Heh, visions and premonitions, feelings and fears, they all point to a few possible results, most of which I do not like. Is it worth losing one friendship to strengthen another, and are my crazy beliefs worth the risk of lost friendships? How the hell do you help someone who won't ask for help, can't take your advice, and won't talk to you about what is wrong? And what are you supposed to do when your heart and mind are both arguing with themselves? Is it my place to take action to alter the result of these premonitions, when it means I would be making a decision that would alter other people's lives? Is it my place to make those decisions, or is it theirs and my place to watch, and wait? My mind won't settle down without distraction, I need to talk about things ... but the people I could talk to, are the ones involved and thus I cannot talk to them. I am lost, realizing my friendships never last and wondering if it is through some fault of my own. But life goes on right?
-Kiera