MAY 2003

So, yeah, I'm working at ISA (Interviewing Service of America). Did I tell you this already? Well... you heard it again. I used to work for this company when I was in 12th grade. It's a telephone survey job. Boring.. yes, but if you're a lazy ass, you just might like the job. I don't like the job much, so that means I'm NOT a lazy ass, hahaha!! Eh.. but basically, what you do... is, you go in, check the paper with your name on it, and you check what "Study" your on. Then you go to that team. The teams are combined of rows of computer desks that are turned into cubicals. Then, once you clock in, the computer spits out a random phone number anywhere from here, to Hawaii. When you call the number, the screen then shows a script that you must read to the people. The surveys take anywhere from 15, to 35 minutes. I'm surprized there's so many people that actually stay on the phone and answer retarded, redundant questions for so long. Anyway...

So, I'm in a bit of a money rut right now. Well, for starters, I had to ask Sabrina's grandma if I could borrow $100 to pay for my car insurance for this month. Which she let me do, thank god. Then, I need to get my car smog checked, and it has to pass, in order for me to get the title to my car. But, the car is having some kind of issue, and it's gunna cost probably more over $100 to get it fixed. I need to get it fixed, cuz I need the title so I can send in a copy of it, along with my drivers license to my insurance broker. Luckly, he's no rush, and he's pretty cool with it all. Then, dumb prom is comming up at the end of this month, and I still need to get a tux (which I had a nightmare about). I just started my job, and all this crap is hitting me at once. Blaah.

So far, this week I've worked Monday, Tuesday, and I work today. They cut my shift off on Wednesday for some reason. So, that's a day less of pay. I only worked 2.5 hours on Tuesday, which sucks.. because my shift was suppose to be 4 hours, but, it wasn't. So, blah that too. I think my depression is starting to kick it again. It's been awhile, but, I'm starting to doubt everything in my life at the moment. From my relationship, to my band. 2 things that mean the most to me in my life. I can't pinpoint exactly what else I want to say because most of it's a mush, so, I'll leave it at that.