Letter [ conflicted rambling ] 

so i enter this artsy world and i 
know i'm screwed at every end but 
i really like it and although i 
know i'll never get anywhere -i'm 
content enough to sit in one spot 
and look at the sites

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i have rockstar ambitions i'll 
never realize
i have many plans that will remain 
unfinished
i wish i was good at everything
really good at everything
-even the bad things
though i'm already good at being 
selfish
-as you can tell...

but if i'm really good at being 
selfless
and at being selfish will they cancel 
out?and will all opposites cancel out 
and i'll be left with nothing or will 
i be smart and stupid at the same time 
at the same time ?wait...
check that i don't wan't to be good at 
being stupid or any of it's relatives 
- especially ignorance - i abhorr 
ignorance...

i am weird - aren't i ? 


© Morgan Chase 2003 - 2004