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I can't handle life sometimes....

Sure, like seems to be a reacurring subject with me. But, I mean, why shouldn't it be. It's something that bothers me to no end, and yet, no one can help me no more then I can help them.
So, I've decided something today. It takes one person, one thing, to change a person completely. I used to not subscribe to the notion of one ripple can change the world, and I sort of still do, but my belief is shaking.
Let me explain.
I was told today, "...to be of what you are is not un-normal, but rather, something that is missing in normal." I thought about this for a long time, and shook this man's hand before he left the arcade where I work. I find it amazing that there are people who think this just by looking at me and over hearing a converastion I was having.
My point is this: I'm not what I thought I was. Maybe I have my flaws, sure we all do. Maybe I have made some mistakes, who hasn't. But in the long run, that's who makes me, me. Can you tell me that you are perfect AND have no regrets, AND have never hurt anyone? If you can, I bow to you, but, I don't think you can. Even if you are clear in your mind, who knows what pain, or damage, or even happiness you could have caused and not know it.
Carry on, and goodnight.