a blog..
Mood:  sad
Now Playing: ~Dashboard Confessionals~
Topic: my wonder topic!!
um..im really bored and kind of sad..so here's a random poem~

What I Really Feel

Alone...Unfeeling
I sit here... my expressionless face unrevealing
I'm surrounded by those
Who mean the most to me
But I don't feel a thing
I'm not even happy
At home... in my bed
I cry endlessly
No reason evident to the eye
Maybe it's something deep inside
Maybe it's the feelings that I hide
Even from myself
Now they're shouting out a cry
Here I am!
Stop shutting me out!
For now I'll ignore them
Pretend they're not there
I'll fall asleep crying
And pretend I don't care
I'll wake in the morning
And get dressed for school
Then I'll meet with my friends
And pretend it's all coolMy SongMy Song