The Nameday Entry
This is completely lame and cheesy and is grossly uncharacteristic of a Supervillain. But 1 day out of 365, this can be excused.

Plans: none. Relax, there wasn't any party that you should've been invited to. Still reeling from last night's Angel. Will probably go to buffet with the parental units.

Turns: legal drinking age today.

People celebrating besides me: Harvey Kietel, Dennis Rodman, Stevie Wonder. An interesting selection of people.

Pipe dreams: create cult TV shows/movies for a living; pass a law that would make all hip-hop, reggae, rap, and reality shows illegal; turn Joan into an athiest; turn UTSC into a campus that's beautiful (that includes kidnapping specimens from St.G and transplanting them); have at least one of my projects be a success by graduation.

What happened this time last year: It was like one week before Formal, if I recall correctly. People who were my 'friends' didn't acknowledge this day until May 14th or 15th. I was offered no excuses nor apologies. So I still don't know whether it was done on purpose and I still don't know whether I'm pissed or not.

Angel 5.21 - Power Play
David Fury wrote this one. You can tell because it's a perfectly magnificent episode with a perfectly unmagnificent title. ('You're Welcome' was the other one). Just when the scab was building over the wound inflicted by the news of cancellation, this episode goes and tears the scab apart. Left behind is a bigger scar and more blood and more infection.

This was one riveting hour of TV. My house could've been on fire and I wouldn't know. For the first time this season, Angel was interesting because we all thought he was on the verge of becoming Angelus. But as he insisted to the Archduke, it's still Angel. In that schmooze scene after Angel's initiation, there was a nice recap of all the villains introduced in s.5. They'll probably stick around long enough to die next episode.

The whole theme of power. The Senior Partners have it. Angel and his Fang Gang don't. And Angel is doing an Alias thing by infiltrating the Circle of the Black Thorn so he can go in and destroy them all. Before we knew what Angel was really up to, he was pretty convincing when he was pretending to be all evil. All that stuff about absolute power and good and evil don't matter when power is at stake...you don't get that outside of Buffyverse.

Funniest parts: Illyria and Drogyn playing video games. Illyria says "This task is pointless and annoys me. Yet I feel compelled to play..."

The St. Crispin's Day speech was solid, considering the guy who read the entire thing is known more for his furrowed brow and wooden expressions. That red thing Angel flashed was like.."where did he get that thing? That's so cool!" The part where Angel says heroes don't just accept the world and they must fight it, then outlining his plan for a major battle to bring the wheels of evil to a grinding halt, even for a second, was just the best 5 minutes of TV this season. The Senior Partners will always exist, but Angel is determined to show them they'll not always be the boss. The glory may be short and there will be casualties. But it's something worth fighting for. And it's something worth dying for. Besides, a St. Crispin's Day speech directed to a select group of guerilla fighters who actually understand the stakes of this crusade is more inspiring than one directed to a whole lot of loud, annoying Potentials.

Angel sending that message to Wes via that book? Who knew he could be so clever?

Sounds like the writers are still peeved: all those not-so-subtle references about taking care of business, absolute power, not worrying about the small things bit, and evil politicians with vampiric spin doctors.

Looks like that spoiler bullet I was unable to dodge was right. It was pretty clear from this episode who will be carnage in the finale.

Angel 5.20 - The Girl in Question
Oh hello, gentle readers. This week's quipful episode more than made up for last week's mostly quipless one. The Apocalypse hasn't been mentioned for awhile now and this Buffy-centric episode doesn't really contribute to the pending apocalypse other than introduce The Immortal. And what about The Immortal? If he's so charimg and handsome, I want to see what he looks like.

Funniest parts (there were many):
-Spike in black and white 1950's Italy with Dru. "Ciao. Ciao. Ciao.."
-Spike: "How do you say Wank Off in Italian?"
-at Buffy's apartment, Spike and Angel try to squeeze through the door at the same time. Of course, Angel, fat as he is, ends up going through first.
-the entire scene where Spike and Angel try to figure out what happened to Darla. Best line of the night was Spike's "Son! Of! A! Bitch!" after he finds out The Immortal also slept with Dru
-in the night club, Spike and Angel fight slow motion to Italian music and end up throwing a couple of punches at each other
-the Italian CEO of W&H spitting at the gypsies.
-Angel: "Don't you guys have an Italian Wesley here?"
-Spike gets weepy over his jacket and gets a replica while Angel gets an Italian pimp jacket
-Spike and Angel needing helicopters, assault teams, and lots and lots of guns for the head exchange
-at the drop off point, Spike and Angel argue over who saved the world more. And both of them refuse to pick up the suitcase with the money even after the Italian guy says "Give us the money, we give you the head" like three times.
-Angel: "I?ve got to wait for her.. for her to finish baking ... in the meanwhile the Immortal?s eating cookie dough."
-Angel clearly not knowing what a strada was.
-the moped chase scene was too funny. -Spike: "Every time he shows up, I either get my girl stolen, beaten by an angry mob, or thrown in jail for tax evasion."

We only see Lorne for like 3 seconds in this episode. I wish he'd gone to Italy as well. It would've been even funnier. Gunn was back to his useless self. But Illyria turning back into Fred (complete with the slight Texan accent) was just freaky. Wes is torn up over Fred already. Illyria just kind of put him through the paper shredder again and again by looking and acting like Fred. Ouch. But Illyria was right about one thing: it was more convenient for the Burkles. How do you explain to those nice folks that their only daughter is still walking around looking exactly like Fred, but she's not actually there? Wouldn't have gone over well.

The latest incarnation of Andrew is disappointing. His bed head was cool though. Reminiscent of the old bumbling Andrew. Yes, he's grown up. Yes, he can speak Italian. Sort of. But Suave Andrew will never be as great as Nerdy Andrew. I miss him and his LOTR/Trekkie/comic book references already.

Wouldn't it have been more cool if the head was from Buffy instead of The Immortal? Hopefully The Immortal will become important later on because he got to distract Angel from The Apocalypse. Otherwise, this episode would've just been as "wait, do we need really to know this?" as the last one.

Angel 5.19 - Time Bomb
This episode was like Buffy 7.19 (Empty Places). It's the one where Buffy gets kicked out of her own house. It doesn't really serve much purpose other than exposition for the final episodes. We spent the whole hour finding out that Illyria's powers will be greatly reduced and Angel seems to be doing what the Senior Partners want him to do. Other than that, The Apocalypse is still AWOL.

Funniest parts: Wes in his office acting all obsessive over Illyria; Lorne going in cognito and struggling with the walkie-talkie; Marcus Hamilton to Angel "This is a business, not a Batcave"; Harmony asking if the demons would like coffee, tea, or organic colas. Okay, so this episode was stingy on the zingers and comedy.

More jabs at CEOs: Marcus Hamilton going "Think profits! Profits profits profits!" I wonder if The WB execs know that was directed at them. Probably not.

Gunn comes back to stacks of files on his desk. But he doesn't do much other than freak out over Amanada signing demon pacts. And Angel ends up helping the demons. Even Wes was weird because he's Illyria's only friend. Spike didn't do much either. This episode was strange.

Yes. I know this was a pitiful entry. But nothing in mind sticks out even though I watched the episode less than 24 hours ago. Illyria's powers are more controllable now. And the powers Wes sucked up through that gun may become important. Angel has something up his sleeve. Got it. Go team.

Angel 5.19 - Origin
This episode was kind of stand-alone considering there's supposed to be THE apocalypse. But it could be part of the bigger picture. I refuse to believe that the writers and Joss would be so crass with Angel's remaining episodes.

Despite the ambiguity and the shield thing, Connor probably got all his memories back. He didn't say anything to Angel, but that doesn't mean he doesn't know anything. In case all the pain, brooding, and awkwardness comes back. Besides, he goes to Stanford now. He doesn't need W&H or Angel to mess everything up.

Funniest parts: Connor lusting after Illyria and saying he had a thing for older women. Then Angel says that should've been fixed; Spike 'studying' Illyria and writing everything on his clipboard; Connor saying to Angel "So are you like 500 years old?" and "Do you make out with female vampires all the time like in Anne Rice novels?"; Wes saying that they're not being insolent towards Angel but Spike had to say "I am!"; Angel going "She ate a whole petri dish?"; Illyria saying Wes had frustration curling off of him, but Spike saying it was just scotch.

I don't know what the Origin is either. It doesn't seem to refer to anything, which is weird. Unless the Ultimate Drew was referring to the memories that Wes got back. And things will definitely be changed now. Only Wes knows everything. Gunn and Lorne are still in the dark. Speaking of Gunn, I'm glad he stood up to Marcus Hamilton. He probably had enough of W&H "propositions". And Marcus Hamilton's suit probably has a sheet of metal under it. Adam Baldwin looks so stiff in it. It's funny. But Vincent Kartheiser is probably the weirdest looking actor in Hollywood. He's not ugly. Just so, so weird. You can pick him out from a huge crowd a mile away. Maybe that's why he was cast as Angel's son.

Four episodes left. I think I'm going to cry.

Angel 5.17 - Underneath
Hey, new credit sequence. More Illyria, less Fred. And Harmony. Joss probably wanted to put her name in so she could call herself a regular. He did the same thing with Andy Hallett last year, by the way.

This was a surprisingly good episode, seeing as how it came from the women writers who previously screwed up. The best dialogue was between Illyria and Wes. Illyria's lines were very Shakespearian and well written. Amy Acker is finally getting more comfortable and more convincing reading those Illyrian lines. Too bad the dialogue didn't really lead to anywhere important. Everyone got all philosophical this episode. Which is fine because you don't get as much of it in BtVS.

Funniest parts: When Spike and Angel both scream at the sunlight when Gunn opens the door of the car; Spike going "There's fire hell. Ice hell. Well, ice hell.."; Illyria complaining that Wes drinks all the time and makes that noise through his nose; Spike commenting that "Well didn't see that coming" after Marcus Hamilton dramatically pulls out his pen; and the beginning where Spike comes in with the briefcase and cracks open a beer.

The part where Gunn, Spike, and Angel confront Lindsey in his suburban hell smacks of The Matrix. Very blue pill, red pill. Only Lindsey didn't get to choose and he got the red pill shoved down his throat. And the gunfight was SO cool. Everyone just pulled out a machine gun, even the kid, and started shooting. It was well choreographed. Gunn sacrificed himself. He has character, man. I have newround respect for him. But he'll probably be saved in the next episode. Wait, that means Connor's coming back. *shudder*

Angel is television that thinks. And makes its audience think. No wonder it's so unpopular among the masses.

The Fall of "Wonderfalls"
It happened sooner than I thought it would. I was prepared though. This was a pinch compared to the news of the Angel cancellation. That was just like multiple stakes in the old ticker. I remember seeing the first episode, "Wax Lion", and thinking: "This show is like Angel without the Shanshu-ing, brooding, or fancy stuntwork. The cast isn't phenomenal like Angel, but it's smart and it's funny. It's SO getting cancelled."

I hate it when I'm right.

What pisses me off is that Wonderfalls has more critical acclaim than any new show this season. But it sits on the shelf to debut in mid-season in the worst timeslot possible. While The O.C. will enjoy an elongated, never-ending, 27-episode season. Sure, Wonderfalls is being pitched to other networks like the WB and UPN. Like those asshole WB execs would touch it with a ten-foot pole. UPN might be the best chance, but I'm not getting my hopes up.

I feel sorry for Joss Whedon, Tim Minear, and David Greenwalt. By now, they must've formed a support group because all their shows have gone to hell faster than you can say "WB sucks shit".

Even the actors who do the voices for The Simpsons are on strike until they can get more money. They make something like $100 000 per episode already and they want $300 000. And they haven't done script-readings in 3 weeks or something so the next season may be compromised. Argh.

The only consolation is that Alias will have its season 4. I found out on the same day too: Wonderfalls gone, but Alias lives on. I know the people reading this don't watch Alias, but it's a decent show and has cult status. I guess if Alias was on the WB or something, it would also be cancelled because it supposedly runs over its budget a lot and the ratings aren't jaw-dropping. But at least ABC is desperate and Alias happens to be its only signature show. Thank goodness for despearte networks.

Remember those 2 books I bought in that used bookstore? The F. Scott Fitzgerald one, "The Pat Hobby Stories" is really good. It's about a screenwriter who slacks off like crazy and tries to beat the system and get paid for it. It's quite villainy.

The Usual April Fool's
The fire alarm got pulled 3 minutes into the biology lecture this morning. I had to stand outside in the cold and drizzly weather for a good 10 minutes before we were let back in. It was productive though. Between three people, we solved the entire Jumble in the newspaper.

Classes will be over tomorrow. That's a relief. Too bad the studying isn't. I have a week to understand everything that I supposedly learned the last 6 weeks. And enrol in that stupid Subject Post and declare my major. I feel like going across the border and I have to "declare" something. Like I have a purpose in my undergraduate degree that I need to tell everyone about.

School sucks. But I'm thinking of taking a summmer course or two. See, there's this philosophy course called "The Art of Thinking". I guess it's like a critical thinking course. I don't think it's being offered next year at all, so this might be the last chance I have. It feels strange to know that there are people out there who consider thinking to be an art form. Are we really at that stage where the mere act of forming an opinion of something and expressing it coherently is so abstract that only a small percentage of the population are able to do it? Anyway, the course description has me hooked. And next year, I might take this course called "Greek and Latin for Scientists" so I have actually have a chance at all the nomenclature. Sometimes, I'm glad I go to a school with the power of W&H.

It hit me the other day that I don't have the common sense that most people have. I never think of the most obvious answers to questions. Like on a test, I'll screw up the easiest parts and actually do decent on the harder ones. I hope this is a gift rather than a curse.

I hate everyone I go to school with. They find some way of pissing me off every single day. I think I'm turning into a teeth-grinder like Stannis.

Bemoaning the State of Television
No Angel for weeks. SMG should be finished her stupid movie shoot in Japan by now and should make it back home. She better. After 'Shells', making us wait around for 5 weeks for Angel to go out in a 'big bang' is horrendously painful. It's like pulling off a Band-Aid. Do it quickly and do it now. You can't just peel it halfway, diddle around and shave some of the surrounding hair while the wound festers before peeling the other half off. It's unsanitary.

Wonderfalls fills the gap nicely, but it's still not Angel. Besides, it's too optimistic to assume that it won't mysteriously get cancelled a la Angel. Or vanish off the dial altogether. That Friday night death slot is the worst possible way to debut a smartly written series. The only people who watch TV on Friday nights are people who have no lives. So obviously, the ratings won't be as spectacular because smart people comprise only a small percentage of the common masses. It's like FOX has already dusted off its electric chair.

Even Alias has me worried. They've been spewing out some less-than-decent episodes in the past few weeks. At this rate, the only thing I'll be watching next year is The Simpsons.

Does anyone else feel like graduating right about now?

Angel 5.16 - Shells
This was very much the Angel version of "The Body". The way that Illyria refers to her body as "The Shell" and how Buffy refers to her dead mom as "The Body" is catastrophic because the living can suddenly become things that sound like they belong in a natural history museum. In both cases, someone that was not supposed to die, dies. Then you get to watch how those left living deal with it. On Buffy, the Scoobies stand in a circle and cry and stare at each other. On Angel, all the males blame themselves, then finger-point, then beat each other up.

It has to be tough getting on the stage after Joss Whedon. Expectations are high. But the script didn't implode under its own weight as much as I thought it would. Even Harmony was sort of useful. Best lines: when Angel asks Spike what he got from the doctor and Spike replies: "Screaming. Various bodily fluids.." and when Illyria says her last Qua-hai San was taller than Knox. Best parts: Spike sitting in front of all those tiny Jack Daniels bottles on the plane and doing the 'play on perspective'; the skeleton key that Knox brings to the gate is actually a part of a skeleton; and the fight scene where Illyria takes both Spike's and Angel's sword and swings them around in a circle.

How cool is Wes with a gun? How come he's the only one that uses one? And how good is Alexis Denisof's acting? The spotlight was completely on him this episode and he manages to outshine the spotlight. The scene where Wes is packing up Fred's stuff was heartbreaking. Especially when he got to Fred's stuffed bunny. Poor Wes...he's willing to help Illyria just because it looks like Fred. Everyone knows that Fred is gone because her soul was destroyed, but none of them truly accepts that fact yet. The montage was bad. Or maybe it was just the horrible, horrible choice of song. Any Sarah McLachlan song would've fit the bill much better.

Gunn cried. That was major character development, seeing as how he started on Angel as the 'muscle guy'. It looks like he'll be discharged from the Fang Gang like Wes was last season. Gunn deserved to be stabbed. He got off easy considering the state of devastation that Wesley was in.

That last scene where Fred says goodbye to her parents and drives off in a huge station wagon was so sad. It's the most painful reminder that Fred is truly gone.