New Job::Moving Out
Hey all, I started my new job this morning at Friendship Village. It's such a ritzy nursing home. I really enjoy it.
I'm hanging out with Ryan Pruisner in a lil' bit...but only for a little while cuz then I have to sleep--I gotta be @ work at six.
I'm frustrated with Jason. I'm not going to be his little bitch anymore. If he wants me, he needs to have ALL of me. And I need to have ALL of him. No more of this bullshit. Avril Lavigne's new song reminds me of our relationship. Eh.
Later

Missin' him...
I just got off of work, worked an 8-hour shift. I don't think I'm going to go out tonight.
Jason called me last night. We talked until 4am...a lot of crying, on both sides. I can't wait until Wednesday, I have a day off, and I get to see him. I'm just going to hug him, hold on to him, and never let him go. I miss him so much. I just want everything to be perfect. I'm afraid of getting hurt again. *sigh*

"I made the biggest mistake of my life, I love you"
Last night I got the phone call I had been waiting for for months. It was a call from Jason, crying. He told me that he made the biggest mistake of his life, and he can't stand not having a part of me.
I was at David's party, so I stood outside in the driveway to talk to him away from all of the loud music. I was bawling...I couldn't believe he was calling me. He's my best friend, my everything. He said he wants me back. I love him. I told him that I didn't know if I could put up with that again, so next week we're going to hang out and talk...just the two of us. We're going to start over as friends, and if something develops from there, then so be it. I'm not going to push it though.
BTW, Mark and I didn't go on the date, we got rained out.
Later,
Kathy