Alright, You don't have to read any of this if you don't want to, but just be nice enough and do...
September 18, 2002
I still wonder when or if I'm ever going to give you this site. But, today, I was thinking about you.
I can't believe I just let you go like that, and at the same time, I'm glad I did. Look, I know that
we didn't have the ideal relationship. Especially because you were what, in 7th grade while I was in
high school? What's up with that? Anyway, I just wish that someday, later down the road. You and I
can start talking again. Even though I feel like I don't need you, I do need a resolution.. If it was
up to me, you'd be with me right now, but it's not so.. I guess that's it.
September 8, 2002
Alright, Vanessa was at my house yesterday, and somehow we came upon my Voicemails.. so she insisted to
listen to them, and ever since she came across one from you.. I couldn't stop thinking about you.. I don't
know, I hella miss you dude.. I felt like crying so much right then and there.. but then, I thought about
how crying doesn't do me anything anymore.. so yeah.. Well, I just wanted to say, if you have a lucky girl
in your life or not, I'm going to always be here. I just didn't expect this is where we, well I, will be
right now. \= Alright, just had to get that off my chest.. I miss you so much JP.. If it was up to me, I'd
get you back, but it's not.. and that's just the point. I just wished you felt the same.
