This is just some of my words (boring Stuff):
Ever notice that when you wake up with your arm numb, that it just kinda lays there limp, and there's nothing you can do, but sit there barely awake until you can feel it move again. Then it's just a matter of seconds before you roll back over and sleep again...what has life come to where a part of you can almost die, and we wait for the feeling to come back, then just go back along our way. I find that in life, love has the same lifstyle. There are times whereas you are awake to watch it hurt, but you wait until it feels again before you jump back into the "bliss" of sleep. I don't get it, why does it ever have to hurt..why do we have to feel pain sometimes....it will hurt in your chest when things happen in love...I mean a real physical pain...why?? I don't understand.
I suppose we aren't supposed to...but, I wish I did. On this note, I just want to explain something:
I'm only 19, almsot 20, and I have had three very serious relationships, each lasting about a year and a half on average, and have had a few other relationships which have lasted a few months to weeks here or there. I'm not claiming to be a Romeo or anything, I'm not, but what I've learned seems to be this: Treat the girl with love and respect. Never lie, and if you have bad news, share it gently. Always be personal while respecting their space and not let your greed get in the way. If they are not happy with you, and want to move on, let them as much as it hurts. Not because it's right, but because if you truly love them, it's what you should want anyway, for them to be happy. This is meant for: Liz, Linda, Haley and Dania. I want you to all know, that if you ever read this, I want you to be happy. I want you to feel the happiness you had given me, and I hope that you find it, if you havn't already. I miss you all, and I'm grateful for all you have taught me, and allowing me to grow next to you. Thanks. And I hope our paths will cross in the future...
