My mind...

Ever wonder what's wrong with humans? I mean, I was just driving home and I realized how different each person really is...we just have different lives...it kinda shocks me that it has taken me this long to come to grips with it.
I find that the more I think about life, the more things like: "could have" or "maybes" haunt me. I find that there are a lot of things I wish I could have back...like the look of seeing my girlfriends face when I showed up and school, how happy she held me before classes...or comming home to their embrace....or waking up in their arms....or holding them until they were asleep....or waiting for them somewhere and having them be happy to see me when they came out...I dunno...just the past seems to haunt me when I'm alone like this.
Then there's this feeling of things I have to do, have to still feel now, that not only knocks me around, but seems to weigh on my shoulders. What's so wrong with me? I don't know, could be nothing, could be a lot of things... (although I'm betting on the later)
I suppose this is my way of saying this:
To all the girls that have amde a difference to me, have made me happy, made me feel welcomed, made me feel wanted, made me feel...thank you. Thank you Linda, thank you Liz, thank you Haley, thank you Dania, thank you all... I don't know who I'd be without the happiness and the lessons you've taught me...
...goodnight.