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Thursday, September 26, 2002
oh how funny. note sarcasm i just got a "SMILEY GRAM!" from this girl i went to high school with. erm.. this is what it said: ------------ Hi Celisse, I'm sending you this Smiley-Gram for two reasons - first, because I wanted to put a smile on your face (you'll see what i mean after you view it)...and second, I need you to do me a favor - can you fill out five different people who can verify that they know you? i only need 5 more referrals to win a prize...thanx! BAHAHAHAHAHA 29 DAYS TILL HALLOWEEN HORROR NIGHTS hee! **celisse Monday, September 23, 2002
lalala i hate my mother. i hate her more and more every day lalala. she needs to just stop talking to me. its not that hard, i've mostly stopped talking to her so why cant she do the same? in other news, today was pretty good... until i came home anyway, but whatever :o/ hah we got our essays back in english. i got a B. i did some documentation crap wrong (WHATEVER, i did it how she said to do it on the first draft, blitch) and i made a couple of other mistakes but she said overall it was good. i'm so excited about halloween horror nights this year. ONE MONTH AND THREE DAYS, YO! haha. caroline showed me all these cool websites with info and crap. she IS the internet queeeeen! haha. yaya i'm gonna have fun. the only drawback is that i'm gonna be with... mom. but hopefully she'll be back on her fricken prozac by then and wont be a bleeding basketcase like shes been. SHOUTOUT TO LYRANA, ROSEY, DEX (where is that lamer?), AND SPATULATASTIC, YO! *cough* i'm weird. **celisse Saturday, September 21, 2002
i feel a little better now. ..well i dont wanna throw myself in front of a truck, if thats any clue. hah. erm.. i have a bad headache, and a tummy ache :o/ today was a bad day. i need to not get this bad. i rarely do. this girl on palace is being really really annoying because there are four people in the room and no ones talking. shes a lamernoid. :o/ hah she used to talk crap about me :) i was bored so i taught myself the ketchup dance last night. hah i'm so geek. its so hot here. the AC like.. died. its terrible. its hotter in this house than it is outside. i went to the mall yesterday with karla. we went to the movies and saw Barbershop. it was... long. but i didnt hate it. so that was cool. then we went to target at sawgrass mills haha and i bought myself this cute whiteboard with a clock and all these little magnets. it rocks. karla bought a purse for herself. well i paid for it since i never got her a birthday present. haha. the purse is... weird. its hot pink and has all these sequins and beads and drawings on it. its just karla's style. her hairs gotten so long. i miss my long hair haha. but i'm gonna cut mine again soon. hah The Royal Tenenbaums is an awesome movie. i bought the dvd a few days ago. its a great movie. Ary and Uzi are adorable and buckley was so cute haha. and Pagoda was funny too. hee! if you havent seen it, go out and buy it. its great. kinda sad though. but still a good movie :) i have a math test on tuesday. LAME. and i still have to find a monologue for Acting. DOES ANYONE KNOW OF A GOOD PLACE TO FIND MONOLOGUES FOR FEMALES?? IF SO, PLEEEEEASE EMAIL ME!!! ok. i'm going. this post was overly long. **celisse
i dont know what to do i cant be here i cant be with HER. i cant live in this house anymore. i hate this house, i've ALWAYS hated this house. i hope it bleeding burns down. i dont care about anything that happens, i want this house to burn. ive lived here for almost fourteen years now and its not getting any better. every day it gets worse. there is something WRONG here. everybody knows it. there has always been something wrong with this house. even before we moved in. this house was meant to burn. the previous owner almost burned it down anyway. the whole kitchen was destroyed. thats how its meant to be here. even Pastor Lisa knows theres something wrong here. i dont know what to do. i'm reaching the end of my rope. i need to get away from here.
i dont know what to do i cant be here i cant be with HER. i cant live in this house anymore. i hate this house, i've ALWAYS hated this house. i hope it bleeding burns down. i dont care about anything that happens, i want this house to burn. ive lived here for almost fourteen years now and its not getting any better. every day it gets worse. there is something WRONG here. everybody knows it. there has always been something wrong with this house. even before we moved in. this house was meant to burn. the previous owner almost burned it down anyway. the whole kitchen was destroyed. thats how its meant to be here. even Pastor Lisa knows theres something wrong here. i dont know what to do. i'm reaching the end of my rope. i need to get away from here. Monday, September 16, 2002
lah. i went to both my classes today. yaaaay i'm a good girl. i was about an hour late for my english class though haha. AT LEAST I WENT! i had a crisis this morning and may i say I WANT MY MOTHER TO BE HIT BY A BUG IN THE FACE REALLY REALLY HARD! ok. hee! uhm... ok then i went to acting class. and it was really boring today. we just said the same crap over and over and over. well it wasnt as boring as sociology, or as math, but still pretty boring. yeah and theeeen. i signed up to be on the production crew for Dueling Odd Couples. haha. i hope i get a cool job. whee! AND THEN i came home. the good thing about having early classes: coming home to an empty house. i love that. ok and then... here i am. whee! haha ok i got a check for 600 bux from fiu. i dont know what i'm supposed to do with it haha. SOMEONE HELP ME. but.. if i have anything left over... can we say: dvd player? NO WE CANT BECAUSE I NEED A NEW CAMERA. i already have a dvd player anyway. even if its on my CRAPTASTIC COMPUTER BISH HOLIO. well.. whatever. i'll decide later. YAY! (for rosey and ly...) (for dex...) oh my gosh my dog is so flatulent right now! *gets a gas mask* uhm.. (for strange) i'm so bored. **celisse Saturday, September 14, 2002
hah stupid commercial #3: the dumb snickers commercial with the lifeguard.. haha
...i hate when i make an lj icon for someone and they dont even thank me. ..or credit me. its like. Hi. I took time out of my life, when i wasnt even really feeling well, to make you a little ode to your relationship that will probably be over in a couple of days ANYWAY. the least you could do is put a keyword in that says "made by the_mime" or at least a little email saying thanks. but no, people suck. *sigh* **celisse Friday, September 13, 2002
ok.. i need to rant. about a bunch of things. so i'm gonna do that. and i'm not gonna use any bleeding lj cut. so there. ok so i went to school today as usual. fine. had freshman experience. boring boring. some weird lady from the learning center came to talk to us. i was SO enthralled. really. *snore* ok. second rant. rant number 3. ok. i'm done. still pissed like whoa, but done. *sigh* **celisse Thursday, September 12, 2002
we're the dumbest people in the whole wide world. .£yrana.[shoelace].: wb rosey HAH you wouldnt get this unless you were there. Wednesday, September 11, 2002
haha i'm listening to REM, hear that, Rosey and Ly BISHES?! TAKE THAT, OLP LOVING FREEEEEAKS! wow ok that was dumb. anyway, today was appropriately an UGLY day. it was pretty gross out all day. well most of the day anyway. i went to a memorial thingie at school. it was nice. there was a lot of praying. and one girl who really couldnt sing but i guess its not nice to judge people at something like that :o/ its been one year. time flies so fast. i mean, a year and two days ago, i was falling asleep in my english class. hah i was in love with some idiot in my TV production class. i was planning how to do my hair for Homecoming. and i look back, and it just all flew by. i dont know. i mean, compared to recent years, this past year has actually been a really good one for me. anyone who knows the drama could understand why. i'm happier now than i was for a while. but on a while, this year was terrible. so many people died, not only in the attacks, but just in general. three musicians we lost in just one year. we lost a lot of good people this year. i dont know. today was just pretty sad and confusing in general. anyway, the soccer game was LAME. FIU lost 0-4. cuuuute :o/ we stayed for like.. fifteen minutes haha. :) but in the fifteen minutes we were there, FAU scored like two points. pretty pathetic on the part of the Golden Panthers (*rawr.... or not?*) hah acting class was major fun. we got to yell at eachother and i got to cry like a baby. twas fun, twas fun :) tomorrow i'm gonna try to come home earlyish and clean up this house. its such a mess. AND bathe arnie. damb dog is beginning to offend the flies. i'm going to attempt to shave him as well. haha. i'm gonna have a bald dog by the end of the day :o/ ugh. i have my early class tomorrow and its entirely too late for me to be up. i'm going to sleep. **celisse Tuesday, September 10, 2002
lalalal today was an interesting day. uhm.. ok i got to class actually EARLY. well.. on time anyway. and i slightly understood what my professor was talking about (finite math), so that was pretty nifty. after that i went with this girl whos in a bunch of my classes (well like three of them), and we made copies and stuff. OMG WE'RE SO PUNK RAWK! hah anyway. :) i went to sociology and it was so boring today. i really like that class but dude. *snore* much? i seriously almost fell asleep there a few times. gar. after that i went to my work study. i basically do all the crap that no one else wants to do. i filed and recorded some crap and i typed up labels. on friday i get to *gasp* STICK ON THE LABELS! oh yeah, i CANT wait for that. :o/ oh well, there was a bit of time where i had nothing to do so i did my math homework. that was good. i went home on the 3:10. and there was this really really really really really really cute guy who got on the bus someplace between fiu and my house haha. gah i want to kidnap him. well not. but he was so pretty. :) lyrana, the great haver of balls, really needs to move down here and help me stalk all my fifty boy obsessions. whee! k so when i got home, against my better judgement, i took a like 3 hour nap. that was lovely haha. :) tomorrow i'm going with Caroline to a soccergame. haha. that should be.. interesting. whee! i hope it doesnt rain though. the forecast for tomorrow says stormy so i dont know. :o/ ok. i'm going to go plot ways to stalk my obsession. haha :) **celisse Sunday, September 08, 2002
fun at ocean pub HAH the_mime (deity): DONT SOMETHING YOUR HAAAAAAAND Friday, September 06, 2002
OH MY GOSH!!! 93.1 is playing HIM!!! whaaaaaat is that?! theyre playing some weirdo version of "join me" which is an awesome song, btw, but not the way they did it. i'm officially frightened and confused by this stupid station. i dont even know why i'm listening to it. *sigh*
is anyone else following that new thing about the 13 and 14 yr old boys who killed their father in Pensacola, FL? dude. that is the most convoluted, twisted and just.. sick story. the kids confessed to murdering their dad, right? but now theyre all saying that this pedophile neighbor or something killed him and they were covering up for him. and the thirteen year old is all saying how in love with the guy he is and so on and so on. dude. what IS that?! its sick. sick sick sick. and hah i was gonna go to school in pensacola. anyway, i just dont get that. i hope they all get the death penalty. i dont care if theyre kids. theyre SICK kids. fricken weirdos. anyway.. **celisse
ughy i dont feel well. what a day. i went to school. had an OH SO EXCITING library tour. *snore* hah. anyway, after that, i had my first day of work study. i was there from 11-3. hah my work schedule as of now is: MONDAY 12:15 - 4:00 TUESDAY & FRIDAY 11:00 - 3:00 what. ev. er. blargh. this guy there is SO chatty. for the first half of my time there, i was stapling an infinite amount of applications with him. hes nice i guess, i just wanted to shove the stapler in his mouth and choke him on it, but whatever. he kept telling me as i was stapling "wow. you're quick. here, have another box." grr. like stapling is such a strenuous activity and all. lamer. after that, the actual person whos gonne be working me or whatever came and she showed me around. i'm glad to say i get to sit in back and file and type and do crap like that, instead of sit in front and answer phones and talk to people. ick. i cant deal with people. why am i a hospitality major again?? haha erm.. so i sat there for an hour and updated this huge binder filled with boring crap. i have to do another one of those on monday. and i'll probably get to type up labels. OH SO FUN. oh well, this job beats most i guess. at least most for people who have never worked a day in their lives before. haha. :) k i got home at like fricken 4:30 because the bus driver took this really really long-cut and it took forever. it was scary. i was like "where the HELL am i? gah did i get on the wrong bus again?!" haha. oh well. lalala bored bored bored k bye. **celisse Thursday, September 05, 2002
hee. school was.. erm.. fast today. i actually made it to my finite math class. i was only a couple of minutes late, but that was because they moved the class and i couldnt find the damb room. i was walking around like an idiot on the first floor of AC1 trying to find some room that was tucked away behind the oasis. slick, celisse. real cool. haha! :) anyway, erm.. i have to look for some girl and ask her if i can borrow her syllabus. that should be interesting. considering i dont even know her damb name :o/ there is someone i know from HS that i could ask... but yeah.. ew? haha my sociology instructor cancelled class so i got to go home at like 9:30. that was refreshing. i took a much-needed nap. and caught up on days of our lives, since i'm a major geek. and i STILL dont understand that show. k. ew i start a *gasp* JOB tomorrow. kill me now. haha i'm gonna be working in the Human Resources office in LIB 332A or something starting at 11am. everyone visit meeeee. haha :) erghle. i didnt understand my finite math class at all. i dont know what to do, the man was like speaking another language. almost literally. he seems like a nice guy though, so i dont wanna drop the class. if i drop it, next time i may get a mean bish of a professor who wants everyone to faillll. and thats not cool. so i think i'll just suck it up and stick with this one :o/ LAME COMMERCIAL ALERT NUMBER 2 that dumb yogurt commercial with the stupid construction worker guys stirring it up and doing some dumb dance. HELLO. that commercial could not possibly be any dumber ever. dude. **celisse Wednesday, September 04, 2002
lalala. i'm bored. school was ok today. i didnt have any major bus crisis so that was good. ugh, i really feel like straightening my hair for tomorrow but its bloody pointless in this weather :o/ its so humid all the time. kill me. that american idol show is pretty good. i just started watching it like.. two weeks ago. haha. :) or was it last week? yeah i started watching it when it was down to the short-haired red head who really cant sing at all, the curly headed boy and the girl who can actually sing. i think that was last week. hah i'd only watched the first few episodes with the auditions. those were funny :) ok. did this guy not have a goatee thing going on like half an hour ago? dude. blargh. i'm gonna start working on a new layout for my site. but knowing me, it wont be up till i have another big break in school haha :) i dont have sociology tomorrow. so i get to go home at like.. 11. yay! :) the lady from HR still hasnt called me. i dont like that. dude. i ALWAYS have my cellphone next to me. if someones gonna call you, they... should? i'm getting really irritated. lalala bored. i was gonna say something... but i forgot. blarhhhhhhhh. haha. ok. goodbye, lamers. :)
this day has sucked.... to the suckiest level of suck that has EVER sucked before. ok, first off, my alarm clock totally decided to be a bish and not ring. so i started my day off late. THEN, i missed the late bus going to FIU. fine. then i sat there for AN HOUR before another bus came, at fricken 7:45. and my Finite Math class starts at 8. ok fine. i figured i'd get there VERY late, but still have time to talk to the teacher and explain what happened. well, i was WRONG. the bus broke the hell down on the way there and we had to wait for another bus. by the time i got to BBC, it was already past 9:30 and i was almost late for my Sociology Class. Luckily, i made it there before the instructor did. ok. Sociology was fun. we talked about suicide and other interesting things. i like that class. the weird old hag lady didnt sit next to me. in fact, i dont even think she was there (yay!) haha. ok.. after that, i dropped off my work study application thingy at the HR office and the lady said she'd call me this afternoon. but she never did. typical. THEEEEN, i went home. and it started to rain on the way. so i had to wait in a bus stop for a bus i wasnt even going on... in the rain... for another half hour. then i faced the torrents (ok, it was drizzing, but whatever.) and went to the 91 bus stop. AN HOUR LATER, the 91 shows up, and i take it the like.. two blocks to my house. yay. or not. woofie was sick and left me a LOVELY gift. so i had to clean up THAT mess. then he decided to be a brat since i was angry at him and dragged mud through the house. FINE. bish dog. i get online so i can email my Finite Math Professor and explain what happened and hopefully get an assignment to make up my absence. after that, i check my earthlink accounts for mail, and what do i find? ----------------------------------- I looked at your profile on moc, just wanted to say i think you're really beautiful and i dug your my name is chris and i have some pictures up at [removed for privacy] . i'm kind of a scenester anyway, this might sound kind of weird but i wanted to know if you might be interested in sexual talks, my aim screename is [removed for privacy] or you can email me back, maybe with a few more pictures of yourself? anyway, write me back and peace YECK, BLECH AND EW! **celisse haha Monday, September 02, 2002
karlas SCARY flippergirl99: my sister and i made up a song about squatting. Sunday, September 01, 2002
this moron IM'd me last night. five times. while i had my away message up. and then he IM'd me again today. fricken stalker. i dont have the first half of the conversation, because it was lame and i closed it, but it went along the lines of my asking who he was, and he not answering, and he asking me if i was a blazer, and then asking me why not when i told him i wasnt. anyway, this half of the conversation came just after he asked me what my favorite deftones song, and being that i'm not heavily into the deftones i said i didnt remember the name of the song: Hell World: oh so ur a poser yeah. idiots. they should all die. DIE DIEEEEE! hah. |