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thinking thin
Monday, 20 September 2004

I look in the mirror and what do I see
A face that is chubby, I wish it wasn’t me

I imagine myself tiny and small
But what I see is not that at all

Society paints perfection as skinny and tall
We all fight for that, but many will fall

Everyday is a battle, every chip a defeat
Every moment a wish, the weight I could beat

Wont lose it for others, but because I care
Where my life is going, the problems that I bare

Power of will, power of fight
To do it for myself, to do it right

When I lose the weight others will see
The person inside, the real me

Posted by dragon2/thinkingthin at 5:19 PM
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okey dokey then
Mood:  special
okey dokey than.... the raging lunatic as left the builidng. Its is funny to see home crazy a person can sound if they are hormonal. Also, how easy it is to make that an excuse not to do the things I am suppose or need to do.

I need to do this for myself and not anybody else .. I also need to stop gaining and losing the same 8 pounds. Man if you add up all the 8 pounds I have lost.. i would have lost 100th of pounds... lol No more gimmicks, just eat well, eat when hungry and exercise.. a recipe for success.. its just that I have to keep remembering where I last laid down the recipe.

Posted by dragon2/thinkingthin at 2:07 PM
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Friday, 17 September 2004
enough is enough
Mood:  on fire
ok enough is enough... I am slowly killing myself... I wake up everyday.. and do nothing. I dont exercise, I eat like a pig... and that is just not good enough. Do I ever care about myself ? obviously NOT. Other wise I would do better than I am doing. It just made me mad to see the lack of motivation I have right now. Its like evry night I can fight the world... and than when I wake up I say " nah"


Posted by dragon2/thinkingthin at 12:20 PM
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Tuesday, 14 September 2004
one step forward equals....
Mood:  irritated
one step forward equals one step back when it comes to this weight loss think.. and today i honestly dont care... i want to eat eat eat and not have any concern about it. Why cant we eat well have some treats and make it work... why why why

Posted by dragon2/thinkingthin at 3:28 PM
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Sunday, 29 August 2004
Well it ever end
Mood:  down
Well it ever end? Does the struggles of weight loss ever cease to exist. Its like you can work as hard as you want but it never comes less of a struggle. Always thinking, dreaming wanting food.. and the more you diet the more you thinking about. Its sucks. I just wish we could listen to our bodies when they tell us they are full...

Posted by dragon2/thinkingthin at 1:35 PM
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Wednesday, 25 August 2004
they think they are helping
Mood:  irritated

why do they do it? do they think they are helping..... Our parents love us but they are certainly one of the biggest contributors to the weight problems we have now. Its the "clean your plate" or "you're a little cubby" that turn us into the people we are today. Not only that, it then takes a life time of inner conflict to beat the demons that have been made....if they can been beaten at all.

Posted by dragon2/thinkingthin at 3:02 PM
Updated: Wednesday, 25 August 2004 3:03 PM
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Wednesday, 11 August 2004
A plan

In 1994, I was diagnosed with one of the rarest cancers in the world. Luckily it was discovered early enough to be cured but not earlier enough to cause me to lose my right hip. The fine doctors in Newfoundland were about to replace and rebuild my hip. It was a very scary event in my life, I was only seventeen years old.

Its11 years later and I am doing really well. Because my hip is older now, I am having increase mobility problems but I believe that you need to look at it all in perspective. I may have more pain than before, and I may have more soreness or whatever but I am ALIVE. Now to my plan;

Hip Hip Hooray is a walk/run etc in support of those with mobility disabilities. It happens once a year in the month of May. Exact dates not yet available.

THIS IS MY GOAL:. May is approx. 9 months away and I want to able to walk/run the race.

*I want my weight to be at 165 by than, Which means I need to lose 45 pounds by May
*I need to start lifting weights so that my body becomes more tone
*I need drink at least 5 bottles of water a day

Posted by dragon2/thinkingthin at 2:13 PM
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looking out
Just look outside, how the world is passing you by. It wouldn't take that much to go and enjoy the sun but nooooo u cant get off your butt and do it. WHY? Are you afriad of the results that you may get. Are you afriad to sweat. NO! well get out there and do it. You are going to continue being fat until you get off you ass and do something to make a change.

Posted by dragon2/thinkingthin at 2:09 PM
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Saturday, 7 August 2004
a new
This is my first blog, but certainly it will not be my last. It is here that I will tell of my emotionals no matter how negative or positive it may be. I am going to write this in the point of view of the thin me talking to the mundane real life me.

Posted by dragon2/thinkingthin at 8:15 PM
Updated: Wednesday, 11 August 2004 2:12 PM
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