I do not look forward to work at all tonight. I would really much rather go hide under my blankets and sleep and be warm. My job has been stressing me out so much lately. I get tempted to just walk out at all hours of my shift. I really need to go to school soon. I miss going to school. Tho school seems to be a problem for me, I don't know how to concentrate well when i have other things on my mind. I quit school before for Kenny... That is something i regret more than anything. Looking back on it now, I see Kenny was not worth it. I gave up so much for him and all he did was drag me down to his depressing fucked up life. I am glad i ended it when I did... All I have to say to kenny now is "Boy you got some fucked up issues" ::shrugs:: oh well heh life goes on and I am now starting mine anew. When the pieces actually fit together tho... I think tha is when I will be truely happy.
My hand hurts and is swollen (J.C. if your reading this... stop fucking laughing at me! hehehe) well JC and I went to Dereks house to hang out and Derek being the Dick that he is came up behind me and flicked me on the back of my head... it hurt so my reaction was to turn around and deck him one in the arm... only he felt it coming cause he moved out of the way and my hand went "WACK!" I backhanded the wall... swollen purple finger to match my shoe laces hahahaha... (stop laughing JC) ;P
1-28-2002 11:24 pm... Work was a major bummer again today tho I found out I am "suppose" to get a .50 cent raise because of the Min wage going up from 6.25 to 6.75 (I am making 6.75 now). So basicly, I am lead cake decorator making minimum wage... making the same amount as the newest crew member... There is something not right about that but heh... if I do get a .50 cent raise I will be making 7.25 an hour and I will be happy with that :).
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