what a boringish day! haha, i went to the dentist this morning and got another stupid mouth appliance and it was 120$ my parents have to pay because i lost it, and once i brought up the cost, the rest of the day, my dad was acting like a bitch! forreal, when i was going on the computer, he would say no, im going on. and when i went shopping with nina he didnt give me money or anything.. and then he usually lets nina come in, and i ask, he said no, he's trying to punish me or something, what type of ghettoass punishment is that? my gosh, it's pissing me the fuck off... he keeps acting like that, and i know he knows i wouldn't lie about losing it at home.. but NoOoooOooooOo, he keeps acting like a shit saying "you didn't lose it inside the house".. arg. 3 words: fuck you bitch.


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november08

friday! 3 day weekend! alright! haha, i wanna find out how good 8 mile is, i think it's going to be pretty good. haha, forreal we had our last volleyball game today, once again we lost, so our record is like last years.. 2-12. 14 games, gone, poof. haha, any way, it was fun today, i didn't have to yell that much, it was a good game, haha, last time leigh shut us out 15-4 15-0, the game was done in ½ an hour.. and now we took 1 hour, and it was 15-9 15-12. much of an improvement. haha, i still wanna play, seasons over and i want to play! haha, oh well, anyway, that's about it, we had a sub in maligalig's and it was mr. bean, haha, he wasn't that bad, besides giving a girl 2 detentions. one for being late and one for not having her id card.


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november07

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november06

it's my brother's birthday! and i had a game today verses del mar, which was hella gay. i got pissed off, damn, haha forreal, i wish like we were better than that, or play to our ability, anyway, yeah, my brother is seventeen! time flies! i remember when he was still seven and we just moved to our new house.. forreal.. haha, i went home today before going to the game, michael is funky. blah, i have some homework to do, which is hella stupid, maybe i'll just go do it right now, okay, buhbye.


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november05

happy four months nina! can you believe it's been that long? anyway, i'm busy remininscing. stupid me, like i have a better thing to do at the moment. haha, today was funny! practice is fun.. everyone's like laughing a lot now, anyway, i better go and do other stuff right now, there's nothing else to talk about.


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november04

ahh, school, the fun "imma kek yoh ahz" - asian fob at andrew hill.. haha, we were sitting at the bleachers and he says that so loud, that all of our team looks at him.. he was all making a fist saying imma kick your ass.. haha hilarious.. we lost today, once again, i wish we could have won, because they were pretty easy, you know. anyway, i need to bounce. check back tomorrow.


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november03

it felt like a typical day. i woke up, watched a bit of tv until my dad got off the computer.. and i went online.. did practically nothing and chilled with my brother until 4 o'clock. i ate lunch with my family today, which was different. heh, and my brother and i bet on the niners and raiders game, i won, go niners! haha, anyway, it was only fifty-cents, plus he stole the fifty cents from my pockets, so it didn't matter, haha. anyway, that's practically the afternoon i had. later today, like at 5 o'clock Dad and Michael and I went to Fry's and I got my CD player and my brother got 2 of his birthday gifts; a 80 dollar cordless rechargable optical mouse and a 12x dvd drive. yup yup, i can't wait to go on vacation in 20 days!


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november02

today was fun. haha, first i got to sleep in! wootwoot. and then around one i went to great mall with my dad to get a 1 piece swim suit so i won't be always wearing a bikini at vacation.. haha, we went to great mall and when we were going into sportmart this fine guy was going in with his parents also and i saw him looking at me! and then we got in the store, and we went seperate ways and i was walking looking at the floor like i usually do with my dad and once i look up, he was there passing me looking at me, so that's what 2 eye contacts.. i was like whoa, how weird you know? and that was in my head when we went to anchor blue to get my brother clothes for his birthday.. and i kept thinking about it while picking out my bro's clothes and while i was waiting for the cashier to scan stuff and for my dad to pay, i turn around, and there he was again! i was like, OMG.. hahah, forreal. anyway, i got a 1 piece and a sweater while my bro got pjs, a sweater and like 2 shirts. haha, yup. today, i also went to chuckecheese and it was funish! haha, that's about it. there was the cutest kitten following us in chuckecheese parking lot.. it was purring even when we picked it up!


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november01

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october31

halloween was pretty cool.. we, volleyball, played at santa teresa today, danny went to my game.. anyway, after that danny went home with me and i had my lil party.. haha only like 15-20 people showed but it was cool.. haha, danny can dance. haha, forreal, yup, oh danny, you left your sweater at my house. anyway, my halloween was fun, i enjoyed it.


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october30

i ono dude, it's halloween today, yesterday was boring. haha, well october 30th was boring, i was bored and since i can't do anything about the boredomness, cauz today is tomorrow, then im just chillen. heh, i was so lazy after practice yesterday, i didn't start my homework until 9 o'clock. hehe, forreal. yesterday was a pretty long day, it was collaberation and all but it still felt long. i think i'm missing some days i didn't upload here yet. haha, forreal. alright, peace!


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october29

today, was pretty funky. we played silver creek at 5pm. we lost but at least we won a match right? anyway, i got so pissed at myself, i made so many mistakes! damn, i feel mad. haha, yupyup. my grade in math is a 96.1% it went down a bit.. blah! haha, hey, in a couple weeks we are making lollipops in chemistry! how cool is that! haha forreal. yeah, that's about all i have to say, heh. what else.. i don't know. haha, im confused right now, i don't have a crush on so and so no more. never see him around, you know. so im just goanna chill. haha, i have all this time to work on my site, so blah! hahaha, yup. talk on this later, buhbye!


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october28

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october27

whoa, today was like semi-a-waste. i didn't real do nothing special just chilld. today, was whoa, because i woke up at 10 [supposedly 11 yesterday] because of daylight savings .. i hella slept in. haha, yup yup.. and the rest of the day was alright, i spent practically the whole day with vanessa. we made pearl drink and chilled.. and she drew a smiley on my back without me noticing! and my dad pointed it out like an hour later.. hahaha! yeah, we also went to the creek and shot paintballs around the place with jeffrey.. haha also, us three being pyromaniacs burned paper and ate gimpa [meaning seaweed in korean] yupyup, me and vanessa recorded stuff on the computer and she wrote chicken scratch all over my arm, and that was practically my whole day.. just chillen yupyup! grr, tomorrow is school! dammit! i don't wanna go! blah! oh yeah, my dad is concidering picking me up at st so i can still have my party.. hopefully he will. haha, alright, my explorer's not working so imma restart the computer! bye!


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october26

today was so cool.. well not so cool. but it was alright, i went to the ortho at 10 am, he didn't get mad at me for losing my appliance.. hehe, yup yup.. what else i was online and i got adobe photoshop 6.0 instead of my crappy 4.0 so i got to dl more brushes today! haha, also i made pearls, and right now i'm full. my family and i went out to eat, which never happened all 4 of us for like 2or 3 years already! it's always been me and my friends or them 3 and i stay home or my mom's at home when im at my grandma's.. haha, yupyup. i also went to chris's house. chris is so fine! my gosh, heh, he usta be mean to me with my brother like when i first met him, he'd always play with my brother and tell me to go away... haha, kids back then.. sheesh.. now it's cool. i have a recent picture of him somewhere, once i find it and my scanner works, i'll put it up here.. haha, anyway! i went to fry's today also, bought the kelly cd and konamix. wahoo konamix, i needed it, so much better than the other mixes! anyway, that was my day, i updated a lot today, which was cool!


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october25

today was such a hectic day! i had 3 test and a writing prompt! that was so sucky, and to top it off, no one showed to practice.. our team started off with fourteen players and only six of us showed at practice! crazy!! haha, i watched ghost ship today too.. it sucked cock.. you'd think it will be more scarier than it is. haha, damn, yeah i jumped like four times and the beginning is hella crazy, my gosh. haha, i still think the ring is way better. haha, yup. i watched ghost ship with sal, sal's bf mike, salvee and jesus. and i got to play ddr.. it's not as tiring playing ddr as it usta be.. which is good. haha, i haven't played for over a month until today. haha, yupyup. hmm, what else, i need to work on this site dude! it's hella funked. haha, forreal though, it's only half done and i'm here typing my journal.. wtf are you doing rachel, go finish it!


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october24

wow, today was so long! i swear.. it's 10:10PM and i finally get to relax.. hahaha, welp today, we lost our 2-0 from the beginning of the year became a 2-7 today, oh well, not like i care no more, this team isnt ordinary i swear.. haha, anyway, hopefully varsity did win, but i am not sure. haha, oh my gosh, the concert! that was so !?!!?.. the parts i learned well i screwed, and the parts i couldn't play well, were really good.. my gosh i was so scared up there i was shaking, if i have a kid i want them to play saxomofone. that stupid instrument is so much easier than the trumpet or anything with a metal mouthpiece, i swear.. especially when you get braces dude! i literally was shaking throughout medival suite and belgium paratroopers.. i felt like i was goanna die! yup yup, anyway, i'm really shot on time so i'm going to go.. shoot, so much homework!!


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october23

today was bad. good in a way, i'm learning from mistakes, from how people interpret information everything.. i cried, twice today.. it was hard i tried to keep it in but i couldn't, i just couldn't so much drama, and yet even though the whole story was interperated the wrong way, i'm going to leave myself as the bad guy. just to drop the subject. yeah, my dad is hella pissing me off also. you know, this year i thought i could trust him with stuff i wanted my [future] kid to trust me with, like school work and teachers and where i'm going, but i made a big mistake doing that, i can't trust him, he still doesn't get it. and it hurts you know, having your parent on your back and getting all up in your business just because you wanted them to know what's happening in your life. i want him to know when i'm having a bad day and why.. i want him to know when my grades are slipping, i just don't want him involved in my life. he treats me like a child, like i need him. while here's my practically 17 year old brother struggling. all he does is give me this lame excuse saying i got life going for me so he wants me to make sure my life stays on track, and that my brother's older, that's why he treats him differently and that's a bunch of bullshit.


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october22

alright, hopefully i'll keep track of this journal and keep it updated, lately i haven't but oh well... you know. anyway, we lost today at our volleyball game, however, it felt better than the other games, at more than one point I was happy! Haha, welp, tomorrow is collaberation and i still have a lot of homework to do, and I got home less than an hour ago [it's 10:twenty1] yup, today was an ok day. so much work now that our first progress report came out! dang, it's like a bomb was dropped on me and i have to throw it to peach, before it explodes. haha, who remembers that game on mario party one? lol, back to the topic, i had a long day and things still need to be cleared up and cool between players, ie me, on jv and varsity teams. this stuff is still going on and it's getting off track once again.. ask me and i'll tell you what i'm talking about. anyway, that's all i have to say right now. so i'm going to bounce.. haha, ending: 2x:x squared... oy you people, 10:25. ps i have a crush on !@#$!. hehehe.