Needing...

Ever wonder what you need in life? The things that you want to hold on to? You know what I'm talking about. I'm relativly sure that everyone has sat down and thought about what they needed, or need, and wether or not what they have to go through is worth it.
Recently, I've been giving what I need in my life a not of thought. Seeing as how most of my friends couldn't care if I were alive or dead. And those who do care are far away anyhow.
The conclusions are mine, and mine alone, no sharring. However, I propose this question to anyone who's reading this:
What is it to go through something for someone who doesn't know what you are doing for them? Is it worth it, or not.
Further, if you were to go through with it, and it cost you something dear, and it hurt a lot, was it truly worth it if they leave you, or do not know?
Lastly, if they are worth all of it, and you feel alone at night, crying in your "sleep", and they are out and having fun, are you any less a person?
If you want to know how I feel about this, you have to work on it, and well, earn it I guess. Write me your opinion. On the guestbook or write me DARKSOLICE@HOTMAIL.COM
I thank you, and goodluck to all...

Email: DarkSolice@hotmail.com