American Psycho...

...I don't have a lot to say on this page other then explain my moods. I've been told by a few that I have something called, "Violent Mood Swings". Little things that seemingly would set others off, do nothing to me, while the subtle things in life cause me to kinda...well..."loose it". I don't mean, hurt someone loose it, more a, well...get depressed and quiet, or bitter and brooding. It may be best phrased this way:
"...there is an idea of a Stefan Robert Johnson, some kind of abstraction, but there is no "real" me. Only an entity, something of a illusery. Although I can hide my cold gaze, and you can shake my hand and feel flesh gripping yours, and maybe you can even sense that our lifestyles are comprable, I'm simply...not...there..."
--edited American Psycho take out.
I find that, that quote, not only makes me smile, but seems to fit. I've been a little on the "odd" side my whole life, attracting negative attention as much as positive. Things seemed to have happened to me, in one form or another that makes me feel...well, just not alive. I don't feel like I feel the things others do, or the stuff I do feel doesn't seem to compare to that of others. However...I'm me, and I have to learn to live with that...
...Goodnight.