Styling my hair. i feel so scared, but i dont know why. This is only one night. One night with her. Am i scared it wont work? or am i afraid that its been so long ive lost it all? If i get her number, when should i call? Should i hold her hand, or is it too soon? Will this be a start or is it my doom? I'm so scared, but i dont know why, i forgot these feelings, and what they felt like. What it feels like to wonder if she's as nervous as you. What it feels like to not have a clue. So i take a deep breath, button my shirt, forget all the rest, forget the past hurt. This is a new night, a new chance, to make everything right. Im still feeling scared, but im glad its there, because it's been so long, since ive felt them at all.
