Sometimes it's just so hard to do anything
To not be trapped in this abyss
Bored, with a ton of shit to do
And I'll try not to reminisce

Sometimes I just get tired of being alone
Getting cold inside, frozen cast of stone
Brittle ice, acts like an iceberg
Ponder my mind away, I'm still lost

And I'm just thinking, quietly to myself...
AHHH....

Another day, simply cause they say
Safe in my routine, safe within my mind
Nothing matters, this moment of joy is sure to end
Runaway from everyone, when they've only been kind

Light fades into black
Don't understand
Feeling blank
20/20 in both eyes,
Pretend I'm blind
Turning around
Hoping not to drown

And I'm just thinking, quietly to myself...
AHHH....

Pretend not to care
Pity crap wasting my time
Useless excuses, I have to bear
Couldn't stop on a thousand dimes

Predictable chaos
Uniform society
Pity excuses, useless whining
All the same within my mind

And I'm just thinking, quietly to myself...
AHHH....why