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Friday, August 30, 2002
lookit what this dumbassed girl posted in reply to my VMA coverage thingie.

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Subject: Re: VMAs 2002
Date: 8/30/2002 12:43 AM Eastern Daylight Time
From: [removed for privacy]
Message-id: <20020830004337.05110.00000077@mb-fn.aol.com>

****this is long and involves alot of quoting from another post.****

OKAY BEFORE I START CAN I JUST SAY CelissE13, DO YOU LIKE ANYBODY???? I mean can you say anything nice about anybody? I understand its just opinion and i honestly respect that but i was aw stricken by all the negativity.. For example

>DIES* david lee roth gets dumber every fricken day. i want him to GO AWAY.
>ok david, take off those stupid flares. idiot. AND that scarf. before i tie
>it together with avril's tie and choke the damn both of you.

I really really like Avril Lavigne and I respect what she does... and maybe if you listened to her album, you would see that just because the radio stations have worn out her first hit, doesn't mean she doesn't have a million other coming up soon too. i mean, her album is really good.

>what was britney wearing when she gave Micheal Jackson that award?!
>she went from fricken school girl to damb dominatrix

britney rocks and she doesn't get enough credit for all the crap she puts up with from the media and all the people who won't just let her be britney the performer. Its an act and thats cool right... just because you may not like the pop princess divas or whatever, doesn't mean you have to bash everything about
them.

>is it just me or have all the performances thus far (being pink, ashanti/ja
>rule/nas, shakira... and i think thats all so far) been like really boring? i
>dont know. whatever. i didnt like ashanti's shoes. they totally didnt match
>that dress thing.

Okay, either, you are jealous because you cant bust a move or dance like jarule, and shakira, or pink, or you just don't appreciate the diverse types of music out there today. All those performances were awesome! You try getting up in front of a house of hundreds of thousands of people, and millions of tv viewers,
and try to hold your cool and give a hell of a show like the ones they gave tonight.

>best new artist:
>*cough*
>gag me with a spork
>"DUDE!!!" lyke omg im so pxnk rawk.
>the ends of her hair stand up by themselves!

Don't get me started on Avril again... Three words... ROCK ON AVRIL!!!!!!!!

>>no doubt won AGAIN?! for that song that isnt even that great? well now i'm
>irritated.
>although i love gwen's shoes and her skirt. but i see she's given into tie
>mania. geek face.

Okay, why do you have to bash a style that so many people are into just because you don't like it.. its part of the peoples personality, and it part of gwen and avrils originality for lack of a better word.. They just want to make a statement, who cares if they are making the same one...

>MTV 2 Award.
>once again, gag me with a spork. that is all.

give them a chance they are brand new.. and they were pretty hot..

>GAR ITS THAT GIRL. THAT... GIRL.! and that STUPID woman! in that STUPID
>shirt. gaaaah. can i hit them both please?

gees more bad stuff to say about avril? Come on!!!

>pink won best female. eh.
>"i'm too drunk for this". well at least she was honest. not like we couldnt
>TELL, but at least she was honest.

Okay, yeah she was drunk, i wouldn't have been able to tell really but i mean, best female, AWESOME! MTV wouldn't give out these awards to total bombs. Obviously all these people deserve the awards they are getting, ok so there are some people out there who aren't big fans but do you have to complain and gripe and
disagree about it? I mean, come on, be proud of the winner, obviously they have a good amount of fans and reasons to win the award or they wouldn't get it...

>oh yeah, the mary kate and ashley olsen thing... ok kids. you're lame. go
>away. and why is mary kates name always first? why not ashley and mary kate
>olsen?? LAME.
>

Okay, the girls can be corny, but do you have roughly a billion dollars a year to show how much you bust your ass? Those girls work hard and I'm sure they dont have a lot of free time to show for it. They have grown up to be very pretty and successful, and it says alot that after Full House ended, they kept up their
careers.

>OH MY GOSH WHAT IS CHRISTINA AGUILERA NOT WEARING?! OH MY GOSH. OH MY
>GOODNESS. I CANNOT BELIEVE THAT! a year out of the spotlight and that girl
>got even whore-i-er.

OK thats the one thing i will give you... yes in my opinion, she looked terrible but who cares what she looks like, (besides that may be the new hollywood fashion trend, i bet if j-lo wore it, no one would look twice... flashback to the 2000 grammys.. green dress anyone remember?) with a voice like that (even though she doesn't use it much anymore, like someone mentioned she seems to be the next mariah carey, letting her real vocal power go to
waste...) who needs clothes.. ok i don't approve of the outfit, but like britney and gwen and avril, everyone needs an image, i don't approve of christinas new image but it doesnt mean i am going to bash her the way you did...

I really really really understand that everyone has their own opinion on music and people, and movies, etc... but can you not just be happy for the people who did win. I mean, don't just be glad because you favorites won in a category they were nominated in, be glad they were even nominated at all. It says that you aren't their only fan, and that obviously enough people have recognized their talents enough to be put into such a high ranking, i mean,
atleast they beat all the people who WEREN'T nominated.

If you ever had a dream to make it in the business, you will never make it with the negative attitude you have. I mean, even the meanest and worst critics have something nice to say once in a while.. look at simon from American Idol, atleast he shows a shread of kindness to a few people that i am sure he honestly never liked...

I understand once again this is all a matter of opinion, but i have to stick up for all the people you just downright bashed... I don't listen to alot of the music that was nominated or won moonmen, but it doesn't mean i want to go around saying terrible things about those people just to vent.. they have already won the award, theres nothing you can do about it... get over it.....i mean come on...

CONGRATULATIONS TO ALL OF THE NEW HOLDERS OF MOONMEN!!!!

NOTHING PERSONAL AGAINST YOU CELISSE13, HONESTLY, I HOPE YOU DON'T TAKE OFFENSE TO THIS BUT AS A HUGE FAN OF THE ENTERTAINMENT AND MUSIC SCENE, I FELT OBLIGATED TO STAND UP FOR ALL THE PEOPLE YOU VERBALLY BASHED

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what a dumb bish she is. she completely disregarded all the things i said i liked about the show. and there were a lot of things i liked. but no, she, who actually has never even spoken to me before, had the nerve to basically call me a talentless wannabe who hates everything about the mainstream and will never make it in the entertainment industry basically because i dont like avril lavigne.
hrm. thats relevant.
ok. this girl needs to go back to the hole she crawled out from. mmkbye.

**celisse



whee ive done this for the past two years so i'mma do it again. yaaay

***WARNING. THIS IS FRICKEN LONG. DEAL.***
***WARNING. IF YOU DONT WANNA KNOW WHO WON AND OTHER VMA SECRETS, DONT READ.***

k i didnt see the first thing with bruce springsteen. well i caught like the last minute of it so.. erm.. it looked kinda cool? yeah ok anyway.

jimmy fallon: best host that the VMAs have had in a while.
and oh my God. sammy hagar and david lee roth on the same stage? *DIES* david lee roth gets dumber every fricken day. i want him to GO AWAY. hagars pretty decent though.
anyway, yeah i did have a point. jimmy's opening... thing? yes that was AWESOME! the thing with nelly's "hot in herre" cracked me up the most. mostly because i've been baffled by that extra R since that song came out.
ok david, take off those stupid flares. idiot. AND that scarf. before i tie it together with avril's tie and choke the damn both of you.
what was britney wearing when she gave Micheal Jackson that award?! duuude. she went from fricken school girl to damb dominatrix. and micheal jackson.. wow. great performer. fricken FREAKY man. scary scary.
is it just me or have all the performances thus far (being pink, ashanti/ja rule/nas, shakira... and i think thats all so far) been like really boring? i dont know. whatever. i didnt like ashanti's shoes. they totally didnt match that dress thing.
oh eminem's on right now. THIS should be entertaining. my mother was like cheering for him when he won the best rap award. yeah my moms a major dork.
ok. the beginning of his performance was good, but the second half was boring too. these better be getting better.

on linkin park winning the best rock video:
well, yeah i wouldnt have chosen them but theyre pretty cool too i guess. i personally was rooting for P.O.D (or "pod", as Sharon Osbourne would have it.) because i'm the biggest of geeks and i really like them a lot.

best... i forgot what video it was... the one no doubt won for "hey baby" at the beginning of the show:
did anyone else really think they werent gonna win it? i was really surprised. but i wasnt really rooting for anyone else so its ok. :)

best new artist:
*cough*
gag me with a spork
"DUDE!!!" lyke omg im so pxnk rawk.
the ends of her hair stand up by themselves!

aw now carson daly is making me sad. :( wow. i really like what chili is wearing. this is really sad. R.I.P. Lisa "Left Eye" Lopes. :(

best group video:
no doubt won AGAIN?! for that song that isnt even that great? well now i'm irritated. oh well. although i love gwen's shoes and her skirt. but i see she's given into tie mania. geek face.

mary j blige winning.. what was it? best R&B i think?
yeah i really dont like R&B at all, but i'm glad she won it.

MTV 2 Award.
once again, gag me with a spork. that is all.

oh btw HI KIM IVE BEEN LOOKING FOR YOU BUT I CANT SEE YOU BUT YOU'RE THERE AND I'M NOT AND I HATE YOU BUT HI!!!

run dmc. hrm. thats interesting.
p. diddy. oh let it not be boring.
not boring so far. well kinda.
ooh fire! not boring! wooooo ooh lookit!
my mother is interrupting me to ask if she missed eminem. do i care if she missed eminem? no. ok. go. away. mom.
ok. kinda boring again. my mom made me miss the non boring part. :( ok. men in strange... armour? yeah. kinda not boring. hah. AND BUSTA EMERGES FROM THE PIT. AND SHORT LITTLE MAN DANCING AROUND. oooh lookit its that.. whats his face? yeah hes cool! oooh jumping people! fun i wanna do it! i want one of those! ok. performance is over and short little man is still dancing. he scares me. yay the first cool performance of the night. and it was p. diddy.
wow.

jimmy fallon looks like mr. rogers with that sweater.
GAR ITS THAT GIRL. THAT... GIRL.! and that STUPID woman! in that STUPID shirt. gaaaah. can i hit them both please? KIM! JUMP ON STAGE AND HIT THEM FOR MEEEE!
pink won best female. eh.
"i'm too drunk for this". well at least she was honest. not like we couldnt TELL, but at least she was honest.

wheres triumph? i wanna see triumph! i wanna see moby and triumph!

i actually really like jennifer lopez's outfit. rudy giuliani (kill me for the spelling.) thats pretty cool. but hes so out of place. lookin all.. mayor like. haha :)

cheryl crow?? well whatever. i like the photos and things theyre showing on that screen thingie back there. aww that was pretty :)

ugh TOO MANY COMMERCIALS.
oh yeah, the mary kate and ashley olsen thing... ok kids. you're lame. go away. and why is mary kates name always first? why not ashley and mary kate olsen?? LAME.

lookit its triumph! aw hes being mean to moby. mean mean.
OH MY GOSH WHAT IS CHRISTINA AGUILERA NOT WEARING?! OH MY GOSH. OH MY GOODNESS. I CANNOT BELIEVE THAT! a year out of the spotlight and that girl got even whore-i-er. duuuude. and ewww whats with those sausages?!?! *barfs*
eminem won best male. haha. KILL HER, EM, KILL HER! KILL HER A LOT!!!!
i would have liked craig david to win though. just because hes just so damb cute.
"i will hit a man with glasses" that was lame.

i love kirsten's hair. i want that hair. damnit i wanna be blonde.

oh the hives and the vines. this should be damb intersting. God knows i can barely keep them straight. i mean, i know their sound is really completely different from eachother, but their names throw me off like whoa. sheez. i personally like the vines more though. dude. the hives scare me. theyre all fricken spazzmatastic and crap. freaks me out. and yay the vines. wheeee. well ok theyre pretty spazzmatastic too. but not in a scary way. haha ok. more
commercials. poop.

....nice hat, justin. ok. is he reminding anyone else of micheal jackson? hah that thing on the stage with the radio is cool. i like that :)

HAHAHA waxing the capsule?! hahaah

k... jc and justin are wearing dorky hats. chris is sporting a wannabe mohawk, and joey is plugging... himself. ok. viewers choice...gar. "Alive" better win. damnit. hello. i based version one of my website on that damn song ((alivealivealive))
well damn. i knew they wouldnt win. oh well. yay for michelle branch. and her REALLY long hair. sheez.

OH I ALMOST FORGOT.
my husband. *swoon*
first thing i do when we get married is take him to a beach or something. dude. paler than the king of pop.
i'm referring to bam margera btw. <333

oh yay kylie won an award! yaaaaay!

oh come ON. please pod win win win. *hopes* *i know theyre not gonna win but i'm hoping anyway*
damn, i knew it. oh well.

yaaaay so in conclusion i liked this VMA. it was good. and what the hell? welcome to the jungle?? who is that? who is that band?? oh my God is that AXL?! OH MY GOSH! WAS THIS THEIR BIG SECRET? THIS IS GREAT! wow. this just made this year even better. well minus what he's wearing. AND his hair. dude that was so awesome! yaaaaay.



Wednesday, August 28, 2002
wheeee so i made it through my first day of college.
it wasnt as bad as i'd hoped it would be.
see, the worse it is, the more i'm allowed to complain and make my mother feel guilty. BWAHA.
however, it was actually kinda fun, i'm embarassed to say. so now i must sit in the geek corner for the rest of eternity.
i slept like a log last night, so that made the day even easier.
i saw some people from goleman. that was pretty comforting. i have a class with one of them.
my intro to acting class is major fun. :)
my freshman composition class looks to be pretty lame, but whatever, we were only in there for 15 minutes because the instructor proclaimed it too hot to stay. so that was pretty cool.
ok. i'm done. be off with you.

**celisse



Monday, August 26, 2002
oh my gosh i am sooo tired. i swear, i come home and i dont get like two seconds to sit down. having four dogs is tedious business. but i love them so its ok. :)
whee so today was major fun :) i went to the freshman picnic thingie and met Caroline (). and one of the peer advisor people picked me as her partner for some dorky water balloon game that we lost. it was fun though. and DUDE the money went up to like $240 for catching that stupid balloon. but i quit at $80 after some guy stepped on me. geekazoid.
caroline is major cool like whoa! haha :) we went exploring and broke into the sociology room. haha. was it the sociology room? i think it was. i have no brain. it was SO COLD I'M GOING TO FREEZE in there, but since it was like 900 billion degrees outside, it was pleasant :)
hah then my mommy picked me up because i didnt wanna have to take the bus back home and then walk back to my house in 1282302 degree weather. and she got lost on the way to bbc. garrr. and then we got stuck in traffic. so i didnt get home till like 6. oh well.
tomorrow i have to make this whole house spotless since we're trying to sell it and we're showing it to the realtor tomorrow. my mommys paying me 100 bux to do it. i'm trying to raise it to 200 bux so i can buy a bigger hard drive for my laptop :) it sucks though that my last day of summer vacation will be spent cleaning. whatever, money is money :) and i dont even have to catch waterballoons for it. haha :)
all in all today was pretty damb fun. yaaaaay! hee :)
oh and i saw carlos and henry from goleman. i like.. didnt recognize henry. because i'm a loser and have no brain. we like.. waved at eachother. and then i ran away :) haha.
ok thats enough.

**celisse



bwahah yeah so i'm bored.
i'm going to that picnic thingie today. i'm gonna meet up with there. hah shes funny. we're coooooool. so yeah that should be interesting :)
anyway i was making icons for people yesterday. i rock so hardcore WOO. although i made one for SOMEONE and she didnt even credit me. so that was pretty ruuude but whatever.
public school starts today. hah LOSERS :)
college count down: 2 days.
duuude. i was watching that korn video for.. whats its name. dude i forgot. their first single off that new album.
ugh that video is so fricken stupid. its like... yeah.
that video in a nutshell:
loser guy gets beat up by jocks. loser guy sucks. loser guy gets beat up by jocks more. loser guy sucks. loser guy calls an escort to go to prom. loser guy still pretty much sucks. loser guy shows up at prom in a pimp outfit with his hooker who is wearing something that looks like it came out of Spawn or something. Loser guy STILL SUCKS. loser guy proceeds to barf on everyone there. loser guy REALLY sucks. loser guy wakes up or something. the end.
stupid? yes. where does that happen? nothing like that ever happened in my HS. jocks beating up the weirdos i mean. never. i cannot fathom that ever happening. why? because that stuff only happens in inland cities in america's heartland or something where people are WEIRD.
ok. end rant.
ok. i'm gonna go get ready to end up in niceville, fl now. HEE!

**celisse



Sunday, August 25, 2002
my gosh i am soooo bored.
school in three days. scary scary. i'm kinda excited, but mostly nervous. i dont want to let myself slack off like i did for three years of high school. :o/
i was supposed to go to this convocation thingy at the university today, but i got into a fight with mom and she decided not to take me. *sigh*. anyway.
everyone should check out Orisinal.com which is this really cool site with all these flash games and things. the guy who created it, Ferry Halim is like this Flash Wizard. his sites are awesome.
ugh brb.
*2 hours later*
yeah i went house hunting with my mom.
anyway.. so... how are you all? good? good. i'm just fine, thank you.

**celisse



Wednesday, August 21, 2002
LAH
yay i got my books today. it wasnt as scary and intimidating as i thought it'd be. *sob* i dont wanna go to college.
anyway, i spent $228 or something in that area, so i still have like 72 dollars left over. which is good since i still need to buy books for my sociology and intro. to acting classes. only my math texts were used though :o/ poopy.
eh oh well.
karla came over today to get some magazines i said she could have. and look at some pictures.
ive still not looked at the pics she sent me. i should really do that. i hate that computer though.
LALALALA BORED BORED. i start school in exactly 6 days. *sob*. i dont wannaaaaaaa. i'm such a little kid. sheez.
i was gonna say something.... what was it?
... thinking thinking...
GLKJHAS I CANT REMEMBER!
oh yeah! whee. i was bored today and gave myself a pedicure. now i have the cutest feet on the block! WOO
yeah, like that was important enough to bother "thinking". eek.
i also bought a book bag. its a messenger bag really, but its strap is long enough to use as a backpack so thats ok. AND i bought the Almost Famous <3333 DVD. yayayaya i love that movie a lot. :)

STUPID COMMERCIAL ALERT #1 (i'm gonna try to make this a daily thing, considering there are so many dumb ones)
i love the golden girls. hee! ANYWAY
ok. the dumb lipton liquid concentrate iced tea stuff commercial. STU-PID.
"i'm not american" OH REALLY? the british accent didnt tip me off, thanks for clearing that up, buddy.
"lalala tea tea tea. cold cold cold. pour it in. yuuuuuum!" (well not in that many words). ok, ive had that stuff. its just NOT GOOD. DONT BUY IT, SAVE YOUR MONEY. WAIT NO, SEND ME YOUR MONEY! ok.
"if tea was this good back then, you wouldnt have thrown it into harbor" oh shush up, you snooty british geek.

okie bye.

**celisse



Tuesday, August 20, 2002
lalalala i'm gonna be a supermodellllllllll.
haha this song reminds me so much of middle school.
IF ANYONE FROM MY MIDDLE SCHOOL IS READING THIS (which is unlikely, because we all know NO ONE reads this) I LOVE YOU GUYS!
WELL I'M KINDA LYING I DIDNT REALLY LOVE ANY OF YOU BUT I KINDA LIKED SOME OF YOU!!!!
<33 goooo middle school!
hah dork-mode here.


garrr my arm just cracked like whoa and now it feels kinda weird. eh oh well.
hee i'm happy right now. i dont know why.
know that dumb hanes commercial with the little girl lying on the bed with her cd player singing a dumb song?
thats me right now. except 18. and with a computer too. yeah. and without socks on too.
yeah i'm 5 years old i swear. but i feel good. i'm just sitting here typing this up and working on my site with my headphones on listening to the clueless soundtrack (dont ask) which everyone knows is such a happy soundtrack. so yes. i feel good.
yay. :)

**celisse



Monday, August 19, 2002
x. name = celisse
x. birthday = may 16
x. piercings = ears
x. tattoos = none. i have pretty fake froggy ones that ive only used one of though. :)
x. height = 5'7
x. shoe size = 7.5 - 8.5
x. hair color = brown
x. length = just above shoulders <3333
x. siblings = i'm a spoiled only child. BWAHAH!
x. pets = my four smelly doggies, Woofie, Arnie, Lulu and Baby.

last...
x. movie you rented = i never rent movies :o/ i'm a PPV whore though and the last movie i ordered wasssss... erm.. Orange County. yes.
x. movie you bought = the special edition dvd of Snow White :)
x. song you listened to = erm, that dumb advil lasagne is on the radio again. as usual.
x. song that was stuck in your head = i dont remember :o/
x. song you've downloaded = "Playground Love" - Air
x. cd you bought = gah, i rarely buy cds. i burn mixes all the time.
x. cd you listened to = one of my many mix cds
x. person you've called = mom or someone
x. person that's called you = karla. but i was asleep so i dont think that counts
x. tv show you've watched = sorority life
x. person you were thinking of = i have no idea

do...
x. you have a bf or gf = no. *sniff*
x. you have a crush on someone = not right now. well maybe. I DONT KNOW GO AWAY!
x. you wish you could live somewhere else = yes. St. Thomas. yesssss
x. you think about suicide = no
x. others find you attractive = i dont know. maybe?
x. you want more piercings = i'm anti pain. i used to always want to pierce my eyebrow or lip. now i'm content with maybe a cartilege ring on my ear.
x. you want more tattoos = not really
x. you drink = no. sXe baybeeeee
x. you do drugs = see above.
x. you like cleaning = no its the devil! well ok i like it sometimes when i'm really bored.
x. you like roller coasters = no i'm a chicken.
x. you write in cursive or print = my handwriting is a weird mix of both.
x. you carry a donor card = no.

for or against
x. long distance relationships = erm.. not if its one of those stupid online relationships.
x. using someone = against.
x. suicide = incredibly against. i think suicide is the damn dumbest thing.
x. killing people = FOR! ok kidding.
x. teenage smoking = ew no. smoking in general is bad.
x. doing drugs = against
x. premarital sex = no opinion.
x. driving drunk = yeah lets all get drunk and DIE. fun fun fun.
x. gay/lesbian relationships = for. why not?
x. soap operas = theyre so stupid, but i find myself catching Days of our lives and Passions when i get a chance. i'm PAH-THEH-TICK! wow.

favorite...
x. food = chickennnn
x. song = right now? i dont know. "To Be Free" by Emiliana Torrini
x. thing to do = glarble. stuff.
x. thing to talk about = i like to talk about everything except religion. those debates always end in someone getting pissed off. BSLDKFJS
x. sports = volleyball
x. drinks = orange juice LIKE WHOA!
x. clothes = clean, at least a little cute, and comfy.
x. movies = the cky movies <33333, moulin rouge, empire records... etc etc etc
x. bands = Alkaline Trio, the Get Up Kids, P.O.D. etc etc etc
x. holiday = Christmas
x. cars = any automatic that will get me from a to b.

have you...
x. ever cried over a girl or boy = no
x. ever lied to someone = yes. i'm a semi-compulsive liar. :)
x. ever been in a fist fight = no.
x. ever been arrested = no

what...
x. shampoo do you use = i switch a lot, but mostly GOT 2 B.
x. perfume do you use = Estee Lauder's Pleasures.
x. shoes do you wear = i love vans, but i wear etnies now. that are too small actually. someone buy me new shoes, damnit!
x. are you scared of = ick spiders.

number...
x. of times I have had my heart broken? 0
x. of hearts I have broken? 0
x. of boys I have kissed? 0 i'm a loser :(
x. of girls I have kissed? 0
x. of continents I have lived in? 1
x. of drugs taken illegally? 0
x. of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? NONE
x. of people I consider my enemies? erm.. none really.
x. of people from high school that I stayed in contact with? 2 right now. i dont really want to keep in touch with any of them :o/
x. of cd's that I own? 50 or so.
x. of scars on my body? oi'm a chronic scab picker so i have a bunch. a bunch on my left hand, on my arms, on my knees, DFSLKJD
x. of things in my past that I regret? i regret doing badly in high school and hanging out with the people i did, so i guess two.

**celisse



Monday, August 12, 2002
i was like..
good gracious
ass is BODACIOUS!

**celisse



CelissE 13: the most eventful thing thats happened all summer since i came home from the cruise was that my dog ate a frog and we thought he was gonna DIE so we took him to the emergency vet :(

Fyerfly21: EEK! That's crazy!

Fyerfly21: Was it a big frog or something? Or poisonous looking, until it got eaten?

CelissE 13: i dont know if it was a frog or a toad. all i know is that it was huge. i tried to save it but he bit right into it and that foamy white crap started coming out

CelissE 13: and baby got REALLY sick

Fyerfly21: EEK.

Fyerfly21: That is freaky.

CelissE 13: he couldnt move his legs hardly at all. he was standing and trying to walk but he couldnt move his legs

Fyerfly21: Gah! Is he okay now?

CelissE 13: this happened once before and i managed to wash out his mouth and he was ok, but this time he would not open his mouth at all to let me wash it out.

CelissE 13: yeah. he couldnt walk when we took him. i had to pick him up (and hes HUGE) and put him in the car

Fyerfly21: Aw. Poor doggie. That's no good.

CelissE 13: when we got there, they took his temp and basically said he'd be ok. they made is sit there for an hour or so to make sure he was ok, and then he was up and walking and they sent us home

CelissE 13: so when we got home, lulu was all worried and went up to him and made sure he was ok, and then he lay down on the couch for most of the day and then he was fine.

Fyerfly21: Aw. Aw. And, aw. That's good.

CelissE 13: yeh. now i have to like.. walk him. so that he wont find any more frogs.

CelissE 13: so that was the drama of the morning. i freaked out. i was sitting on the cement outside watching him not being able to walk and just bawling

Fyerfly21: It was just TODAY?

CelissE 13: yeah

Fyerfly21: Geez. I hadn't caught that when you were talking abou it.

CelissE 13: nah. i woke up this morning and let the doggies out. and then i heard a bunch of barking while i was in the potty so i figured they were just barking at another dog, but then when i got there, baby and lulu were chasing some huge frog :o/

CelissE 13: lulu doesnt bite into them though. she just hits them. she likes to eat the lizards more. :o/

Fyerfly21: Heh. That's my cats with spiders. I'm sure if they had a nice frog, they'd eat it too. Heh. Crazy animals, finding odd stuff to eat.

CelissE 13: eesh. yes. i wish he'd find something nice and non-poisonous to eat.



bored bored bored

d.o.b: 05.16.84
location: miami, fl
religion: Christian
occupation: college freshman.

APPEARANCE

hair: brown and auburn.
eyes: brown
height: 5'7"ish
figure: figure? what figure?

STYLE

clothing: clean? hah erm.. whatevers clean and comfy.
music: mostly emo but also a little of most genres
bodyart: i sport that "skin" look. yeah. it works for me.

RIGHT NOW

wearing: jammies
listening to: the morning show on the radio
thinking of: nothing in particular.
feeling: head achey

LAST THING YOU

bought: pepsi blue (I LIKE IT!) and some advil and crap and hair dye for my mom
did: got something to drink.
ate&drank: pepso
read: someones LJ
watched on tv: ...i dont remember watching tv. it was probably the golden girls on friday night.

EITHER/OR

club or houseparty: house party
tea or coffee: depends on what kind of coffee.
beer or cider: cider
drinks or shot: neither. (straight edge for LIFEEEEE, yo.)
cats or dogs: dogs
single or taken: single
pen or pencil: pen
gloves or mittens: mittens. i dont get why people here wear gloves. HELLO. ITS MIAMI. ITS NEVER COLD ENOUGH FOR GLOVES, STUPID PEOPLE NAMED... ok i'll shut up now.
food or candy: food
cassette or cd: cds
coke or pepsi: either
hard or mild alcohol: neither
matches or a lighter: matches. they smell beautifully.
sunset beach or the bold&the beautiful: passions HAH. but only when i remember :o/
Ricki Lake or Oprah Winfrey: Oprah.

WHO DO YOU WANT TO...

kill: all the stupid people in the world.
hear from: james
get really wasted with: no one
tickle: no one
look like: i dont know
be like: celisse marie. oh wait, thats me. hee!
avoid: lots of people.

LAST PERSON YOU

touched: one of the doggies.
talked to: talking to red right now.
hugged: mommy
instant messaged: red
kissed: no one
who broke your heart: no one

WHERE DO YOU

eat: anywhere
dance: in my room, clubs. friends house
wish you were: in bed cuddling with steve

HAVE YOU EVER

dated one of your best friends: no
loved somebody so much it makes you cry: no
drank alcohol: no
done drugs: no
broken the law: no
cheated on a test: no
mooned someone: no
been on a talk show/game show: no. but for a week in Gayvis's class, we were all avoiding doing work and we played this game show type of game where three people pretend to be hookers or criminals or some other type of weird occupation and then the contestant has to ask questions and guess what each person is. hah i got all three right! :) that was fun.
been in a fight: like a fist fight? no. verbal WAR? many, many times :)
ridden in a firetruck: yes
been on a plane: yes
come close to dying: no...well i almost drowned when i was four.
cheated on someone: no
eaten a worm/mud pie: ew no.
swam in the ocean: yes. i love the ocean.
had a nightmare/dream that woke you up: yes.

WHAT IS

the most embarrassing cd in your collection: mc hammer. but dude i was like 7!
your favorite thing for breakfast: i dont usually eat breakfast.
your favorite thing for lunch: i dont know. whatevers around.
your favorite thing for dinner: same as above.
your favorite restaurant: the olive garden and the long horn. whale harbor is good too.

ARE YOU

a vegetarian? no
a good student: i'm a slacker. :o/ i'm gonna try really really hard in college though.
good at sports: no
good singer: kinda. i sang in chorus for a while.
a good actress: people say i am. i dont really act much though. although i'm taking an acting course this semester! woooo
a deep sleeper: yes
a good dancer: no
shy: yes
outgoing: i guess?
a good storyteller: like when speaking? no. i ramble. but i'm a good writer.



Friday, August 09, 2002
ooh! i also found a nifty FIU Community on LiveJournal


GRAH!
i'm in a pissy mood but i'm not gonna go into why. wandering eyes and such are always lurking. anyway, i'll just skip to the good part of my day :)
my mom and i went to Dr. Snows office. She sent me off on a hunt for apple juice though, so i didnt get to go in with her to see him. She says he said shes doing very well. He took out the stitches. Everythings ok and thats a big relief for everyone.
They made a new lobby in the hospital. Its pretty, but its strange to see some big building that wasnt there like two weeks ago. miami is weird like that. *sigh*. aaaaaaanyway, after we left the hospital, we went to target to stock up on school supplies and such (anyone who knows me knows that my mom and i are school/office supply FREAKS!). twas fun, twas fun. :)
i got...
FIVE one subject notebooks (with perforated sheets! oh the fun!!). theyre so pretty. i have two that are 3-D bubble thingies (one pink, one blue), one thats red, white and blue with boxes and stars, one thats this funky green/grey/metallic color and has little dots pushed out of it, and one thats just red/orangeish colored boxes. yaaay!
TWO fancy schmancy mechanical pencils with the twisty erasers :)
ONE really nifty white out strip pen thinger.
THREE stretchy book covers
(two solids (red and purple) and one blue one with white stars. i dont know why my mom decided to pick these up, i have like 238202 of them already :o/
HI-LIGHTERS! (yellow, green, pink, purple, blue. whee!!)
these page sticky things that stick out of the books so you know where to look (post-it stuff is COOOOOOOL!)
ONE accordian file folder thinger majigger
ONE really cool Todd Oldham shower curtain
with pretty stars on it since my shower curtain was falling apart :o/
ONE really cool Todd Oldham tree floor lamp
ONE flavored lipgloss by Jane
(yummy watermelon-whipped cream flavor)
ONE heathers dvd that doesnt work :o/
aaaaaand ONE really pretty planner
with stars and flowers and things all over it.

exciting days are made when school supply shopping is involved. YAY! :)

**celisse



Saturday, August 03, 2002
yesh so ive been meaning to watch about 23920 movies but i havent really gotten much of a chance to. i did catch up on my list today though.

Signs:
Yeah my aunt downloaded this movie a week ago and brought it over for my mom and i on a cd. it wasnt really scary, but it was pretty good and i liked it. there were some funny lines, like when Mel Gibson is talking to his little girl about the water and she keeps making all these excuses as to why she wont drink it. Signs was a pretty cool movie all in all, but not as scary as the ads like to make you think.

Shallow Hal:
i saw most of this movie, but my mom kept fricken bothering me during the whole damb thing, so i didnt really see it all. it was ok, kinda cute, kinda funny, kinda boring. :o/

Bubble Boy: i guess i cant really say i WATCHED this, but it was on while i was doing other stuff! darnit. erm.. it was ok i guess? but i cant really say. i only really watched because Jake Gyllenhaal (spelling is probably incorrect) is just so darned cute. hee!

aaaaand i just ordered orange county on PPV so we'll see how that goes. ive wanted to see it since it came out in the theatres. :) i'll also probably order slackers and harry potter if i'm bored enough. :o/

bored bored bored
**celisse



Friday, August 02, 2002
whole bunch of quizzes:

I am 25% Raver

Well, I may have been to a rave. I probably know a bunch of ravers, but they may think of me as an outsider. That's okay, at least I am not a complete freak.

Take the Raver Test at fuali.com

I am 26% Tortured Artist

I have some artistic ability, but it is probably a hobby and doesn't drive my life into a dark abysmal hole were I am alone and against the world.

Take the Tortured Artist Test at fuali.com

I am 39% Emo

Hmm.. I should stop listening to Dashboard Confessional.... enough said... Now that I stopped looking at my shoes, I know how the real world looks.

Take the Emo Test at fuali.com
bah what a lie. i hate dashboard confessional. and i dont own those clunky shoes.
ok fine, i do own clunky shoes BUT NOT THE ONES THEYRE TALKING ABOUT!
I'M NOT MAGAZINE EMO, DAMNIT!

I am 38% Geek

You probably work in computers, or a history deptartment at a college. You never really fit in with the "normal" crowd. But you have friends, and this is a good thing.

Take the Geek Test at fuali.com

I am 33% Internet Addict

I could go either way. Deep into the madness of nights filled with coding CGI-Scripts and online role playing games, or I could become a normal user. Good luck!

Take the Internet Addict Test at fuali.com



Thursday, August 01, 2002
i stole this from Red's Livejournal

[Current Clothes] Oversized Mickey Shirt and shorts. aka, jammies.
[ Current Mood ] just fine.
[ Current Music ] Moby - Extreme Ways
[ Current Taste ] Saliva
[ Current Make-up ] None.
[ Current Hair ] Back in a ponytail
[ Current Annoyance ] Stupid people on Palace
[ Current Smell ] Nothing
[ Current thing I ought to be doing] Reading or something productive
[ Current Desktop Picture ] The beach
[ Current Favorite Artist ] not applicable?
[ Current Favorite Group ] Andrew WK. dont ask.
[ Current Book you're reading] i'm technically reading two books right now. so erm.. Desecration by Tim LaHaye and Jerry B. Jenkins AND Wicked by Gregory Maguire
[ Current CD in CD Player] a cd i burned the other night with Andrew WK crap and 80s songs.
[ Current DVD in player] Moulin Rouge. it does not ever leave my DVD player
[ Current Color Of Toenails ] traces of pink glitter...
[ Current Refreshment ] water
[ Current Worry ] college loans :(
~~~~~~
BASICS
Name: Celisse
Sex: Female
Birthday: May 16th
Height: 5'7 and ONE HALF
Hair Color: Auburn with dark brown roots.
Eye Color: Brown
Eye Color of Choice: Blue
Writing Hand: Right

BODY ILLS AND SKILLS
Nervous Habits: Nail Biting and Pacing
Do you bite your nails? yes
Are you double jointed? No.
Can you roll your tongue? yes
Can you blow smoke rings? no
Can you blow spit bubbles? yes. :)
Can you cross your eyes? Yes.

CLOTHES
On the average, how much money do you carry in your purse/wallet? as much as i have. the past week ive been carrying around a lot, but now i have.. none?
What jewelry do you wear 24/7? left pinky ring.
What's sexiest article of clothing on a guy? Black undershirt :)
For a chick? short skirts and long jackets. BWAHAH!.
Favorite Piece of Clothing: my long long jeans and my white blouse with all the pretty little poke holes. :)
Pajamas: i dont really have any specific set of pajamas, so i'll just say my pants with the penguins.

FOOD
Do you wind your spaghetti or cut it? cut and wind
Have you ever eaten Spam? no. ew. i get a lot of it in the mail sense though.
How often do you brush your teeth? A couple times a day.
How often do you shower/bathe? Once daily.
How long does your shower last? 45 minutes to an hour
Hair drying method: air mostly. sometimes i go through blow drying phases.
Have you ever colored/highlighted your hair? yes
What colors has your hair been? just auburn and other reddish colours.
If that fountain of youth existed, would you drink from it? i'll wait till i'm 50 to answer this.
Do you paint your nails? yes. i havent lately though.

MANNERS
Do you swear? not really.
Do you ever spit? no

WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE...
Actor/Actress: i have a lot. right now off the top of my head i'll say Natalie Portman and Ewan Mcgregor
Food: My mommys chicken.
Month: May, December
Day: weekends
Cartoon: the angry beavers!
Shoe Brand: Vans
Subject in school: i hate school.
Color: blue and silver
Person to talk to online: gah i talk to tooooo many people online
Sport: skateboarding
Body part on/in you: IN me??? my... colon!
Body part on the opposite sex: back, arms, necks.
TV show: Buffy, Sorority Life (i'm such a dork)
Movie: wow i have a lot. erm. Moulin Rouge. Empire Records. Anywhere But Here. Forces of Nature. The Beach. etc etc
Holiday: Christmas, Halloween
Magazine: I read Seventeen but i dont like it anymore. I'm quite a fan of CosmoGIRL though.
Thing To Do In The Summer: swim. but i dont have a pool anymore :(
Thing To Do In The Winter: swim. but i dont have a pool anymore :(
Perfume or Cologne: Pleasures, CK1, Dream. and various body splashes.
TV Station: MTV, Disney

IN AND AROUND
The CD Player: various things...
Person you talk most on the phone with: karla
Ever taken a cab? YES. i hate them!
Do you regularly check yourself out in store windows and mirrors? sometimes
What color is your bedroom? pink
Do you use an alarm clock? yes
Name one thing you are obsessed with: music
Have you ever skinny-dipped with the opposite sex?: No.
Ever sunbathed nude? no
Window seat or aisle?: Window

LA LA LAND
What's your sleeping position? whatever keeps me cool.
Even in hot weather do you use a blanket? lately ive been using just a thin throw.
Do you snore? i dont know. ive been told i do.
Do you sleepwalk? not that i know of.
Do you talk in your sleep? no.
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? yes
How about with the light on? yes
Do you fall asleep with the TV or radio on? yes

GIRL QUESTIONS
What is the nicest thing a guy could do for you? i dont know.
What is the first thing you notice when you look at a guy? hair.
What do you think of cheating? its stupid. but i've never been in that situation so i dont really know.
Makeup. Should we have to wear it or not? erm... i wear it sometimes.
What do you think of Pamela Anderson? I try not to at all. <---- yeah same.

**celisse



my mom came back from the hospital on monday.
i'm glad to report that she is doing very very well. she only needed her nurse for two days. thats excellent when considering what she went through last summer. :o)
bah. i'm bored like whoa.
it must be AT LEAST 173 billion degrees in my house. the doggies are melting into small puddles of fur and drool. :(
i think i'll give them a big bowl of ice water. they'd like that. :)
ive been having a lot of bad dreams lately. i think its because of the heat. :o/
my subconcious is trying to tell me things i dont want to hear! gah! hee! :)
blargh. i went with karla to lincoln road on saturday. there was nothing there though :o/ we did see this interesting art gallery though. it was.... strange? yes.
wow this song is old. this dj guy likes playing old songs. special officer rosey is back! bwahah.
i'm so bored. and i'm rambling on and on and on. someone please entertain me. :(

Smilie Counter: This post contains 7 smilies. thats pathetic. :o/ 8 SMILIES!
**celisse