The Cost

All alone i sit and wonder why there is so much pain
Words cant show how i feel and the only thing to hide the tears is the rain
To her i gave my all, my love and my heart only to have it ripped apart
Now i look around and wonder where to start
Where do i start to pick up the pieces and the shattered dreams?
Deep down it feels as if im coming apart at the seams.

I sit and wonder how do i go on
Because to be honest im not sure if im that strong
I sit and wonder, how do i hide the pain?
I know that i must because somewhere theres so much to gain
You were my everything and the love of my life
So much i would give, so much to sacrafice

I know in my heart that life will go on
But the line to happiness can be a mile long
So i'll put on a fake smile and hide the hurt inside
Deep down im hurt, but on the outside i'll show pride
One day i'll find the one who will make everything alright
Until that day i will continue to fight
Fight to rebuild myself and all that i have lost
Because i learned the hard way that with love there is a cost.