In the dim light I see
all I ever wanted but gone is the fondness
for your faint memory
life is new life is real kicking inside of me
a new birthing a real l beginning I’m totally conscious of this
and yet there you are all I’ve ever wanted bare and clear before
me but I turn away how many former versions
would kick me right now I’d tell myself
what ever was now
wasn’t worth losing what would have been
