Pour out my heart, but it always comes out wrong
Feeling weak cause I don't wanna feel strong
Giving up before I try
Can't get too close, might make you cry

Always trying to feel oppressed
Always having to feel depressed
Have to give it up
Have to try and come back

Always trying to feel oppressed
Always having to feel depressed
Have to give it up
Have to try and come back
Killing myself
Slow motion suicide

Don’t think you understand me
I don’t think I understand myself
Always come out looking like a fucking ass
So why most you ask
If I don’t even know myself
You're better off asking someone else
You're better off without me
Without ever knowing me

Cause it’s always the same crap
Scared to do it, cause I might just fuck it up
Lock myself out
Can’t get expelled, if I’ve already dropped out
My safety net is gonna break
This is more than I can take

And I’m tired of this shit
So tired of this shit
But I can’t give it up, I’m addicted to it

Don’t think you understand me
I don’t think I understand myself
Always come out looking like a fucking ass
So why most you ask
If I don’t even know myself
You're better off asking someone else
You're better off without me
Without ever knowing me