Why did this have to happen?

Why simply did she have to die?

Why when I found her did she have to die?

Why why why?

Why did Nomi have to die?

Would it be better if I never found her again at all?

Is experiencing the heartbreak of loosing her again worth finding?

Do I really deserve love at all?

Or is my life doomed to endless loss?

Or perhaps I can embrace the fallen and find my love once more…