This is me

i am wishing for something more than this life seems to be able to give to me. i do not feel close to anyone or any thing anymore. Sometimes my loneliness gets the better of me. But often i like being alone. I love to draw and write. All my writing comes from personal experinces and feelings. When i get the chance i willput more of my writing up here, and eventually some of my art. I love photography, seeing the world through a lense helps me get everything in prespective. i hate love at the moment because it has fucked with my head so much that i do not know which way is up. Everything about this pathetic little planet turns me off. People seem to want to do nothing but fuck one another over time and time again. Stupidityseems to run rampid these days. i Can not wait to get away from highschool and allt he drama that come along with it. i may go into the Army, i am not sure. maybe it will help me do something with my life. I want to get my peircing license. Because i love peircing i have a few myself and i am getting a few more. i do all min eon my own, I don't really trust anyone, so it would be hard for me to let anyone else do it....

my music

I love music, i mean love it. My favorite bands consist of.... Korn.Afi.Lacuna Coil. Mudvayne. Cannibal Corpse. Kittie. Smashing pumpkins. Cradle Of Filth.mushroomhead. MSI. SoulFly.Skinnypuppy.lollipop lust kill.Slipknot.Until I bleed dry.as i lay dying.Tub ring.Nirvana.NIN.Pantera.Domin bogur.Acid Bath.Lords Of acid.Ozzy.Black Sabbath.Cry for dawn.Murderdolls.Static X.Coheed and Cambria. Coal Chamber. Orgy.PM5k. some techno.Linkin park(a few songs).SOIL. SOAD....yeah...

things i find beautiful

Black roses.white roses. dead roses. The night. the moon. dead trees in the snow. KYLE.Jay gordon. Davey havok. Morgan lee. Green eyes. Black hair. Dark make up. darkness. Snow in the dark. fire.the ocean.blood.sand.dragons.faries and pixies.art.death.Peircings.tattoos.broken hearts and cold bodies.Pale skin and dark hair.Digital stitches(even though she doesn't seem to think so)

Ugliness in my eyes

brown eyes.the day time.stupidity.rape.love.humanity.this planet.life at times. red roses.eddie. heroine. ME.the day i was born.life in general.the summer. the sun.war.tan skin.

Want to contact me?

well you can go ahead and contact me if you want to...sometime s it takes me a while to respond....

Make your self heard

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Dead Dreams my sn there is stitched mouth....yeah....

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