1. I hurt: when I hurt others 2. I love: My family, my friends, outdoors, raint, ants. 3. I hate: being heartbroken. 4. I cry: too easily and I cry during movies. 5. I fear: that I am not worthy of their affections. 6. I hope: for love 7. I sadden: with happy memories. 8. I feel alone: when I am sad 9. I kill: silences that aren’t comfortable 10. I talk: too much. 11. I listen: to anyone who needs someone to listen. 12. I break: too much 13. I see: blue 14. I smell: rain 15. I taste: oranges 16. I work: on the things that I want to change. 17. I remember: everything 18. I hold: on to worthless memories. 19. I hide: sadness. 20. I pray: to no one. 21. I walk: too little. 22. I drive: too much. 23. I read: into everything. 24. I burn: I’m a pyro. 25. I breathe: your smell 26. I play: with my cat 27. I miss: him 28. I touch: no one. 29: I learn: that pain is part of life. 30. I feel: regret 31. I know: that love exists. 32. I said: that he would be the one to leave. 33. I dream: I dream of being happy. I dream of something that will never be. 34. I have: a broken heart. And hope for the future. 35. I want: a kiss from someone who means it. 36. I fall: in love very easily. 37. I wait: for someone who is never coming back. For happiness. For contentment with what I have and for the day I stop waiting for what I don’t. 38. I need: a good friend. 39. I live: even though so many times I’ve hurt so much I thought I would die. 40. I die: when my heart breaks. When he leaves it breaks a little more. I die a little more. and now... way too much or clear.