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This is the only place to find the offical lyrics to Apathy is Fleeting song's. All music and lyrics are written and copyrighted by Tim Cackett.
Bright Eyed And Beautiful: Another bitter night and i am online, and i am hopeless. As i slowly ruin any chance that i'd have with you. And i'm still saying her name more then i should, i can't help it. And i'm pretty sure this song will find me out, who am i kidding, i'm sure you'll find me out. Your so bright eyed and beautiful, your everything i'd ever want, your everything i ever wanted, but you don't like my favorite band but that's alright, that's alright for tonight and i still think that i am falling for you. And mixed tapes can't explain it and neither can i. And i finally think i'm at the end. And don't take this the wrong way, it's just i'm so sad tonight and you seemed to be the perfect fit for this song
Warm Hugs On Cold Nights(old song new name)*written after seeing john mayer*: Warm hugs on cold nights, after the show everything is alright, and my overanalyzing it leads me to believe that your not so mesmerizing anymore, and jealousy is exactly what it is that pushes me away from you, bitterness unspoken words trapped in my heart, i wish you well no i wish you'd tell me that you and him were over that you and him were over, and your name is tattooed on my sleeves but the letters fade each time you leave, now it's impossible to read. your not so mesmerizing, i'm overanalyzing.
My World Today: My nights always suck when i don't see you, Longing for your touch i love the way it makes me feel, That feeling i'm sort of nervous what your up to, Well i can't take you sailing on Saturdays, Well your glad and i'm not but as long as your happy, Your perfect the way your hair falls in your face it makes me laugh i think my heart is gaining pace, Your smiles so intreaging and i am always believing everything that you have to say... Your My World Today, More lovely then the leaves in fall and i want to give you everything that i have to give, When your arms are wrapped around me nothing else seems important, I'll write you the sweetest songs all day long can he compete with that, Can i make it any more clear all i want is for you to be happy, your happy.
Break Big Plans: You were always right, and i was always wrong, and i knew you'd hate this song, You were always right and i was always wrong and i hate myself for feeling the way i do... about you. So i'll be the first to say that, i know thing's will never work out, but i spend all my time thinking bout you, i care about.. i care about you. Your at school now and i'm still calling you, but message after message goes unheard, And you've forgotten all about me all you can see is what you want for yourself.
First Date: A smile that could almost kill me, and lips that i'm sure would thrill me, your the kind of girl that all my friends brag about, I'm too lazy and too kind, To me this girl is blind, she'll never see in me everything she wanted, Give up, it's to late, yeah we'll never even have a first date, i'll never, love you, hell i'll never even get to kiss you, or tell you, your beautiful, did i ever tell you your beautiful, i give up it's not fate, we'll never even have a first date, A little to nervous to call you, And i've got a feeling you knew, What i wanted to ask you my heart is pounding so fast, I already knew you'd say no, You hoped my call was just a hello, i've never quite been boyfriend material.
MxPx And Stars: The Phone rang late a call that never should of happened, You told me how you felt love is what you spelt, Your to far away and your engaged.. life sucks, i wish this never happened. If you told me before you left and if i told you before you left and all together all that we have left is Phone Calls MxPx and Stars, And i got word your moving back home but your with him still and i'm still left here alone. It's not your fault it's all my fault everything is all my fault.
Saved By You Belle(not quite): You are the defenition of callous, But you don't even understand, Heartfelt words role off you like there nothing, because they are. And if only my name was Corey(no offense) then i'd be cool... yeah right... not quite. And i thought i'd be saved by you belle but who was i kidding yeah who was i kidding, your nothing your nothing to me and you'll never be yeah you'll never be. And you tried to write me a song once, Let's just call it far from honest, Cause you never understood a word i said, To you i was dead and i don't effin care.
Broken Heart, Stupid Girl: It always helps to start with sorry, but it doesn't help when i don't mean it, and don't write me to say "i hope to see you there" when you don't care... no, you don't care. So now i hope you know and understand deep down inside i hate you. You shattered all my dreams my romantic hopes and laughed and laughed and laughed your horrible, your horrible to me. And you'll throw yourself at anything that moves, And i know it's all to spite me, and do you reall think that i care, And i hope it hurts for you to hear me call you shallow.... because you are.
Wishing i was you: And i don't care that you didn't tell me about the show, and i don't care that i wasn't invited... again, and i don't care that it seems like we're not friends anymore. And if you can't tell this is all misleading. And well i guess i'm just mad that i don't have a friend anymore, Someone like you, Someone i could talk to. But at least i can honestly say this is not a love song, And your so apathetic and i'm so pathetic for writting this song, and i'm wishing i was you.
Is he waiting?: I never quite understood what it meant, to beliving in your letters, until i got one from you, it said you miss me girl, yeah i miss you too, and your conversation is what i lack and i can't wait, until you come back, and i'll be waiting here for you, like i always do, but tell me will he be waiting... for you? He takes your absenece as his time to go make out with other girls, He reads your letters once and then he's off and on to other girls, But i am wrong, yeah i am selfish this is all written in vain, Just another song i wrote to try and kill my pain, And i don't care if the whole world knows how i feel, And i'll be waiting YEAH I'll be waiting... IS HE WAITING IS HE WAITING... FOR you.
Embrace Goodybye: Just break my heart and i will write you a song, Anything i can do so that we'll get along, And i'm starting to think... that your unhappy, And don't you think this is all just a little immature. and call me selfish but i don't think that you 2 belong, so maybe i can win you over... with this song. And you act like our first date, well it never ended then tell me why are your arms wrapped around him, in the hallways before each block and i wish that i was the one in your embrace. As i watch you kiss him goodbye, I see that look it hides in the cornor of your eye, And i wish that i was the one to wipe your tears away, and i wish that i hope that you are happy.
Just a Reminder: 2 Weeks that i went unoticed, And i'm just trying to understand why, And don't get the wrong idea this isn't what you think, this isn't one of those kind of song's, I'm not adding your name to my counter that says love song's, cause your just a girl and your just my friend, And so i'm glad that you recindled your friendship with our long lost and forgotten friend, but promise me you won't forget me and don't act like i don't exsist. This always seems to happen it's like the changing seasons, yeah one minute were friends and well the next minute we aren't, I can honestly say that it doesn't bother me, When you talk about all those other guys, cause like i said this isn't one of those song's and your just a girl and your just my friend.
30 Times Today: Saw you there alone at the show i checked for your boyfriend then gave it a go, pulled up my chair right next to yours told you how beautiful you are, you just smiled and said that you think i'm way too kind, so i started to think that maybe this all was just a waste of my... time. Only said your name, about 30 times today, all my friends get mad and say you won't be with her anyways, but i just had to tell you one more time, before you pass, and i don't ever care, if your boyfriend kicks my ... So it turns out that i have this stupid silly high school crush on you, I'm so lost in your eye's your hair your smile always bring's me to see, that i wish that we could be together but i guess that that is just something that could never be.
Scream and Yell: You cited a quote from a movie where the star was me, and the last time we spoke your words were so full of anger and hate, and you said that you think it's best if we weren't friends anymore, i just wish that before i met you i'd met your best friend instead. And well these words are spoken directly to your face so don't go and tell all of your friends behind my back that i'm talking behind your back, and you scream and you yell and you say that i walk all over you. But nothing could really be further from the truth, "well write a song about it" those were your words sarcastic but here you go this is exactly what you asked for. So don't get up and don't leave the room because then this song means nothing, I want you to see the expression on my face when i say that i don't care anymore, and that stupid hat's bad luck and i'm realizing so are you, so this was the last time that i let you hurt me. And when we used to fight you'd always raise your voice to me and when we used to fight i never once raised my voice to you.
This is not a emo song: And so this is the part where i tell you how much i love you girl, because it's not like that's the part that i'd forget, and well your amazing in every since of the word, and i don't care what all our friends say, were perfect together and i always seem to make you laugh, and i can't believe i told you this song was about you. And this isn't supposed to be another emo love song, these words aren't meant to make you cry, And sure most of our conversations they take place online, but that's just so i'll feel secure when i tell you that, i love you. And well i spend all day waiting till i can see you girl, trying to think of the perfect thing to say when your around, but when were together my words are loss, i'm less then profound, and i'm just dying to think of some reason... why i should hug you.
Akward Silence in Car Rides: And so tell me what it is that you want from me, And i'd do anything to impress you, i'd even kick all my habbits in the parking lot, if that's the only way for me to get to your heart. So let me tell you what it is that makes you beautiful it's not what's on the outside but the inside that really counts, and it was even akward silence when we drove in the car, but we didn't even drive... that far. Last show now with my band i was depressed i didn't know what to do with myself i was left there alone waiting. I don't know. Anything. About you anymore and Your Problems. I don't care. I've got my own to deal with, and you've changed for. The Worse and now i see that. And well you wrote me a letter but i think you sent it to the wrong adress because it ended with the word love. And well your friend she hit you in the face yesterday by mistake and well i just laughed and laughed and laughed and well your shallow and even all of your friends hate you, and i promised myself i wouldn't, let you see me cry. Phish was on the radio why was Phish on the radio and it kind of looked like it was going to snow.
Alone on Fridays(For ------): Well i don't know what it is i'm trying to say to you tonight, I see your picture it's clear as day in my mind, but your always right and you always have the right thing to say. And the hardest thing is to see someone you love, love someone else. But maybe i was wrong so i had to write this stupid song, I wish maybe you would notice me or maybe i could get a hello. And i Don't know what it is your running from and i don't know exactly how to tell you how i feel. And i can't lie Any-More i just have to be honest with you i'm looking right at you girl and i think maybe your the one for me. And if you just want to be my friend i guess i'm ok with that, Well no that's just a lie i know inside that it would tear me apart and see this tear in my eye i want you to know that it came striaght from my heart.
The Julie Song: And did you ever even really care, and you say i'm unsupportive but is that really fare, so maybe i lied babe just once or twice, you never even were willing to take my advice. And you always said i was your best friend, That's supposed to be give or take, So can you give me one last break, I'm prone to make mistakes, I can only be sorry one last time before i lose my mind, And do you remember when we first met i was head over heels you never even told me how you really feel, And all my friends tell me, you were a waste of time, how stupid was i to think that you could be mine.
Sabent Back:It seems like once again maybe there's another i could fall for, Maybe 2,3 or 4 they keep walking through the door, i ask one maybe you'd like to catch a movie or have a drink on me. They say no that's ok there's not too much left for me to see, I said that's okay if that's the way it's got to be but i keep on falling on locked doors and i don't have the Key, And Where do you go when you spend all your time with him, then you come to me when you need some answers, then you tell me that you think that your in love with him but what you don't know is he's my best friend/ And i don't wanna come off mean but i'm starting to get sick of hearing it, and if another comes to me and says can you tell him all that i can be, i just may lose my cool and not be the peaceful guy that you do see, and why do i have this feeling maybe if i droped 30 pounds that you'd love me
