Achievement, it means to accomplish; do successfully or to win or attain, as by effort or skill.

Something I've done right now, is hone my skills further each time I feel the need. I've never gotten to perfection... As it's near impossible to do so. No matter how hard you try; there's always room for improvement. Sound familiar? It should. You're never done with yourself; you're never finished improving until everything is absolutely perfect. For a perfectionist like myself, it's hard to deal with. I will get to perfection.

Perfection. We all strive for it, but never achieve it. No one's perfect; nothing is perfect, yet. And maybe it's for the best. If we were to have absolute perfection in some individuals, there would be more jealousy and envy than already flooding the world. Wait. What am I saying?

Jealousy... Envy... Catchy little number, isn't it? There's so much of this in the world today, why push it further? There's no reason. The fact that the different levels of "perfection" come in to play differently. It's all good reasoning, everything is done for a reason.

And what does jealousy and envy lead to? What is it the dictator of? Egos. Something I've learned, that everybody has different levels of. With success comes money; with money is supposed to come happiness...right? Wrong. For me, anyway. I may work for the money, but that's just a support. With success comes pride, but however, pride also leads to Egos.

Well, that's basically the round up of everything; the summary. It sounds so simple, yet to accomplish it is so difficult.

Somehow, though, everything these days either turns out more difficult than it should be or is thought to be... And you fail miserably. Or, whatever task you plan on turns out to be easier than anyone could have imagined; after being assumed to be difficult. You get ready for everything, you're more ready than anyone could have ever been. Then, you try too hard... And bam... You hit a brick wall, and you crash and burn. That doesn't happen with me.

Life is full of disappointments, and when you don't act on it, you must fight them. Sometimes fighting disappointments isn't even worth it. Some people say that we live and learn; we learn from our mistakes, from our disappointments. If we fight and avoid them, we learn nothing.

Nothing.

Then when you finally get to something that's inevitable; something you can't fight... You're knocked to the ground... Breathless.

All this rounds up to being successful... What we all push for. My career is just beginning. I have already became "co-Deathmatch champion", I need perfection. I know people hate me, and with a different level of remark, I respond inquiringly. Everybody's heads are so filled with deception and clouded with envy, that they can't tell the difference.

I won't. I'll tell anyone what I've done; I'm proud of it. So why hide it?
….There's no reason to.
….And as I say; there's a reasoning behind everything.

Knowing that my ego hasn't inflated over the matter of weeks, and maybe even a month or two, yet, and it's all because of looking at athletes such as X, Blade and whoever else who've let success get to their head -- sickens me. They've let their egos take control over every-fucking-thing, overwhelming them. They aren't strong enough. They can be taken over just with the snap of a finger, or betrayed without them having a clue what's going on.

Sad, no?

To look at this business I've just started; and see all these egomaniacs running around upsets me. I've achieved more than a lot of the "wrestlers" with the biggest egos, who have done absolutely nothing. Why do they have them?

They think too much of themselves. I mean, there's nothing wrong with a regular, not overwhelmed nor under whelmed, ego. Having a self appreciative inner feeling... There's nothing wrong with it. Letting it take control is when there's a problem. I don't have to explain any further; we know the story. It's been shown time and time again; and it always shows one crashing.

Egos lead to problems, problems lead to one's own downfall, with people like me to exploit it.