afraid of rejection
Ironic, cause its all I've ever known
But now I know, what I have to change
I have to change, I've got to change
Its all for the better anyways