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Wednesday, October 30, 2002
i love this song. "I'm Okay" - Christina Aguilera i generally hate christina aguilera. i mean really a lot. i completely dislike this woman. shes a skank with less than no style. in my opinion anyway haha. but yes this song is really pretty and is one of my new favorites. plus, it reminds me of my dad :o/ i hate him. Monday, October 28, 2002
your hand on his arm the hay stack charm around your neck strung out and thin calling some friend trying to cash some check he's acting dumb that's what you've come to expect needle in the hay needle in the hay needle in the hay needle in the hay he's wearing yr clothes head down to toes a reaction to you you say you know what he did but you idiot kid you don't have a clue sometimes they just get caught in the eye you're pulling him through needle in the hay needle in the hay needle in the hay needle in the hay now on the bus nearly touching this dirty retreat falling out 6th and powell a dead sweat in my teeth gonna walk walk walk four more blocks plus the one in my brain down downstairs to the man he's gonna make it all OK i can't beat myself i can't beat myself and i don't want to talk i'm taking the cure so i can be quiet whenever i want so leave me alone you ought to be proud that i'm getting good marks needle in the hay needle in the hay needle in the hay needle in the hay elliot smith - needle in the hay
HEE! i got a BIG FAT DOUBLE A on the paper i wrote at the very last minute. OH I'M SO SESSY. haha life is good right now. <333 COMMENT IF YOU LOVE ME. **celisse Monday, October 21, 2002
larrigans, LARRIGANS!! 5 days till halloween horror nights, yo. **celisse Saturday, October 19, 2002
bahaha. i saw fright night last night. thats such a great movie. brings back little-kid memories. :) and i just watched nightmare on elm street. it feels like 1987. bahaha. haha and i saw beetlejuice too. and i was real bored and downloaded all this music from fright night. heeee! chris sarandon makes a scary vampire. he also makes me quite uncomfortable. not as uncomfortable as Jack Nicolson, though. because that guy is SATAN. i downloaded new CKY. its awesome. i cant wait to get the CD. EVERYBODY MUST GO OUT AND BUY "INFILTRATE, DESTROY, REBUILD" BY CKY. IN STORES NOW! i love the CKY. hee! **celisse Friday, October 18, 2002
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gr. i wish i didnt have to sleep ever at all. all i ever have is bad dreams :( i should know by now never to take naps in the late afternoon. *sigh* anyway, i'm actually reading "Wicked" haha. its taken me long enough. i'm actually over half way through with it in just a few days. 2 hours a day on a bus really gives me a lot of reading time. hah. i've grown fond of Elphaba (aka the wicked witch of the west haha), and i'm sure i'll be all sad at the end of the book with her demise. who knew that book was actually good? i sure didnt. as was evident by my total avoidance of it all summer. school was boring today. i chose my classes for next semester. anyone wanna tell me if theyre any good? literay analysis haha. good news: lyrana is ALIVE, ALIVE, ALIVE!!!! *cackles maniacally* **celisse Thursday, October 17, 2002
bahaha 8 days until HHN. hee! celisse = geek? but of course, dahling. anyway, yes i thought this was relevant. something i posted on one of my message boards in reply to the question: -------------------------- "What do you want to happen to your body after you die?" well i'm immortal so... i want to be mummified. yes. thats what i want. ---------------------- bahaha. i'm hyper and bored. so there you go. *takes a much-needed nap* **celisse Monday, October 14, 2002
CelissE: haha i missed talking to you about stupid celisse stuff. everytime i get online i'm like "dude. i should im devon" but then you go on away or something or i'm busy being stupid elsewhere. Devon: yeah ... damn school and shit. CelissE: yeah really. damn dogs and.. uh.. stuff. CelissE: I HAVE NO LIFE I MUST BE SAVED Devon: hahaha!! CelissE: oh i'm glad my patheticness brings you such amusement :) Devon: it truly does. CelissE: oh yes, i should become a comedienne and bring world-wide amusement to people at the expense of my own pride. le sigh. CelissE: or i should have my own morning show on the radio! yes! like like like like... butt news! but bigger, and badder, with more butts! BUTT NEWS, COMING SOON TO A RADIO NEAR YOU! **celisse Friday, October 11, 2002
lalala i love this song. ANYWAY today was EXCITING. *snore* i went to class. ivania and i didnt feel like staying so we just dropped off our homework and went home haha. yeah. this drunken baffoon of a man got into an argument with this preacher guy who always goes on my busses. i wanted to kick the drunken baffoon in the testicles. anyway, yeah i spoke to karla and then we went to the movies to see Red Dragon. and i paid for my ticket and concessions with nickels. bwahaha! :) that movie is so weird. in my opinion, it has a strong Norman Bates vibe to it. but i liked it. i wanna see the ring. i might go with my mom tomorrow to the sneak preview. because we're cinema geeks. well i am. she just likes scary movies haha i should be asleep. i have to wake up early to clean. blah. anyway. my mom found this nice house in PSN thats for rent. we're gonna see it tomorrow. i hope we get it. :o/ we'll live there for one year and then hopefully my moms credit will be better enough by then to buy a house of our own. gar. i'm so bored. and sleepy. so i'm gonna go haha. my sessy miami accent makes dex squeel in that naughty way. sweet dreams, kids. **celisse Wednesday, October 09, 2002
i'm bad again tonight. i get worse everyday.. i dont want to sleep. ever. again. i had some bad nightmares last night. i want to stay here so badly, but everything that encompasses me is telling me that we have to get out. i'm listening to music that i love. songs ive heard a million times. but i feel uncomfortable listening to them. i feel like i dont belong here anymore. i feel like i'm lost. like i dont have a home anymore. my moms on the phone yelling at debbie. we were so naive. we did everything wrong. we did everything in order to get HIM away faster. and we ended up hurting ourselves in the long run. and we're paying for it all now. he still has this huge hold on us, and we cant shake it. its been 2 years now. 2 years this month and we're still not away from it all. i dont know what to do. there is nothing i can do. i just keep listening to the music, hoping that i'll feel like myself again. i feel dead.
i'm dying. i need to get back into "CELISSE IS THE COOLEST PERSON IN THE WORLD, EVERYONE SHOULD BOW DOWN AND WORSHIP HER" mode.
well i'm doing better today. ..i'm completely lying, but we'll pretend. anyway. erm.. yeah. professor neal postponed our monologues until the 21st. 10-16 see play one for acting??? **celisse Tuesday, October 08, 2002
my home is being stolen away from me. i think we're gonna move to homestead. i hate my dad. i want everything to disappear.
Lightning crashes, a new mother cries her placenta falls to the floor The angel opens her eyes the confusion sets in before the doctor can even close the door Lightning Crashes, an old mother dies her intentions fall to the floor the angel closes her eyes the confusion that was hers, belongs now, to the baby down the hall Oh now feel it comin back again Lightning Crashes, a new mother cries Oh now feel it comin back again Live -- Lightning Crashes Monday, October 07, 2002
lalala i have a headacheeee! hah this weekend i bought myself a new bookbag. i hate messanger bags. well actually i dont, i just dont like to use them excessively. so i bought myself a cute light blue mossimo backpack. WOO. i also bought monsters inc. which is the cutest thing in the whole wide world. so i can take that off my wishlist now. haha :) anyway. today was.. interesting? 18 DAYS TO HALLOWEEN HORROR NIGHTS! heeee! KBYE! Saturday, October 05, 2002
i cut my hair again yesterday. not anything extravagant hah. actually its the same cut i got last time. I LIKE IT, DAMN YOU. its so sessy. its enough to drive someone to drink. *toast* TO CELISSE'S SESSY HAIR! muthah fluckahs! Friday, October 04, 2002
Thursday, October 03, 2002
WOOOHOOO i finally finished v.3 of ALiVE, The Taste of Ink. i actually really like this layout haha. whee! anyway, my freshman experience teacher called me this afternoon to tell me that class was cancelled. thank God, i hate that class. so i have tomorrow free. yaaaaay! hah thats a really good thing actually. i have a million lbs of homework to do. TO DO FOR SCHOOL THIS WEEKEND: argh i hate homework. 22 DAYS TILL HALLOWEEN HORROR NIGHTS!!! **celisse |