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HANI's Honey

Last night I had a crazy dream
A wish was granted just for me
It could be for anything
I didn't ask for money
Or a mansion in Malibu
I simply wished for one more day with you

One more day
One more time
One more sunset
Maybe I'd be satisfied
But then again
I know what it would do
Leave me wishing still
For one more day with you

First thing I'd do is pray for time to crawl
I'd unplug the telephone and keep the TV off
I'd hold you every second
Say a million I love yous
That's what I'd do
With one more day with you
I'm gonna make a change
For once in my life
It's gonna feel real good
Gonna make a difference
Gonna make it right

As I turn up the collar on
My favourite winter coat
This wind is blowin' my mind
I see the kids in the street
With not enough to eat
Who am I, to be blind?
Pretending not to see their needs

A summer's disregard
A broken bottle top
And a one man's soul
They follow each other
On the wind, ya' know
'Cause they got no where to go
That's why I want you to know

I'm starting with the man in the mirror
I'm asking him to change his ways
And no message
Could have been any clearer
If you wanna make the world
A better place
Take a look at yourself
And then make a change

I've been a victim of
A selfish kind of love
It's time that I realize
That there are some
With no home, not a nickel to loan
Could it be really me
Pretending that they're not alone?

A willow deeply scarred
Somebody's broken heart
And a washed-out dream
They follow the pattern
Of the wind, ya' see
Cause they got no place to be
That's why I'm starting with me
Suddenly something has happened to me
As I was having my cup of tea
Suddenly I was feeling depressed
I was utterly and totally stressed
Do you know you made me cry
Do you know you made me die

And the thing that gets to me
Is you'll never really see
And the thing that freaks me out
Is I'll always be in doubt

It is a lovely thing that we have
It is a lovely thing that we
It is a lovely thing: the animal
The animal instinct

So take my hands and come with me
We will change reality
So take my hands and we will pray
They won't take you away
They will never make me cry, no
They will never make me die

And the thing that gets to me
Is you'll never really see
And the thing that freaks me out
Is I'll always be in doubt

The animal, the animal, the animal instinct in me
It's the animal, the animal, the animal instinct in me
It's the animal, it's the animal, it's the animal instinct in me
It's the animal, it's the animal, it's the animal instinct in me
I'm standing on a bridge
I'm waiting in the dark
I thought that you'd be here by now
There's nothing but the rain
No footsteps on the ground
I'm listening but there's no sound

Isn't anyone trying to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home
It's a damned cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I... I'm with you

I'm with you

I'm looking for a place
I'm searching for a face
Is anybody here I know?
'Cause nothin's going right
And everything's a mess
And no one likes to be alone

Oh why is everything so confusing
Maybe I'm just out of my mind
Yea yeah yea yeah

Take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I... I'm with you

I'm with you
I'm with you
The evening breeze caressed the trees tenderly
The trembling trees embraced the breeze tenderly
Then you and I came wandering by
And lost in a sigh were we

The shore was kissed by sea and mist tenderly
I can't forget how two hearts met breathlessly
Your arms opened wide and closed me inside
You took my lips, you took my love so tenderly
There are worst things I could do
Than "go" with a boy or two
Even though the neighborhood
Thinks I'm trashy and no good
I suppose it could be true
But there are worst things I could do.

I could flirt with all the guys
Smile at them and bat my eyes
Press against them when we dance
Make them think they stand a chance
Then refuse to see it through
That's a thing I never do.

I could stay home every night
Wait around for Mister Right
Take cold showers every day
And throw my life away
On a dream that won't come true.

I could hurt someone like me
Out of spite or jealousy
I don't steal and I don't lie
But I can feel and I can cry
Of such I'll bet you never do
As to cry in front of you

That's the worst thing I could do
You'll never see the courage I know
Its color's richness won't appear within your view
I'll never glow the way that you glow
Your presence dominates the judgements made on you

But as the scenery grows, I see in different lights
The shades and shadows undulate in my perception
My feelings swell and stretch, I see from greater heights
I understand what I am still too proud to mention ... to you

You'll say you understand; but you don't understand
You'll say you'd never give up seeing eye to eye
But never is a promise and you can't afford to lie

You'll never touch these things that I hold
The skin of my emotions lies beneath my own
You'll never feel the heat of this soul
My fever burns me deeper than I've ever shown ... to you

You'll say, don't fear your dreams; it's easier than it seems
You'll say, you'd never let me fall from hopes so high
But never is a promise and you can't afford to lie

You'll never live this life that I live
I'll never live the life that wakes me in the night
You'll never hear the message I give
You'll say it looks at though I might give up this fight

But as the scenery grows, I see in different lights
The shades and shadows undulate in my perception
My feelings swell and stretch, I see from greater heights
I realize what I am now too smart to mention ... to you

You'll say you understand; you'll never understand
I'll say I'll never wake up knowing how or why
I don't know what to believe in; you don't know who I am
You'll say I need appeasing when I start to cry
But never is a promise and I'll never need a lie
Something about the way you smiled at me just drove me wild
Wish I could know if you're alone; don't wanna cramp your style
But I cannot deny the feel that I feel when I look straight into your eyes
Feel my heart beating fast for a challenge may arise

I wanna know if you feel the way I do (I do)
I wanna know if there's a chance for me and you (and you)
If theres no way, meet at the bar and say you can't (you can't)
'Cause I don't wanna be, I don't wanna be, I don't wanna be
Unfair to Mr. Man, unfair to Mr. Man, unfair

Like the way you've given me attention through the night
Maybe I've had too much Remy, my man's right by my side
Everytime I catch you watchin' me I feel something down my spine
I'll play the game, it's just for fun and only for tonight

I wanna know what makes you feel the way you do (you do)
I think you hoping there's a chance for me and you (and you)
Should I meet you at the bar and say we can't? (we can't)
'Cause I don't wanna be, I don't wanna be. I don't wanna be
Unfair to Mr. Man, unfair to Mr. Man, unfair to Mr. Man

I know all you wanna know is answers
'Cause you could give me what I need
We both know that we're attracted
Should we let our desires lead?
Baby, won't you keep your distance
You're getting too close to me
I've been feeling my resistance
Melting away
But she said she wouldn't mind
If I spent a little time
Said you were a friend of mine
She could trust me out of sight
Now two bottles later on
And I think I stayed too long
I forget where I belong
Saying please don't turn me on

Don't say my love is too familiar
'Cos she's everything to me
Don't say what she don't know won't kill her
I'm playing away
Put your hands where I can see
Baby, you know what I mean
'Cos you're looking good to me
And you know I feel the heat
As you button up your dress
And I wake up in your bed
With a head full of regrets
Saying please don't turn me on

Don't want to lose the love I have
'Cos once it's gone can't take it back
You know that I want to
Doesn't matter what I hear you say
I see the look that's in your eyes
Please don't turn me on

It's getting late, I know I should be gone
Don't push me 'cos I'm not that strong
You can never make it right from wrong
Please don't touch me there
Stop playing with my mind it's not fair
When you know I've got another who cares
And she's waiting for me somewhere out there
All night long
I'm horny all night long (5x)
I'm horny

You got me horny in the morning
And you know uh oh
I tried to call you
But I can't find the telephone
I sent a message through the internet
But it rejected
I wrote a letter
And I sent it but uh oh oh
The postage takes so long
So I got to sing this song
To let you know how I feel
What's the deal baby
And I can't wait for you
And the things you make me do
My heart is ringing so I'm singing
This song for you

I search from time to time
But I can't find my bedroom
Now I got so desperate that
I sent a rocket to the moon
In New York City, someone said
They saw you singing the blues
But it was a man from nowhere land
That looked like you
Now we'll keep searching on
This feeling's much too strong
My heart is ringing and I'm singing
This song for you

I'm horny, horny, horny tonight (2x)

The postage takes so long
So I got to sing this song
To let you know how I feel
What's the deal baby
And I can't wait for you
And the things you make me do
My heart is ringing so I'm singing
This song for you

I'm horny all night long (12x)

I'm horny
Horny, horny, horny
So horny
I'm horny, horny, horny
Tonight
Lay beside me
Tell me what they've done
Speak the words I wanna hear
To make my demons run
The door is locked now
But it's open if you're true
If you can understand the me
Then I can understand the you

Lay beside me
Under wicked sky
The black of day
Dark of night
We share this paralyze
The door cracks open
But there's no sun shining through
Black heart scarring darker still
But there's no sun shining through
No, there's no sun shining through
No, there's no sun shining

What I've felt
What I've known
Turn the pages
Turn the stone
Behind the door
Should I open it for you?

What I've felt
What I've known
Sick and tired
I stand alone
Could you be there
'Cause I'm the one who waits for you
Or are you unforgiven too?

Come lay beside me
This won't hurt, I swear
She loves me not
She loves me still
But she'll never love again
She lay beside me
But she'll be there when I'm gone
Black heart scarring darker still
Yes, she'll be there when I'm gone
Yes, she'll be there when I'm gone
Dead sure she'll be there

Lay beside me
Tell me what I've done
The door is closed, so are your eyes
But now I see the sun
Now I see the sun
Yes, now I see it

What I've felt
What I've known
So sick and tired
I stand alone
Could you be there
'cause I'm the one who waits

The one who waits for you

What I've felt
What I've known
Turn the pages
Turn the stone
Behind the door
Should I open it for you?

So I dub thee unforgiven

Oh, what I've felt
Oh, what I've known
I take this key
And I bury it in you
Because you're unforgiven too

Never free
Never me
'cause you're unforgiven too
You say, "Why does everything revolve around you?"
You say, "Why does everything I do confound you?"
You say that I pulled the world from under you
You can't go through it this time

And I could be good, and I would
If I knew I was understood
And it'll be great, just wait
Or is it too little too late?

One day, this embarrassment will fade behind me
And that day I could think of things that won't remind me
But these days it's unbearable for both of us
We can't discuss it this way

I'm gaining strength
Trying to learn to pull my own weight
But I'm gaining pounds
At the precipice of Too Late
Just Wait!

Record and play
After years of endless rewind
Yesterday
Wasn't half as tough as this time

This time isn't Hell
Last time, I couldn't tell
This mind wasn't well
Next time, hope I'm...

Going to be good, and I would
If I knew I was understood
And it'll be great, just wait
Or is it too little too late?