In the midst of it all I look back and reminisce...
The times we had, all the little things I'll always miss...
The gateway to heaven is unlocking your smile, your warm embrace...
The gift of my day is seeing your face...
Hearing your voice soothing my ears...
How you've seemed to extinguish all my fears...
I lose my mind, my soul in your eyes...
Your feelings towards me, Can you hear my hearts cries...
In a silent night, in a twiglight reverie...
The moment of truth, our relationship I see...
We are still the perfect match, the couple everyone wishes they were...
But they never will be, we are Jinnie and Josh...
Two people that know exactly what each other needs...
A couple of kids that see their love in front of their eyes and took grasp of it...
Thank You for this happiness...
Thank You for the times we had, and the times we will have...
My present...My Future...
I Love you, My Angel in Disguise...
...It started off with a kiss
...Then it continued with Memories
...The feelings grew stronger
...The thoughts expanded
...It made it more than just a simple relationship
...It came down to three words
Jinnie,
..You capitivated my life since the moment you entered it. Your loving words to the way you wrap your arms around you, you had me. You took my heart and held it in your hands, and I stood amazed in front of you. No one in my life has influenced me as much as you have, has made me feel like a better person with a single phone call. Your praise brightens my day; regardless my mood or my state of mind you always seem to do this to me. My cheek bones rise, my face lights up, and there I am smiling at your love. You never fail to amaze me, you never fail to keep me loving you even more by the day. Through good times and bad, through arguments and loving memories, through it all we will remain the couple that everyone wishes they were. No one can emulate our happiness or duplicate our feelings for one another. I look into the starlit sky and the stars spell your name in front of my eyes. Reality is something I know I can escape with you, you are the girl that was sent to me from god. You were the girl that is here to sweep me off my feet and show me that there is nothing to fear. My past is dead, the old moments, the bad memories are all extinct now..all I can feel is your touch on my skin. The softness of your lips on mine and that is when I realized that the fear of losing you is pointless. How could I possibly lose someone that cares for me just as much as I care for her? Humans escape thought every once and while. They let silly things bother them, things that are actually only existent in their minds alone. I was a victim of that experience, I let my fears which were non-existent to begin with get the best of me. We are coming up on a date signifying the fact you've been in my life, a piece of my heart for the last 3 months. We continue to prove everybody wrong, to retain our relationship into something I like to call "perfect". The minor flaws that come along the way don't even knick the surface of what we have in general. I'm sorry for my actions, sorry for doubting something that should have never been doubted in the first place. The Josh you fell in love with, the one that shared those times with...is still here. He may have disappeared for a day or two, but I'm still the same person. I realize that you mean so much to me Jinnie, that is irreplaceable. Thank you god for my angel in disguise, thank you for that smile that wakes me up in the deepest of sleep, thank you for the love that warms my heart beyond the pessimistic. Thank you for being My Jinnie, and I will continue to thank you for a long time to come...
"Love is extravagant, it's priceless and bold, it escapes the most dreadful of situations, and it glows evident beyond the darkest of nights, all risks, extinct to mind, feel it's power...use it." - Emily Dickinson
Your Sweetie...
Josh