stuff milk n cheese down ur lachrymal duct

                   
You're with me
Til the bitter end
What we have transcends
This scary end's
Too painful to
Talk about
So I hold it in
Til my heart can mend
And be brave enough to love again


A place in time
Still belongs to us
Stays reserved in my mind
In the memories there is solace

never too far away
I won't let time erase
One bit of yesterday
Cuz I have learned that
Nobody can take your place
Though we can never be
I'll keep you close to me


When I remember
Glittering lights
Innocent eyes
Still preserved in my mind
In the memories I find solace

And I had lost touch with reason, I watched life criticize the truth, Been waiting for a miracle, I know you have too. Though I know I won't win, I'll take this one on the chin. We'll raise a toast and I'll pretend, I got something to believe in.
get drunk on booz. Wot you are lookin' for ain't here. look elsewhere. if you find it, you deserve it.
~we interrupt this program to annoy you, and generally make things irritating. -- monty python~
i write wot i want to write. you dun have to read wot i write. you dun even have to stick ard.
There is a very fine line between genius and insanity. I have erased this line. -Oscar Levant
the mirror is broken. wot reflection ? pre-requitsite creativity. i might just be wrong.

Now you know the game ? it's fun once you get the hang of it. You know, you might just find wot you are loking for. haha. i lied previously. but really, wot makes you think i'm not lying again ? throw it in the air. catch. tease out.
i dun like this, i'm getting rambunctious. dun serve me, i'll serve you. why look for me ?
i might be unfriendly today. Or, i might be nice. Stop hiding from other browsers.
i've got the style sheets figured out. cos of that, my counter died.
i missed 'whose line is it anyway' b'cos of you.
would i go to church tom ? i dun feel like it.

I cannot take this anymore, I'm saying everything I've said before, All these words they make no sense, I find bliss in ignorance, Less I hear the less you'll say, But you'll find that out anyway, I need a little room to breathe Cause I'm one step closer to the edge Everything you say to me Takes me one step closer to the edge And I'm about to break I need a little room to breathe Cause I'm one step closer to the edge,I'm about to break.
the answers aren't so clear, Wish I could find a way to disappear, All these thoughts they make no sense, I find bliss in ignorance, Nothing seems to go away, Over and over again, Just like before...
Today, the pink spider-rabbits of Neptune came to claim a Queen from Earth, to sacrifice to their god Setiyasnppffft
so that the mcwelih harvests would go well. They chose my sister.
There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface Consuming, confusing. This lack of self control
I fear is never ending Controlling, I can't seem To find myself again My walls are closing in
I've felt this way before, So insecure....

My site is clean. There are no malicious trackers Or huge GIF files. Be assured. yea, i used to have sitemeter but that's another story. *smiles* Note to self: No matter what past experience may have taught you, you are Jean.
God bless America, land that I love. Stand beside her and guide her, Thru the night with the light from above. From the mountains, to the prairies, To the oceans white with foam. God. Bless. America.
Crawling in my skin, These wounds they will not heal, Fear is how I fall, Confusing what is real...
oh hell, Content is a wonderful thing, and becoming disturbingly rare.
Netscape can be quietly ignored.
shhhh...don't speak.

It is a game i play, it's always moving. it's not here, it's not there. i make you READ. *grins* This right alignments's gonna
be my last. how short do u want ur ugly grey scrollbar to be ?
After F.R.I.E.N.D.S, there's nothing left to look forward to. *grim* no wait, there's gonna be WAR !!! *brightens up*
i'm no saddist, i just want some justice. :p who says you gotta love me ?? but u still do anyhow... *grins*
Is this all there is to my site ? well of cos not. i'll be pretty pitiful if this is all. I make navigation so hard dun i ?

I'm hibernating 2 weeks, You will HUNT me down.
(sits down to paint a self-portrait)
leave yer marks, impress me.
markers.

(silence)
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