Drowning

I sit alone inside a dull lit bedroom and the rain against the window pane sputters like an open wound. It's in this place (this world of gray). I fall ever faster, sinking deeper, a drop amidst the rain.

I'm falling down. I'm drowning in my own self doubt. Nothing you do, and nothing you say, will ever make this go away. I'm drowning.

But the rain keeps pouring down, and my eyes begin to blur. It dampens my cheeks like new found tears. And I wish that I was anywhere but here; so far away from everything I fear.

I'm falling down. I'm drowning in my own self doubt. Nothing you do, and nothing you say, will ever make this go away. I'm drowning.
in this...

But what you said to me made me believe that I could be everything inside of me. What you said to me made me believe that I could be so much more than this......