I'm in a confused place. That's where I'm at. Everyday when I listen to the radio "Fallen" makes me want to weep.
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Heaven bend to take my hand
And lead me through the fire
Be the long awaited answer
To a long and painful fight
Truth be told I've tried my best
But somewhere along the way
I got caught up in all there was to offer
And the cost was so much more than I could bear
Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...
We all begin out with good intent
When love was raw and young
We believed that we could change ourselves
The past could be undone
But we carry on our backs the burden
Time always reveals
In the lonely light of morning
In the wound that would not heal
It's the bitter taste of losing everything
I've held so dear.
I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I've messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...
Heaven bend to take my hand
I've nowhere left to turn
I've lost to these I thought were friends
To everyone I know
Oh they turned their heads embarassed
Pretend that they don't see
That it's one wrong step one slip before you know it
And there doesn't seem a way to be redeemed
Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I've messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...
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Yeah. So that's where I'm at. Today. Maybe tomorrow as well. And then probably the day after that. Who knows?