Im just a normal 19 yr old living in N miami beach, chillen... trying to get my life in order. Searching for my meaning in life. Im 100% Aries, im PuertoRok/Qban/Columbian- I got a nice mix. I over-Analyze,Forget things easy,Get too deep into things,say things without thinking,Ignore you so i dont have to talk to you,Get mad easily and im impulsivly jealous, Just so you know. On a better note, im very easygoing and down to earth. Iv been told im a good listener... amoung other things hehehe.
Iv been SwitchHitting for 3 years now and iv had 3 relationships which all of them i regret.Those 3 relationships were a learning experience, ill be sure to not make the same mistakes twice. Im just so tired of having to say goodbye. The hardest thing iv ever had to do was to accept that iv been dumped... Its like stabbing yourself in the heart then throwing yourself down a well. Your heart,Body,Soul tell you to try to hold on and not give up but your mind wants to get over with it. Somehow i always try to prolong the unevitable, i just cant give up someone i love. Things arent always rainbows and butterflys, its Heartbreak and crying eyes. I get too attached to people, and im way too jealous. I cant help falling head over heels when i find someone i like, thats also a curse. I have too much love running through my veins going to waste. Do you think love comes again? i sure hope so... I dont mind spending everyday waiting around for the right guy, aslong as he does show up one day.
Im all about PLUR ( Peace Love Unity Respect )The four things i find most important in life. I love meeting new people, Reading, Writing, Dancing,Final Fantasy,Exercise,Electronic music,Venturing outdoors lol, BreakDancing, Sketching, Malls, Anything glow in the dark. I also have an unheathly obsession with the homo-nocturnus (Vampires). Lol im not a freak but its just been something iv always found interesting. Maybe if your lucky ill show you where i have my Batwing tattoo :P lol. The tattoo on my neck means nocturnal aswell. What most guys fail to understand is that im still young, im only 19 so i need a guy who can keep up with me while i build up my life. im not an old man you know... i like to have fun and not worry all the time. Theres a time to worry and a time to enjoy life.
Fuck the Prejudice, Fuck Ignorance, Fuck Rank, Fuck Social Status, Fuck Violence, Fuck Racism, Fuck Politics, Fuck anyone who tries to hold us back. The revolution is unstoppable.
The key to being happy is self-acceptance. Love yourself and dont give a fuck what others think of you. This is what im trying to master lol. Never be negative becuase negativity begets negativity. Being optimistic inlife is essential for healthy living. Dont ask me why, thats just the way life is. Insecurity holds us down every now and then but we have to learn to overcome our fears about ourselves. Maybe we will never be better looking or funnier or more muscular then the next person but atleast we can sleep knowing that it doesnt matter what other people think about us, because they dont matter lol....
in the words of a wise woman- "Nothing really matters, Love is all we need"
