it's been a while
Mood:
hug me
Topic: life
so drox loves her family, and doesn't want her ppl to feel anymore pain. so this is how it is..
kreeper
kreeper is drox's brother and he past away on oct 8th, this made me sad. drox ignored the world and embraced the pain...not good. i'm a little less than ok now, but things will get easier..right?? i don't want to talk much on the subject.....
ryan
ryan is one of drox's best friends...ryan and mocos.... and little, and mermaid, and ohhh the list goes on..but ryan scared the crap out of me last night. we spent all day at universal studios and then before we left he got cold. so naturally drox gave him her sweater and he insisted i take his. he was so cold...so cold...and then he got dizzy, and couldn't see, and then he took 3 asprin or something but it went straight to his head... he was delusional..and drox just wanted him to stop shaking... my worst fear is siezers ... i panicked for 2 seconds when he needed water.. but i sop crying cuz he asked it of me. i love him...i f-in love him with all my heart and i'm so overprotective of my bestfriends..so to see him in pain like that...was unbearable for drox.. i just wished in that 30/45 minutes i saw him in pain..and for those 3 and a half more hours of pain he was going to feel... i wished i could take his pain into myself..so he wouldn't have to hurt at all... i never want to go through things like that but i'm such a mom...so i guess i'm good with those situations. chop-gracie said i was amazing ...and little said i was he best friend anyone could have... i hope so... i really hope so...