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so the first time i feel safe, im forced to let go. for once i'm satisfied. i've met the greatest guy in the world. i could spend every day, every hour, every minute and every second talking to him. but now i have to let go. is it fair? i dont understand. why for once when i can finally look at my position and say, "wow, i'm really happy. i love my life" do i have to let it slip away. i refuse to give it up. i refuse to believe that this is what is meant to be. its not fair. im so happy, so safe, so sheltered, so spoiled and i dont understand. sho ippai aishiteru...