Sometimes...
...I've recently had my mind scrambled. Life, as a whole, changes everyday. It can't remain the way it is. Evoloution is something that we are a part of, and it keeps us moving as a pace that may seem slow, but is in reality unfolding in a blink of an eye. 70 years, or however long you may live, is nothing in the grand sceme of life. Don't let yourself forget it. We are all really nothing, but, that's not all, we are all everything just separated. Wait, until we are all one. Then, I'll be there smiling. If that makes sense, get help.