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Slave
I am a slave To a nonexistent lord
All these people wanting to control me
All these people wanting to rule me

Well heres what I say
I am not no slave
I am not no servant
I'm just a kid
That hates this shit

I've got to deal with stress
Life's makin' me a great big mess
All this is taking it's toll
And soon my head's gonna roll

I'm sick of living my life
As a slave to something
That I don't beleive in
This cause it doesn't exist
Just a silent applause

This voice
That lives in my head
It seems to take control
My life seems not to be mine

I've got to deal with stress
Life's makin' me a great big mess
All this is taking it's toll
And soon my head's gonna roll

So comes this tale to an end
Just like the fires of my mind
Burning Fast
And Then fast out.


Darkness
The Darkness All Around Me
Inside of Me
The Darkness consuming me
Overwhelming Me
The Light I see it fades away
Slowly drawing further from me

All around me
The World spins slowly
All I see is the blackness around me
Slowly it surrounds me

The Darkness consumes me
Takes me up in it's tendrils
Carries me to safety

Yeah, now everyone they shun me
Why? Because the darkness controls me
It holds me like a puppet
I'm not me anymore
I'm just a puppet for a greater thing
The Darkness consumes me
And now it controls me


Gone
I feel dead
I feel gone
I feel air, I feel as light as a feather
I feel nothing

The world goes round and round
It takes us with it
Some of us jump off
Some of us don't spin
Some of us stand there and wait for the end to come

And so I feel I should stop
Just watch the world spin round and round
The years fly by
The time waves bye

And so I stop
I feel gone
I feel dead
The years and time are gone
And so am I


Why Me?
Why did It have to be Me?
Why did I have to be the one?
Everyone crowds around me
They say I'm so special.

This is what I say to that
Back The Fuck Up
Get your ass away from me
I don't want to be the center of attention
Just Leave Me the Fuck Alone

Time and Time again I cast you away
Yet you keep coming back to me
Why did It have to be me?
Back the fuck up
Get the fuck away from me

Why the hell did it have to be me?
All of you just get the fuck away from me.


The End
The End Comes
So Soon
It seemed just yesterday I was saying 'gah gah'
Today It ends

Life ends
It all ends
The blackness holds me tight

The feeling leaves my body
Feeling goes cold
Soon feelings goes away
Blackness draws it's veil

Soon I'll be gone
And the world
Will be one less more


Yourself
Fuck this shit
Fuck the world
Fuck this hell
That is my life

I hate this fucking crap
I live in
I really wanna
Stop this bitchin'

Well...
Well..
Here's what I say to you

Fuck it all
Fuck this shit
Fuck this hell that I live my life in

So what now?
Well, I've got another message for the world
And here it is now

Fuck you all
You never care
All you want
Is to strip us bare
All of stuff
All of selves

Gone to you fucks
So stop being whores
Get a fucking mind
And go be man.


Destiny
In the Darkness
you will find me
Clinging to my life
and my sanity
I embrace
Final Destiny
Of my life, of death
Of my sight

There are some who say
That we are all same
All the ones who cling
To life and to death
All the ones who say
they're right

In the Darkness
We will stand
alone with our selves
and our pains
Alone from the scorn
of the populace

We are the ones
Who are the outcasts
Always alone with our thoughts
and our minds

There are some who say
That we are all same
All the ones who cling
To life and to death
All the ones who say
they're right

The ones who are always
with their minds and their thoughts
Apathetic, Immoral, and always so Divine
They think, well my thoughts are always mine
And never ever the ones who lay
Alone, with their simple lives


My Revenge

Someday
Sometime
Perhaps the end for the world will come

Until then
I'll have to try to die
Make them all pay
For the hell they've put me through
End their lives with a car going through

In the end maybe we're all useless
Destined for nothing
Destined for death
I know one thing
I'll make them pay

I hate all you motherf---ers
You manipulative lamers
I think you should all choke
And you better hope
God gets you before me

Perhaps you'll see the shine
Of a knife before you die
A knife in the hands of the ones
You tortured
Gave pain
Took life from

And in the end when you die

I'll laugh
And I'll laugh
Because you deserved it
Deserved the pain to be given back

In the end perhaps before I die
I'll leave a mark
A legacy
of Nothing

I know that I'm useless
Just a kid who tries to paint his face
With remorse woe and regret
And ends up slashing his cheek
Marring his soul

Maybe in the end
I'll leave a mark
On your face
Slash your cheek
Marring your soul

And take retribution
For the lives you took
The time you wasted
And how you made me
Hurt

You gave me pain
And took my soul
In the end I'll give it back
And take from you
About 2 liters of blood

And 20 inches of flesh

In the end I'll make you hurt
And feel the pain you gave me
In the end when we all die
I'll end with a smile