September 9, 2004
American Heart Association Walk. It is a 3 mile walk held in Colonie, New York on October 2, 2004 at 9:30 am. Please donate Every bit helps
Capital Region Heart walk online

August 28, 2004
Damn i remember when PalTalk was actually fun!!! Now that there are camming rooms it's al turned into a porno chat site. "PT" WAS The thing!
It's Soooooo HOT! Too hot to do anything! So i got my computer back (Shane broke it) eh, so far its workin. "Knock on wood".
I went to the movies and seen Open Water. That movie sucked. The guy on the radio said it was suppossed to be better than Jaws. Well it wasn't!

August 16, 2004
So i was at the mall and i got this great shirt, whats so great you may ask....well, the shirt reads, "I Ran Into My Ex-Boyfriend, So I Put It In Reverse And Hit Him Again". Yes Great shirt. You can get it at your local Debshop

August 15, 2004
I woke up to Sinead O'Connor this morning, I wonder what she's up to these days. I remember watching MTV and seeing her shaved head on the screen singing "nothing compares to you". That was a decent song. I liked it!
I am missing alot of people...one's i shouldnt and the others i should make an attempt to see. I'm afraid we may have changed too much and wont know each other anymore, Making it akward to converse. If i had one wish I would wish to be 17-19 again. Those years were the greatest, besides the one tragic experience. I miss it all. Now im in schenectady and I have no one like I did then

August 08, 2004
I wake up this morning, 1am, the phones ringing. I pick it up and glance at the caller id. Rhi's number appears. Thinking to my self "why the hell is she callin". I press the talk button and say, "hello"? A soothing but turbulent voice speaks. It's JT, he asks if i know who it is and i tell him i do and couldn't forget his voice. we talk for about an hour, how things are with him and how i'm doing. His words slurring so i assume he'd been drinking prior to calling. He apologises for laying his hands on me back then after i grill him for lying about the circumstances of that night. Tells me my voice sounds sooo sweet to him and asks me to come over. Says he's goin to bed in 20 minutes. I told him to have a nice night and not to wait up for me.
*sigh*

August 03, 2004
So I met this new guy. He has the same name as my dog. Ironic Anyways, I like him!!

July 4, 2004
I went to Clifton Park to see some pretty good fireworks and on the way i seen a restaraunt called "Soup Doggy Dogg". Funny. Too Bad I didnt have my camera to take a picture. Im on vacation this week. I looked at the forecast and it's supposed to have thunder storms all week. SUCKS!

June 25,2004
Updated my pictures....AdmireI went to the "Great Escape" and i got burnt on my shoulders. It was really fun! The Water Park wasn't open though. The rides seemed faster than i remember. Probably just me.

June 01, 2004
Rhi and i have been going to the gym. I like going alone rather than with her. Mabey cause i can do my own thing and take my time. My Diary isnt working Agelfire doesnt do third party so i guess my links face is going to change! I've been dating and am really shady. This girl a work likes me but she has a girlfriend. Im down for it, She's cute but Geez all I need is more drama at the work place! Ain't nobody gotta know though!I need to go to the gym more!
I have such a migraine!

April 19,2004
Today white 4 door sunfire was pulled over in the parking lot at work. Three popo cars were there. The guy driving was being frisked, he was screaming something. People are always getting pulled over there and always atleast 2 popo cars in action.
SchenectadyIm now a "cock blocker". This girl came up to me at work asking if i knew the guy(NJM)working in isle 4. I told her yeah and asked why. She said she thought he was hot.I told her he 's my ex..... go talk to him, he's a nice guy and easy to talk to. she said no way. i'd go tell him for you and she said she'd run. Asked me how old he was and i said he's 26. OMG im only 16....never mind...yep.... Thats me!

April 13, 2004
Updated my pictures.....Admire
Ah yes....ya know how karma works right? Well, Jt has to pay $1,100 to get his car fixed. I guess his side mirror was found on the ground. Must have been knocked off, and lots of mechanical problems.....
What goes around comes around

April 10, 2004
Fuckin' people. This lady came throught and i had to refund her some items cause they rang up wrong. She's standin there yelling at me saying its my fault it rang up the wrong price. The lines are sooo damn long. Then she says she doesnt like my attitude. Then she said i didnt say "thank you have a nice day" i wasn't even done with her damn order,i had just started. It aint my fault you asses wait until the last minute to go shopping!!!!


April 09, 2004
I went to Sneaky Pete's last night and seen lots of people i knew. I pushed some girl Madd hard cause she was making her way through the crowd and slammed into one of my friends. She looked back like she was gonna actually do something...Yeah and i fell down the stairs, i wasnt drunk tho...i thought there was one less stair.


April 03, 2004
Today i sat in the security room to monitor 2 young girls steal makeup. $35.00 worth of mascara, lip gloss eye shadow and other misc. things. The one girl was crying because the cops had to come get her. The other ones parents got her. Stupid girls will probably do it again. The one was all cool about it like she'd gotten caught before and other was scared like it was her first time. The scared one's mom came to get her and she was soooooooo mad. I remember when i got caught stealing it was my first and my friend's 3rd time. Yesterday The present EX said some crazy shit about feeling like killing himself. Puuuuhhhhllleeezzzzz thats soo immature he's like 25!!!!


March 30, 2004
So that guy (I'll call him NJM)who suppossedly respected me, *psh*......I broked it off with him. Why? Cause lies lies lies and that feeling wasnt there. The thing that really pushed me over the edge was, for Valentine's Day he said i was to have roses delivered to my job. The end of my shift came around and no beautiful red bouquet. The next day I called the flower shop and they said that they had no record of deliverey to my job. I asked him and he wasn't upset, he didnt do anything to find out what happened, and never denied that he lied about sending them to me!!!! He fell "In-love" with me the first week and clinged to me like static.
He said that im Cold-Hearted


January 28, 2004
Last week i got a visit from his new girl (jm) at my work. Btw i kicked him (jt) out 6 months ago. Soooo She got in my face and talked some trash and left. while she was walking in the parking lot she deceided to take a key to the trunk of my car! Stupid, Stupid, Stupid, dont u know we have video cameras that watch everything? We got that bitch on tape!!! She confessed and is goin to pay the $436.48 in damages. Thats an estimate i got. Ohh and Him and her are kicked out of my store, if they come in they will be arrested!!!!!
DRAMA DRAMA DRAMA

January 20, 2004
Make a donation of atleast 2$ and you can get the password to My Dirty Little Seccrets

January 1, 2004
Lets let the past be the past, and get off to a new year!! Broke it off with jt. Kicked him out 6 months ago and im now with someone else. The past 2 years were all heartbreak and tears. New Year, New Everything!!!