May 24, 2001 :: 3:00pm

• weeee... so it's been a while since i've updated this part of the page eh?? couple weeks at least. buy yeah since then, i got myself a new job! yay!! i work at Great Canadian Bagel ... - issa bagel girl! go me!! well here's some eye candy for all you who jus absolutly loooove me! omg im so kidding ok!! im not conceited.... all the time... ehehe.. nah here's jus a few pics of me.. the one with me havin brown hair is like, sort of really old so dont mind that one. jus needed one of one of my best friends! since she's ghetto and wont give me a newer one to post here.. anyways.. here ya go!



yay! this is me! and mi culo!! loverly dont u think?


this is of me and my niece Theresa... isnt she jus adorable!?!?! shes 2 in this picture.


mk this is of me when was camping like, last year. i know the quality is kinda crapy.. but blame my friend Jay for it.. he took the picture. look at my chunky ass legs!!!!!


ok this is one of my closest friends Kate. she is such a sweetheart! and yes!! she has a boyfriend! so dont ask! love u kate!!! =]


me puttin on my makeup.. woop im so sexy! lol


old ass pic of me! but oh well.. anyways.. beside me (left) is my VERY close friend Mary. she's such a neato person.. and she hella funny! love u girl! you was killer at my birthday party! ty for the limo girl!! u rox hard baby!!


May 7, 2001 :: 5:15pm

• yeah so on May 4, 1982 little Ms. Brooke Majano was born. she was soooooo cute and rolly polly and had the darkest curliest hair anyone can dream of. then... she grew up. ha! yeah ok that was total lameness (should be the new lamer eh?)... yea so anyways i turned 19 on the 4th, partied super hard! got a new bf.. in rl! go me! and he's a sweetheart to boot!! on my birthday he came to my 1st period class, sang me happy birthday and gave me a huge bunch of flowers. then that same night, he was in the limo my friends had rented me for the night (since i'd be waaaay to drunk out of my mind to drive), and he gave me a box, and inside was a gorgeous gold necklace. yeah so yeah from then on we've been an item! yaaaaay! and uhm, not much else has happened. that's about the extent of my life right there.. pretty boring huh? so yeah anyways, just look in the updates section and see the coolest picture ever!!! ciaooooo!


May 2, 2001 :: 2:08pm

• yeah so today was pretty shitty for me. i woke up in the best mood! i got to school, was somewhat still happy, and then in 2nd period my "friend" had to go and be a bitch and wreck my mood completely. she just kept talking about how she thinks every guy likes her and how she's "the shit" and all this other crap. and then she started talking about her sex with her bf, and how he said he better not find out shes cheatin and all this other good stuff... she says to me "well if i cheat i jus make sure he doesnt find out.. what he doesnt know wont hurt 'em" and im like "you little bitch" .. i never actually said that i was jus' thinkin' it in my head cos i have more respect than that.... sometimes.. so yeah. then my new sandles completely wrecked my feet! they're burned and cut and bleeding and ew. just shitty. and it's such a nice day out.. i think i should go tanning out in my back yard, but there's perverts that work for this business across the street that do outside maintanince around here.. so yeah i dont want them to see me in my bikini. anyways. i hope tomorrow is a better day for me. ta ta.

• Friendship or Love?

The nights are long.
The days so sad.
Not knowing what we lost,
Not knowing what I had.


I think of you for hours.
Your lips I just can't kiss.
You're the one I want.
You're the one I'd miss.


Although we talk of friendship,
I always think of love.
Hoping we could have more,
Not just a friendly shove.


You tell me of your problems.
I listen with open ears.
I'd like to tell you mine,
But I'll always have fears.


• Shattered

I cry a million tears,
sliding down my face,
creating a pool of
sadness at my feet,
bone thin and weary
I walk forth from the dark,
into the light,
Help me I cry out
as tears cascade down
crashing to the ground below
No one reaches out
so I fall and
shatter on the ground
a million fragments
of what I once was.



April 30, 2001 :: 10:18pm

• Down

I put on a happy face to hide
Shove my emotions to the side
Deep down I'm hurting so bad
Denied the love I wish I had


Bitterness fuels not thy heart
Sorrow conquers but all thou art
I beg of the night to end
And goodness of the day to send


Tell me, what have I done to displease
To deserve such miseries
Gladly I will purge my soul
And give love, if love fills the hole



• Myself Out of Me

Dark enters my room
As I pick up the cutting blade
And press it against my cool skin
Proceeding on with the task at hand
I cut myself out of me
An empty frame I become
As I gently place the cutting blade
On the shelf above
I look down and see myself
Staring up at me
And I shake
As my own eyes betray me
And pierce my soul
But it is not myself that betrayed me,
It is me that betrayed myself.



April 30, 2001 :: 1:52pm

• hey! well today is beautiful outside!! i had a ladybug in my hair today at lunch, and i totally freaked out... i also embarassed myself infront of this hot guy with the whole ladybug situation. anyhooooo...not much else happened today... so far it's been boring...so yeah i'll write more when somethin exciting happens.



April 29, 2001 :: 8:33pm

• today i made a change in my life. i got another chance at being a friend again. i found one of my best friends on the net today and appologized to her about the things i've done in the past and asked for forgiveness and another chance. the caring and giving person that she is, gave me that chance. i feel so much better about myself. i got a burden off my chest that has been there for so long. im glad we're friends again because vp, and real life, wasnt the same without her. anyway, thats about the highlite of my day for today.. i'll write more when i get a chance. ciao!