Subject: Extreme Priority –
Relations
Objet: Priorité Extrême – relations
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****I AM
EXPOSED TO FINANCIAL EMBARGO, WITH CREDIT CARDS SUSPENDED TALE OF SO-CALLED
PARENTS, WITH WHO I AM JUST AN INCH CLOSE TO FIGHTING PHYSICALLY
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When you are supposed to realize an objective,
you are supposed to appear with some judgment of consequences. For example the
former land has an idiotic and a highly ambiguous act to persist trying to claim
my control, while I at last minute due to unexpected changes recently
experienced in the global agenda, chiefly at the maternal land front, which I
decided to enact reactively having had the former land experience by demanding
to stay as an overseas personality. I am now intending to go north, which is
subject to having a free trade agreement with the former land, namely goods can
move from one place freely and even people can travel in each others’
territories, but the former land is after not the human rights aspect, not my
chance to have a proper home but force me to live here to continue the strife
and benefit from it, as this is not what I want to because my concept of
neighborhood and town don’t have to do at all with places associated with unrest
and conflict with a crushing majority having to do with forcing me to be on hold
with who brings more associations of unrest and chaos in my private life and if
my studies’ outcome as well as my status would be impacted by being on hold for
her, then we ought to look for other consequences; as the case of free trade and
freedom attached to that part of the world will just remain on paper if we will
have strings attached to somebody that wishes to live
there.
In no aspect of my life, I wish to surrender my
destiny to a power that tried to hush me twice to be silently on hold against an
abuse as well as the compulsory waiting period before somebody that has to do
with a dark and unwanted aspect of my life that I prefer not to recall and with
who I’d rather not try the same things again.
In this war zone I do not foresee
light at the end of the tunnel and we are no longer living in ages of quest and
settlement where European settlers would have to fight with the natives of where
they would settle and would have to consider seeing the conflict experienced in
their neighborhoods or backyards; as those scenes are history. Now, no matter
how fair or not, the issues of chaos are specified to be existent in certain
parts of the world and I have to live pretty close there as well, and I want to
establish that peaceful terrain not where chaos is because I wish to wake up to
mornings without doubts or associations of chaos and north now is once again a
thawed target rather than pure ice; and since the industry of the former land
didn’t actively sponsor my life and provide me with commodities for my use to
ease my daily life here, I think they ought to pay for it by making where I wish
to live more convenient for me to live; otherwise not only a dictated isolation
will be dictated in a thuggish way but also for the nature of commercial
interests ascending at the expense of human life, such as diamonds in some
countries are acquired at the expense of malevolent living and working
conditions; hence I want the right to sue corporations based on former land
directly wince they have direct impact with measures limiting my freedom of
travel and speech too, whilst clear as it is that I cannot fully utilize any
relief here; as any factor of limitation with results of job applications will
be forms of greetings for other means too.
I regard the concept of former land living and
dominance as a case no longer open for discussion or business and I also wish to
bring limitations about my
relations with somebody that has not been kind to my breed and I wish to limit
it with participations of third parties for the sake of sponsoring my children’s
living in a way before financially, by providing them with great prospective
mothers, who can provide them better care; because a relation if is a marriage
has to do with third or fourth parties’ protection and my children are special.
Maybe not superior before other children but they are special for me and it’s my
right to provide them with circumstances starting from birth; which should be
perceived independently from my relation with my former life spouse, because she
and I is a combination that will not be good for the children and I do not want
to be forced to raise them somewhere I had been unhappy in and I will not spare
this at all.
And
if it should mean that I should revolt against the God (not the Everlasting God,
but the God according to a certain belief, a destiny according to a certain
religion; because free will is a democratic, not a dogmatic concept), then I
will have to because I see no divine aspect for me to be here, because I see no
reason to be here and will not accept to be. Besides, if I am supposed to be
somewhere if the doom should come, like there are places you’d prefer to be if
you would be inside a plane crashing or inside a building about to be exposed to
a hurricane, in case of chaos, this is the last place I wish to be, because I
ask of God to spare me and my breed since the ones never given a proper chance
do not deserve to share the same destiny with other sinners. I refuse to believe
that my time is up and so is for them.
I am
just sick of being forced to search physical force having no option else to do
and if she will be dictated to my life and if I will be on hold to wait for her,
then I will beat her every night and everyday and I will make living with me
unbearable; she doesn’t deserve to be pregnant with my children; I’d rather she
cares for puppies or kittens; my children are for real mothers and mothers to
be; the way I was out for work and found my children entrusted to a baby sitter
found because the lady decided to smack the children when I was away and started
acting wildly and without any basis or logic; forcing me to grow apart from
home, with children in hands of a teenager girl and me away searching for peace
in bottles of beer and alcohol, worn off, tired and in descend, all times low
not because of political ambitions but for the sake of seeing a family erode
before my eyes.
No, the nightmares are not supposed to be lived
twice, as the world had lived the fires destroying the cities again and again
and as it witnessed series of plague outbreaks following each other; if the
world now disallows that, so should it disallow me to face the same
things.
It’s high time my life was in order and
stability. I ask not more, just to live a life somewhere better, as somebody
respected and as somebody that shouldn’t be forced to be on hold for seeing the
disaster. So no matter what the advantages of waiting would be, I throw them
aside because happiness is an instant thing, just like a joke would make you
burst into laughs instantly; tragedies take stages to come to an end in plays
but a comedy is instant, so I want comedy not tragicomedy, being on hold for
demands of some to be finalized over me.
The tape for today starts. This was recorded
from a call made within last 24 hours with duration of 5 minutes yet without any
specific time information. One of the numbers said to belong to a depot no
longer used in last 10 or 15 years and the other one belongs to a fax machine
vendor.
1: The little rat wanders almost in every
corner. When is our time to use the final pesticide?
2: The commanding body says it’s too early.
There must be things that they expect and things without fuss, that’s what they
say.
1: So we will lay down and wait for him to
screw us?
2: No, we will lay down and wait for the right
moment of ambush. Very soon, he will face some events he will have to act in a
panic; he will lose his temper and act and then we will not spare his error. It
will be too late for him.
1: So can we say, we have our kind of A-bomb to
change his life from bad to worse?
2: Sure, but now we don’t have to act for it.
The right time comes within next week to ten days. We have the patience unlike
him. So we wait.
1: Okay, but I want result within next 10
days.
2: You will, he is still not aware of it.
Nothing written on this.
1: Okay.
