Apathy

Vacant and devoid of feeling,

Can't remember the last time I cried

Walking in circles

Blankly staring at ceilings,

Needed something to feel satisfied about, to feel justified

I tied you down deep because the pain was too great

Retraced my steps through reality

Looking for the happiness I lost

Only to find life lost its sense of fate

Sounds muffled, playing with corrupted fidelity

Looking for a way to turn myself upside down

It comes so naturally to everyone else

Empty inside,

Bitter and ill at ease

One thousand jesters aiming to please

You've been my friend without a name

Feelings of loneliness in rooms so full

You drive me to insanity, always the same

Far too little to care about, far too long

Held my hand and stabbed my back

The venom you fed me

Hid from me what I lacked

Questions I didn't dare

(To ask)

People I could care

(To love)

Years gone by, yea

(They passed)

Apathy

Not reality

Apathy